10 months later and I can still vibe to this song

Fuck yeah you’ve gotten way better used to listen to you way back your first songs

This song is so fucking relatable on a whole different level bro.

Something new

Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by @hellahaunted & @sainttomorrow
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


and ive been smoking too much like every day
since fifteen think it's rotting my brain

i got my windows closed but i still hear the rain

i don't like myself anymore

think i've changed

and while you sit there drunk on the side of the pave

do you ever think about those times in the cage

with your friends in the sun oh those times they have changed

now i'm sitting on my own thinking of life on a stage


thinkin of life on a stage

these days i'm alone 

take 3 blunts to the face

spend my days blazed just thinking of life in the states

shoutout jj
i'm tryna record everyday


i think i'm going straight to hell for those two years

if you didnt know im sad you must be new here

cliche dyed hair
i'm a loser

forever screaming on my own at a computer


i'm a loser and I know it
got it tatted on my sleeve just to show how much i own it
stay glued to my computer
writing sad songs and playing first-person shooters


watch me self-destruct

catch me yelling "nerf this"
while i'm rolling up another blunt


i used to do this for fun

now i do this on account of all of my bad luck

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled

i don't even know what i'm fighting for



Listen on Spotify!

Loser w/ sendflowrs (Prod. caves & Saint Tomorrow)

Art by @digiyams
Prod by. @jeanparkr
Lyrics-

The only thing he has, that I don’t, is you.
I miss our late night randevouz’s ayy
Call me drunk like “how are you” yeah 
And it’d tell you that I’d see you soon ayy
But now I don’t get that
I’m lucky if you text me back
I’m still confused at where I’m at 
We don’t talk but I want you back 

Chorus-
I see you checking out my Instagram stories
Baby I’m cold without you I need you here to warm me 
My friends told me I’d get hurt, they tried to warn me 
I didn’t listen, I thought we’d work, I guess it’s on me 
I see you checking out my Instagram stories
Baby I’m cold without you I need you here to warm me 
My friends told me I’d get hurt, they tried to warn me 
I didn’t listen, I thought we’d work, I guess it’s on me 

Verse 2-

I know we tried to be friends but I ruined that
Cause I said I love you and you told me you don’t love me back 
With time, with time, will you miss me? 
This time, this time, you ain’t miss me.. 
Tell me when you break up with your boyfriend
I’ll be right here when it all ends
I’m no good at being there while we’re dating
I’m too scared to be vulnerable it’s aggravating 
I wanna text but you won’t answer
I never thought I would be this hurt 
I missed my chance, to make this work
It’s not your fault, it always hurts 
I have a willing suspension of disbelief
Because I think if we got together I wouldn’t leave
And just like Adele said I feel I’m “rolling in the deep”
I miss the days when you acted super into me 

Chorus-
I see you checking out my Instagram stories
Baby I’m cold without you I need you here to warm me 
My friends told me I’d get hurt, they tried to warn me 
I didn’t listen, I thought we’d work, I guess it’s on me 
I see you checking out my Instagram stories
Baby I’m cold without you I need you here to warm me 
My friends told me I’d get hurt, they tried to warn me 
I didn’t listen, I thought we’d work, I guess it’s on me

Goblin Kid

Instagram Stories

Vinyl & CD pre-sales

stream on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kj0DH_Yzdj4

album otw !! :D

vocals by @supachefm & @guardin
production by @youlooktired & @remghost
mixed and master by @polearm

way too long w/ guardin (prod. youlooktired x remghost)

prod. @remghost x @irby314

lyrics
--------
we drink
we sink
we fall behind
it's all okay
it's all alright
the things you say
don't leave my mind
it's all okay
it's all just fine
i'm reminded of days
when the time wasn't raced
had my eyes to the sky
with my hands on your waist
i'm alive under rays
with the light in my face
but a ghost in the rain
with no name tag or plates on my car

i can see the shadows
dancing in the backyard
reaching for the stars
light up my reflection
chase me with your flashlight
you'll be running far
this was never worth it
we were never perfect
pretending we are
so drink until you're silent
laugh until you're smiling
hide another scar

she woke
he smoked
they talked it out
is that what love is all about
the things that come
out of your mouth
are vile when
you scream and shout
it's the fear of the unknown
that leads to eschew
all the rational choices
revolving round you
and the silence is scary
when matched with the truth
can we come out alive
or is death coming soon

as you weigh out your options
you then realize
all the pain you've endured
with no tears in your eyes
i'm amazed by the power
i hold deep inside
for some reason i'm here
for some reason alive

i can see the shadows
dancing in the backyard
reaching for the stars
light up my reflection
chase me with your flashlight
you'll be running far
this was never worth it
we were never perfect
pretending we are
so drink until you're silent
laugh until you're smiling
hide another scar

perfect (prod. remghost x irby)

Holding On (yiru)

how isnt everything hard?

with @itsyungvan
produced by @user-182805726
thank you all

spotify

can i be you? (ft. yung van) [prod. saint tomorrow]

I won't let, I won't let this break me.
cus I know that I'm better than that,
and she said, everything I hate about me,
it's ok, at least I'm aware.. no no no..
(x2)

staring up at the top of the ceiling,
with my wrists, their cut, I cannot stop the bleeding,
staring up at the top of the ceiling,
with my wrists, their cut, I cannot stop the bleeding,
(x2)

Staring at the Ceiling

go follow @sinxi rn he makes god tier music.

lyrics:

ill use this time to remind me
never fall in love cause it hurts
too much now days all i think ab are
awful things ye ill put that cyanide
right in my veins ye ill change my
discord name wont talk to anybody
thought it was better than nothing
but guess that i was wrong
cause i thought that you had

the cutest voice in the whole world
emissions were on made yer eyes glow
but youll never join the world no more
uwu o well
miss your touch like a phantom
cannot catch my breath cause the scuffed lungs
but at least theyll match a broken heart
uwu o well
ooo~ oooo~ oooo~

cause i miss all those days
we would mute ourselves in game
and talk shit about
the people we both hated
Now a days only hate that i haves
for myself
You said lets think bout the future
i understand that but
cant help but think bout what
could have been
said it was better than nothing
just wanted to feel anything

whats the point if were
wasting our time
its what you said
left a hole in my stomach
get over it
cant help but think about those nights
you had

the cutest voice in the whole world
emissions were on made yer eyes glow
but youll never join the world no more
uwu o well
miss your touch like a phantom
cannot catch my breath cause the scuffed lungs
but at least theyll match a broken heart
uwu o well

ill use this time to remind me
never fall in love cause it hurts
too much now days all i think ab are
awful things ye ill put that cyanide
right in my veins ye ill change my
discord name wont talk to anybody
thought it was better than nothing
all that i wanted was something

cutest voice in the whole world
emissions were on made yer eyes glow
but youll never join the world no more
uwu o well
miss your touch like a phantom
cannot catch my breath cause the scuffed lungs
but at least theyll match a broken heart
uwu o well

uwu o well ~ [p. sinxi]

The Fear Inside My Mind ft cloudhighcomeup (prod. by Saint Tomorrow)

Will You?

FeTTa - Will You

new track to kick off the month. <3

visual artist insta: @ maepetals
visual artist twitter: @ impastele

producer link:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCkb2-drAtDkMzP0J6HCPeFQ

contagious [prod. rizi]

"𝕀𝕥𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕒 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕙𝕦𝕣𝕥𝕤 𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕚'𝕞 𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘"

______________________________________________________________
lyrics:
why the fuck you gotta lie I can't take this
I can't make this up , I gotta break this
this was one whole big mistake
I'm forsaken d
lie awake and toke inside my basement

this was all fuel for the fire
you are a liar
I can't believe what you said
flashback, memories of us making out in your bed
I try to believe that she's alright in the head
honestly I cannot get over her
Its the idea that hurts cause i'm hating the real thing
constantly thinking bout her
yeah my visions a blur I've been drinking a lot
getting so high of the pot
will I come down again? hopefully not
maybe Ill try again
I think to myself I know that
I can do what I wanna do
my mind,  yeah I control that

why the fuck you gotta lie I can't take this
I can't make this up , I gotta break this
this was one whole big mistake
I'm forsakened
lie awake and toke inside my basement
x2

don't even bother bitch don't hit my line
I won't reply
when we were still dating you texted so dry after that night
and you had the nerve to ask me for help bitch that's fucking absurd
bitchin bout problems that you left uncured I've had enough of it kicked to the curb won't let you return
get the fuck out my life
gotta move forward forget all the strife
now I've opened my eyes
fuck all the others; stick to my own strive

Liar [prod. ryini]

Lyrics:
im a fuckin peice of shit, why you always gotta bitch
let me sleep in if i wanna, get the fuck up off my dick
know my mind is really sick cause i like it when you kick
-in me down cause i deserve it when i cant learn a new trick

im a dog, im a ghost, im the one you hate the most
im that toxic drink youre pouring raise me up propose a toast
this ones for all of the loosers, the forgotten, diagnosed
cause im one of you but im the king i really hate to boast

if you march right to your grave
nothing will ever be the same

scars on my wrist so you see what im made of
call me a freak i dont know why they hate us
bargained a price but they must not of paid one
locked up inside must be what theyre afraid of

i recorded all my verses, but im still dead like some hearses
and im trapped inside my body i feel like i need some nurses
i feel like i need some surgery, for all the shit thats hurting me
but im a ghost im never seen, i know that yall aint heard of me

write down in chalk, all the shit that i lost
while i run out the clock, just before it gets washed
know the year has been hard, got you down in the dark
cause the future is stark, that you 'bout to embark

if you march right to your grave
nothing will ever be the same

scars on my wrist so you see what im made of
call me a freak i dont know why they hate us
bargained a price but they must not of paid one
locked up inside must be what theyre afraid of
x2

i been living with the pain, yeah
but i know ill be okay, yeah
if you march right to your grave, yeah
nothing will ever be the same, without you

graves

Lyrics: 

these days are irreplaceable
you think i make you miserable
i just booted up i think i gotta go faster
when she left the party i was spose to leave after
lv on my belt she break the buckle if she have to
she said when i get u home u gon love me ever after
i can feel the damage and its getting to me
tell me whats the time cause its blurry to me
ion got the time since i bust to the top
and its cheese inside the air its gon fly out the drop

these days are irreplaceable
you think i make you miserable
these days come crashing down
i feel like i found you now
found you now


These days are irreplaceable 
You’d think I make ya miserable 
When the days coming crashing down 
I feel like I found ya now 

 You wake up 
You never miss your text 
Is this what you call a hopeless romance

I’m a burden to you 
What more I could I do for you 
I told myself I wouldn’t try this hard 
Yet here it goes here the fuck we are 
Lying next to you starting at the stars 
Forget your scars let’s float away 
Darling you’ll be back some day 


These days are irreplaceable 
You’d think I make ya miserable 
When the days coming crashing down 
I feel like I found ya now

Hopeless Romance feat. Sewerperson (Prod. by Brody)

but what did i expect

prod: https://soundcloud.com/caspr
artwork by: https://soundcloud.com/caustyk



i don’t wanna fall in love 
and fall apart again 
idk if i’m ok enough so i keep taking medicine 
to give my head a rest 
but what did i expect 

i said i’d give him everything but everything meant nothing 
but i still stayed so i could feel i’m holding on to something 
n i feel like a burnout 
lie n say that i’m better on my own now 

ok 
alright 
i’m starting to feel nothing when i lay awake at night 
ok 
alright 
i’ll fool myself with every other lie 

i still think of every word you said to me 
trying to ease the memory by drowning it in nicotine 
i swear to fucking god that one day you’ll be dead to me
but right now just to hear your voice i swear that i’d do anything

medicine (prod. caspr)

Lyrics:
the sun has just set and im looking at lights
on top of a hill while i sip on this vice
the darkness is closing in i say im fine
just give me some space while i pour up this wine

im sending this letter hope it finds you well
im not doing great that's if you couldnt tell
i know that you're fine so this is my farewell
was good while it lasted fell under your spell

you were right to leave, cause im a low down fiend
and im drowning in the meds girl you would not believe
and now im climbing into bed i wanna have that dream
where im happy only reason that i go to sleep

you were right to leave, cause im a low down fiend
and im drowning in the meds girl you would not believe
you used to say that you believe in all i could achieve
but now its nothing more than just a memory to be grieved

im a ghost now
im a ghost now
got no host now
i do the most now

and I remember used to talk about just cruisin to the coast
but you always hated water so we never took a boat
and im drowning in my feelings like the ocean i cant float
you could catch me at the bottom cause i sink just like a stone

i dont know, where to go, cause i drift, like the snow
now im out, in the cold, got no love, got no soul
got no heart, jus a flow, pay the bills, you dont know
how im dead, now you know, that im done, so ill go

you were right to leave, cause im a low down fiend
and im drowning in the meds girl you would not believe
and now im climbing into bed i wanna have that dream
where im happy only reason that i go to sleep

you were right to leave, cause im a low down fiend
and im drowning in the meds girl you would not believe
you used to say that you believe in all i could achieve
but now its nothing more than just a memory to be grieved

im a ghost now
im a ghost now
got no host now
i do the most now

Leaving

leaving

Boston
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Staring at the Ceiling

dead broke

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