Love this one brother, nice work 🖤🔥

Really liked this part, major props for the whole song!

I tried my very best,
it didn't go to plan,
it probably hurt you more,
all you wanted was a friend,
to you I was never that


You're chasing waterfalls,
Please catch me when I fall,
pretend that you're in love again,
like everybody else
and ive been off these drugs again i dont care abt my health

And I suck, at types,
I always seem to be lied to,
when we fight, your eyes,
they change, its like I don't know you

Waterfalls (prod. Hieloways)

lyrics

I hope u been well
i hope u eat well
I think I got myself addicted 
to that tree smell
I know u mean well
But I don't need help
I find myself inside this drink
I feel my heart swell 

I'm back on my shit back on the drink
Turn up these cups while I'm lighting up blunts
And I'm all in my job all with the gang
No need to rob either way we get paid
It's something do, blow smoke till I'm blue
And if I've got this time then I'll spend it with u
It's all the time now
i spend it with all the lights out

back on my own i been ready to go
life in the gutter’ll make u miss home
i know i need u
but honey i’ll never admit to
memory shorter whenever i smoke
this isnt healthy oh baby i know
i cant ever leave u
but you’ll probably tell me i need to

but i dont wanna wanna
i been tryin rly hard
n i dont wanna wanna
its gettin harder every day
n i dont wanna wanna
yea u can ask if im ok
i hope im gna b
thats what i wanna b

lover lover
uve always had a knack for placing blame on
others 
others those eyes are shining and shes quite the up and comer
comer
why she always tryna fight its such a bother
bother
placing faith in others

i hope u eat well ft. decks (jolst)

made this one with fucking covid LMFAOO

Lyrics:

song's out
i don't fuck with trash 
even living in this dumpster baby
comedown
you could not survive in my head for a sec my lady
come down
we were on good terms 
can we talk 
i need someone lately
suns out
it feels like it's not from this room i had holed up safely in

(instrumental i let go for a while because i think it's pretty LOL)

song's out
i don't fuck with trash 
even living in this dumpster baby
comedown
you could not survive in my head for a sec my lady
come down
we were on good terms 
can we talk 
i need someone lately
suns out
it feels like it's not from this room i had holed up safely in

song's out
i don't fuck with trash 
even living in this dumpster baby
comedown
you could not survive in my head for a sec my lady
come down
we were on good terms 
can we talk 
i need someone lately
suns out suns out
come down come down

-

song's out
i don't fuck with trash 
even living in this dumpster baby
comedown
you could not survive in my head for a sec my lady
come down
we were on good terms 
can we talk 
i need someone lately
suns out
it feels like it's not from this room i had holed up safely in

everybodys sick in the head
this shit gettin worse

patient zero

everybody is saying dumb shit all the time
and my body is getting numb every night 
and the pills that i take oh they kill me inside 
but im addicted to em i can't even lie 
everybody is saying dumb shit all the time
and my body is getting numb every night 
and the pills that i take oh they kill me inside 
but im addicted to em i can't even-

walk straight 
be okay 
can't breathe
beat my cheast like an ape 
nobody cares about love nowadays
nobody wants to stay home feel safe
i've been locked in my room for days
can't leave cuz im sick n thats ok
but no1 called me to check on my pain
nobody called me to check on my brain 

breakdown, breakdown, breakdown again
i'm fucked up fucked up fucked up in the head 
i live like every1 else is dead 
i'm done, so done, fucking done with this mess

everybody is saying dumb shit all the time
and my body is getting numb every night 
and the pills that i take oh they kill me inside 
but im addicted to em i can't even-

so as long as im breathing
ill keep on walkin this path
with the souls who deceived me 
but gave me feet to feel the grass
always alone but still with company
spread only love but fight angrily
knowing who watches over me 
i'll always be safe, surely

evrybody's saying dumb shit (hero&emptychest)

nevrfall sequel 😈

shoutout @ztope for mix and mastr

lyrics

the pallets warm so i cant call it art
ripping teeth, picking skin leaves a mark
liquor pours, while our eyes at th stars 
its not much but i call it a start 

baby its not u i swear 
damage in my own repair
this not what i choose to wear
its all thats left when ur not here
may be safe but scared 
when i hurt i evolve my dear
painting pictures all alone there’s nothing more i fear

ill wait, wait for u to call my name 
uh, but
we dont got long i wont be forming greys
hey,
this aint my fault i was saved 
had no choice, i was left in acid rain
 

no, now u jus stabbin me
dont, dont let me off easy
woah i cant tell if this a dream 
mirror always fogs when i think i know what i see

baby its not u i swear 
damage in my own repair
this not what i choose to wear
its all thats left when ur not here
may be safe but scared 

pulled on strings oh im more than aware
oh im not lost i just reak of despair

baby its not u i swear 
damage in my own repair
this not what i choose to wear
its all thats left when ur not here
may be safe but scared 
when i hurt i evolve my dear
painting pictures all alone there’s nothing more i fear

the pallets warm so i cant call it art
ripping teeth while picking skin leaves a mark
liquor pours, while our eyes at th stars 
its not much but i call it a start 

paying fees to the dark and unstable
sparks flare as the tags on the toes are unabaled
hearts warm but its taking its toll on the brain
step forward, im in need of updating

everythings gonna be ok

everythings gonna be ok (nevrfall)

w/ @fleshgolem

first single off of the ep, 
happy bday fleshy

lyrics

[mæsk]
im worn, im worn
been wearing and my skin is all torn
but i feel alive, when in eye of a storm
i tip my hat off to those that can move on

she said lets go
well ur just going home
ima be drifting slow

she paddles out to sea to see i see her halo
i cant allow it, need to escape 
ill fuck u up, 
please just go back to where u came

depression i just battle it
im sinking on this battle ship 
steer till i cant battle shit
this is my own settlement
until im old, thats if im old

im holding on to rafts with no sign of a life boat
i know on this 1 i wont have time to grow

she sent a signal to me that i wasn’t alone
now urs to take 
all my flesh, yeah my skin and my bone

im outta time in this world im outta time 
and its just me by myself on this grind
and its time to let the pen down
write my final words coz im just out of time

[flesh]
so why is there still time to waste?
i'm still disoriented from the time the tidal wave came thru
cause i've been washed up, cleansed all the way thru
and i'll be damned if i'll be drowning cause of you
it's a process, that's what i tell myself 
inside my head its saw traps, i run with reason 
but i always tend to talk back, it's changing seasons
nearly autumn guess i'll fall apart in my room

i said let's go but i'm just going home
i wish that you'd come too, lay my fantasies out on the table
high seas, pulling me away
i went too far the tide is tryna steal my shame
i try to battle it, i swim but i'm just paddling
there's water in my lungs and i don't think i can handle it
i'll tip my boat, that i'll do
before i ever admit defeat to what i knew
before the life before me ever became true

signal w/ flesh golem (flesh x sunshowers)

thanks for the support

twitter.com/1homesickk
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prod/guitars by me

endgame
i had a time n place to fall back into the fog
replay, id go back today
wish i never called it off
know im not one to just push it aside
i feel my lowest just steppin outside
brushin the dust off my lungs just to breathe alright
now i gotta take shit just to sleep at night

dim lights on my conscious
i crossed out my past mistakes cuz i just dont wanna process
im aware of all that time takes
i wont keep u guessin ima stay the same

surface tension i been making dents on top of water
im built from components held by PCB and solder
death watcher, keep it close to me
like i could just close the page but i dont bother
hold my head down underwater
to the slaughter
feel my soul levatate out of this shell when i step out
i really feel the distance now
it feels so wrong to stick around
coat on, i dont want a send off
threats artificial i fend off
dig straight down like a check off
bite my tongue, just wanted to just say it i held off

dim lights on my conscious
i crossed out my past mistakes cuz i just dont wanna process
im aware of all that time takes
i wont keep u guessin ima stay the same

replay i standup n pace, its all back to this
i cant concentrate, just hesitate
i pick up the pieces like whats to take
and like whats to say
i keep my mouth shut like what can be done
all a fuckin waste
i dont want a friend cause i have to face
that ive failed the people that stuck to me

dust

@sendflowrs

off white 
off white 
off white
gown
on my body
i’m jus flexin, fuck 
pussy keep on talkin
pull my 15 ima wet em up
i’m off like 40mg 
off the percs 
n i’m not gettin up 
might fly out 
go link veins
and smoke some stems 
but ima heavyweight 
so that shit don’t effect me 
runnin round with that 15 
put 15 in a Bentley 
got 8 in this faygo 
but 16 in the red sea 
might switch up don’t tempt me
might spin kick like jet li 
u a loser u ain’t got no poles 

and i’m sippin on that juice 
i can barely stand, 
baby tell me what’s the move
i need a lighter and a pen
when i’m chillin on my own i be feelin like the man 
but i can’t 
do that shit
not again
no i can’t

yeah were dripping in Gucci
just look at the halos 
were seeing starlight
im whipping in coupes
im sipping on faygos
were seeing starlight 
i dont want a bvitch 
i dont want a main hoe
make money fast 
like where did the day go? 
make money fast 
like where did the day go? 

permanent damage 
just like a tattoo
you took my heart
and you made it brand new 

i really care about
everything about you 
you are my love 
you are my savior 

if he wont smoke
i slice with a saber 
i swing it twice 
and once with a taper 

fuck with my shit 
i really do love you 
making this music 
is blessing and curse

my heads still fucked from all of the damage 
i need to cherish you 
i need to access myself and polish of the dull parts
forever falling into my demise 

yeah were dripping in gucci
just look at the halos 
were seeing starlight
im whipping in coupes
im sipping on faygos
were seeing starlight 
i dont want a bitch 
i don't want a main hoe
make money fast 
like where did the day go? 
make money fast 
like where did the day go? 

off white 
off white 
off white
gown
on my body
i’m jus flexin, fuck 
pussy keep on talkin
pull my 15 ima wet em up
i’m off like 40mg 
off the percs 
n i’m not gettin up 
might fly out 
go link veins
and smoke some stems 
but ima heavyweight 
so that shit don’t effect me 
runnin round with that 15 
put 15 in a Bentley 
got 8 in this faygo 
but 16 in the red sea 
might switch up don’t tempt me
might spin kick like jet li 
u a loser u ain’t got no poles

wet em up w/ sendflowrs (hero)

produced by ztope and killedmyself
completely non profit

lyrics

ice and mud is giving way
its a waterslide

auburn hair out in the fields
i miss summer time
the ice and mud is giving way
its a water slide
both my feet are swept away
guess its do or die
i just hope she feels the same
hope its u and i 

i guess these circumstances arent exactly normal, i can give u that
faint roads, the pain grows, always clawing at the scabs 
i play a song from my memory
something inside me still struggling
somehow i grip on the muddy reeds
nothing could take it away from me

i found shelter all alone
on a shore in freezing clothes
20 miles barefoot snow

auburn hair out in the fields
i miss summer time
the ice and mud is giving way
its a water slide
both my feet are swept away
guess its do or die
i just hope she feels the same
hope its u and i 

auburn hair out in the fields
i miss summer time

swept away (ztope x killedmyself)

i needa go to work my girl if u hear me now 
i’ll be back at 6
make u food if u want it 
woke up in a good mood 
but shortly after lost it 
this table and this screen 
keep me in like a coffin 
at my 9-5 way too high to be conscious 
broke another streak
i feel bad for my sponsors
need to put this bottle down
head spinnin like a comet
2 litre sprite
pinewood then cherry drop it 

like run your diagnostics 
on my friends 
anythin u want girl
i’ll buy it 
can’t afford a prada bag
so i rolled this 10 
will u hold me down when i get indicted
pass the gas to my homie only smoke fire
hold the knife in my hand and i get excited 
pass the gas to my baby yea she light it
she put flowers on the grave that i’m inside inside in

and it’s like lately
idk, i can’t explain 
i been - 
ugh

i mean, like lately,
i been low once again 
i feel like things are starting to fall into place
then they slip and i drop them 
they smash like a vase
always just a fuck up 
yea i cannot explain
why do i always think people want me this way
then they cut and they stitch n they try change my shape
i pop pills n im lazy 
the fuck can i say
either take me 
or leave me 
stop playing this game 
i’m a person i deserve to be loved and- 

tf am i sayin 
just pass me a 30 n get out my way 
i’ve gone cold through these years that you’ve shredded my brain 
what’s a life without fighting 
feel fuckin insane
did you see how he fell when i hit him again 
i got blood on my hands wash it off in the rain
i can’t make a fist or hold my phone a few days 
but i promise that pussy won’t try it again
all i need in this life is some weed and a pen

i’ll be back at six (nevrfall)

LYRICS:

I know that I should care about my life
But I can't bring myself to do what's right
Days are moving on by and I'm losing time
Stuck in this cycle and it's no one's fault but mine
If I don't do something and quick
I might lose myself to this
Feel like I might lose my mind
Stuck in this cycle and it's no one's fault but mine

Breaking myself down till there's no way back
Try so hard to repair what's left in the ash

I hurt someone again, same shit a different day
I can't help but hate me for my past mistakes

Let it all affect me and corrode my system
Lose what I hold in my heart and I’ll miss them

I know that I should care about my life
But I can't bring myself to do what's right
Days are moving on by and I'm losing time
Stuck in this cycle and it's no one's fault but mine
If I don't do something and quick
I might lose myself to this
Feel like I might lose my mind
Stuck in this cycle and it's no one's fault but mine

Waterfalls (prod. Hieloways)

dead broke

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