2001: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-vjhvYATjmU7sEsIGZ6T_g
jolst: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzA1rCfwIX1FFRzbtb7X-eA

lyrics

used to wake up and youd be on my brain
fucked up thoughts wrapped up in pain
every morning still feels the same
 but now ur gone i get on with my day
used to wake up to feel shit till the evening
felt like i lost u im no longer grieving
u were the one i thought i could believe in
u took my heart and u started to peel it

i dont want u i want bands
i want a ring on my hand
i dont need none of ur fake love
i need like 200 grand
i need some cash in my hand
cash in my purse
wanna buy me some land
food in my stomach
i cant even stomach
to think back to when ur front door slammed

blacked out im not feeling great
i cant do this shit again
you took me closer to heavens gate
when i always thought u were heaven sent
i couldnt concentrate
had to figure out what u meant
i had to compensate
to make up for two wasted years i spent

used to wake up and youd be on my brain
fucked up thoughts wrapped up in pain
every morning still feels the same
 but now ur gone i get on with my day
used to wake up to feel shit till the evening
felt like i lost u im no longer grieving
u were the one i thought i could believe in
u took my heart and u started to peel it

feel the same (prod 2001 + jolst)

prod river + plugp + ashens guitar :3 luv all of u u guys shud go follow dem

breathe w/ skele (river, ashens, plugp)

self produced
follow decks: @decksmusic
cover art taken by decks
lyrics

getting back to my feet standing up again
guess i wasnt ready for the fight that u brought again
said i was the one that u want can u want again
im been trying hard but im ending up distraught again
guess i wasnt ready for the battle to be fought again
guess im just relearning all the lessons ive been taught again
i can only take so much that ur throwing at me
when ur angry it feels like 100 degrees

decks:
when ur mad no i can’t take the heat
i just back down fallin onto my knees
i dont wanna be a problem babe im beggin please
im retracing all my steps and now its hard to breathe

so i fucked up
pass time cuz im done up
second chances arent free but i could earn em
suns up
wake up early cuz the funs up
out of time baby im not what u wantttt

100 degrees w/ decks

again and again ft. thebreathingbackwards (taylor morgan + saint tomorrow)

(: <3 lyrics below

I know you see me
You check up on me now and then we're stuck in repeat
One week we're fine the next we're not you love to break me
I don't feel good right now ooo
Right now right now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Right now right now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Oh right now right now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Oh right now right now
Don't feel good right now now now now

I can't take back what I did to you
Girl its the same for you
Don't lie yeah we both know it's true
Yeah we both know it's true
Ooo
It's you I needed
Ooo
My hearts always bleeding
Right now right now now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Right now right now now
Right right right right now now now now
Ugh
Right now right now now
Now now now now
I don't feel good now now
I I I don't feel good now

I don't feel good now
But baby ill put it behind me
She just pulled up to the party and i'm in the corner where no one can find me
I'd rather would keep to myself
I'm not the type to be following blindly
I don't need anyones help
Fuck it I lied man i'm practically dying
And I know she never cared
She just wants a couple dollars
I don't know why the fuck I bother
And to be honest girl i'm scared
If I keep going down this path then ill end up just like my father
And I know she never cared
She just wants a couple dollars
I don't know why the fuck I bother
And to be honest girl i'm scared
If I keep going down this path then ill end up just like my father

I can't take back what I did to you
Girl its the same for you
Don't lie yeah we both know it's true
Yeah we both know it's true
Ooo
It's you I needed
Ooo
My hearts always bleeding
Right now right now now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Right now right now now
Right right right right now now now now
Ugh
Right now right now now
Now now now now
I don't feel good now now
I I I don't feel good now

I don't feel good now I hate it by myself
And my mom is telling me that I should get some help
Couple pills to start I learned to play the part
And lately I been thinking I might break apart
And I know he never cared
He was all that I needed and i'm just taking the bleeding and I
Wanted to tell you it ain't fair
I hope it hurts when you see me
I won't be there when you need me and I

I can't take back what I did to you
Girl its the same for you
Don't lie yeah we both know it's true
Yeah we both know it's true
Ooo
It's you I needed
Ooo
My hearts always bleeding
Right now right now now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Right now right now now
Right right right right now now now now
Ugh
Right now right now now
Now now now now
I don't feel good now now
I I I don't feel good now

spotify

i dont feel good

i dont feel good (feat. kennedyxoxo & skele) [p. irby]

Featuring @ihateshinigami
Produced by @horoshavibes
Art by Kat (artstation.com/katieimbro)

LYRICS
I've been living in a dream for far too long
Desperately in need of
Someone to wake me up
Stuck in a state of
Suspended animation
Can't escape this simulation
And it's getting harder just to fake it

Nothing seems to stimulate me
And all the while I'm deteriorating
Feel like everybody hates me
Can't get out of my head
 
I've seen the world for what it is and I'm not convinced
There's gotta be something more to all of this
If ignorance is bliss than I
Am living in a paradise

(Horosha)
If all of this is just a dream
Then what visions will we see
When we wake up
Do I even want to know

(shinigami)
I’ve been living in a dream
Everything feels so far from me
I can’t tell if I’m asleep
I just really need you here next to me

And I just wanna give you the best of me
Butterflies every time that you’re texting me
Sick and tired of turning in my sheets
Lately it’s been really hard to breathe

I can’t take this anymore
Hands to my chest I’m on the floor
Wanna live a good life ‘cause this shit’s short
That’s one thing I know for sure

Listen on Spotify!

Suspended Animation w/ shinigami (Prod. Horosha)

🕊💌

https://soundcloud.com/xlhc

STREAMING: https://open.spotify.com/track/4EGaCVaUtswtsVW9mC1Z8K?si=908785c7a4484232


It’s all I need
to fall asleep tonight
you’re all I need
and I’m falling faster

I can see my hair falling out again
all this noise is making my head spin
crawls under your skin creeping out again
I can’t fall asleep without you dear

I need to be all in
I can’t keep stalling
I do all I can do 
Yet I’m still away from you

set to fire
I might retire
If I kept writing the same songs I’d be a liar
Am I inspired
Or just getting higher
Falling down’s the hardest part I’m getting tired

It’s all I need
to fall asleep tonight
you’re all I need
and I’m falling faster

I can see my hair falling out again
all this noise is making my head spin
crawls under your skin creeping out again
I can’t fall asleep without you dear

I been on the phone 
Calling futures
Try to 
Change mine
I don’t wanna spend it all in one place
Red booth 
Sleep in the hotel room 
Slumping like a
Red roof 
Need to fix my head soon
One day 
I can change 
never change 
No What if I’m the bathing ape 
Waste away 
Teleport or try to levitate
Get away 
When it all escapes 
Never chase 
I’ll never chase 
Oh what a waste 

It’s all I need
to fall asleep tonight
you’re all I need
and I’m falling faster

I can see my hair falling out again
all this noise is making my head spin
crawls under your skin creeping out again
I can’t fall asleep without you dear

icarus ft. xlhc

Let Me Go (prod. switch)

bury me alive (music video out now)

love u all <3
vocals by harvest & @hammy
production by @memoryroseishere @gonetoofar @morgnbates & harvest
art/mix/master by harvest

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ivVlTzoSvE6xLDtLdHp6g?si=bcafbe00735c440c

lyrics:
(hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

got a spark in my heart
i got smoke in my lungs
should’ve known from the start
you were never the one

im not the one that you want
why you put up a front
playing me like im dumb
make me feel like a dub

baby im done
yeah im movin on
you can call my phone
but i’m already gone

yeah im already ghost
i can’t let you close
no i don’t know
so my heart stay closed
no i don’t know
i just can’t tell
fucked up in the head
i can’t trust
one minute im cool
then the next im manic
crushing scripts up
under plastic

rolling spliffs up
i can’t feel shit
when i can’t think
that’s my favorite
when you kissed me
i just lost it
wishing i could’ve told
what it costed

(harvest & hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

(harvest)
you don’t even know what happened
I don’t want to fix it all
seeing through our glass it’s cracking 
hourglass, not filled at all

ill never know your passions
cause we’re in a late stage, we’re in a late stage 
i’m breaking down i’m crashing
not on the same page, not on the same page

i want you to be here, a main stay 
one day I wanna play on the main stage 
it’s just the same shit, said a different way
I’ll cough it up, I’m feeling grey 

i want to be in the nosebleed, know me, everything is better when you hold me
or scold me
im slowly 
finding somewhere to hide like brody

knowing that you’ll never know me gives me piece of mind 
i hope you know im lonely like all of the time

i start to realise that I won’t come to my senses
I hope when I leave this place I go on to the next thing

never knew feat. hamilton (prod. memoryrose, toofargone, homesick & harvest)

if you cant make room ft. steadysuffer *noahmadethiss + jolst*

(Somerville, Boston)
Angelboy, Angelbaby
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