the second official CATHEDRALS LP!

imperfect. unfinished. unmixed. but that's okay - it's who i am as a person. it's who you are too - you can be aware of it or you can be not aware of it. i love you either way <3

forgive yourself and treat yourself like a friend - you'll breathe a little easier that way.

"EXIST AT THE END OF WHAT DOES" LP

Hello everyone, sorry that I haven’t uploaded tracks for so long because I’m tired of dubstep, maybe this is my last EP on Sharploud, I think it’s better to take a break for now. I want to say a huge thank you to those who have been following me throughout this time.

FOLLOW NME
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P.s if the EP gets 70 likes then I'll post a bonus track

NME & SHARPLOUD - BETA

"exist at the end of what does" track 5/8

[Verse 1]

Thing is you know
There's no problem at all
So you make it that way on purpose.
I know, you enjoy the attention.

[Verse 2]

Make this about yourself
Don't let another have a word
You're insecure and if anybody else 
Gets the things you long for
It's nobody's fault but yours
And for me it was
Nobody's fault but mine
So let me tell you straight

BLAME RABBIT [millispil]

hi, i'm branching out now

"exist at the end of what does" track 1/8

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[Intro]

We'll venture to darker caverns
If that's where you want to go
Don't ever make me regret this
Even though, you will, I know.

[Chorus]

I've been pretty down,
But this is a new low.
I skipped out on getting breakfast
Just for artificial shows
Of affection that don't matter
But I gotta just listen
Cause the feelings they control me-

[Verse 2]

My feelings took me somewhere secret
Some place I'd never rise
But it seems I'll come out on top now
I refuse to give into to this life

[Chorus 2]

I've been pretty high,
But I respect myself now
I'm not giving in
To this temporal- [???]
What you gonna say?
What you gonna do?
Kicking down my blunt trauma!

[Verse 3]

Shut up
I'll always be free
You don't
Have your head over me
It's up to me
If I give in now
The little monster's gone gone gone!

PITFALLS

BEHINDEMASQ - LITEFEEL

Azernion has just dropped a new sample pack and a new track to celebrate hitting 1,000 followers on SoundCloud! Here's a little demo I made for the sample pack, go download it IMMEDIATELY!!!

Sample Pack - https://azernion.gumroad.com/l/soundsofdigitaldecayvol1

Azernion - https://soundcloud.com/azernionmusic

GO FOLLOW AND SUPPORT AZERNION!!!!!!!!

Azernion's "Sounds of Digital Decay Vol.1" Sample Pack [Demo by ESKVY]

My purpose is fulfilled
I now leave this world to its own device
My host is freed; I worry not of her ambition
She has proven herself as a god of the cosmos, and will manipulate it according to her desire
I trust she will not abuse her godhood
However, in this end, I must take up arms as my enemy before me
My watch will spread the void

My existence is now only to prevent the rise of another tyrant.

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If you're interested in reading the full story, here's the link to the google doc. I spent an unholy amount of time writing this, so please do read and enjoy my depressive writing.
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1N99zaF-jDuL10rHT63n9Nq6dE-YZrSAE_c88Csb_2Ro/edit?usp=sharing

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Decay closes the EP in reflection. Again, read the story if you want the full explanation of feeling. But, I'm here to talk about my life and this song's influence on me. Like Broken, this song was improvised. I wrote it during winter break of my senior year of high school. Out of everything I've created in life, and out of everything I've done so far, this song means the most to me. Really, I mean it. I feel like it's a bit obligatory for me to be sappy, considering how many times I've cried myself to sleep to this song. Yeah, it's egotistical, but it has so much meaning to me. It's the solemn embrace of the future, and the acceptance of change. It's moving on from mistakes, and looking forward to making more. And really, it's an Ode to the End of a life I once knew. I wasn't ready to be an adult; when I wrote this, it was 4 months away from my 18th birthday. So much has changed since then, and nothing will ever go back to the way it was. I don't want it to, though. As sad and scary as it is to move on, everything has its melancholic end, and this song gives me the solace I want in those moments.

Thank you so much for everything. Regardless of who's reading this, whether I know you more than you know yourself, or if you're just a number added to the play count, you mean the world to me. Thank you for listening to this project, whether you only listened to one song once, or all of them all the way through on repeat for hours.
So thank you, and may the end become as beautiful for you as it's become for me.

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Decay

"exist at the end of what does" track 4/8

ETERNALLY

Contento - ID (project is gone RIPPP)

"exist at the end of what does" track 2/8

IT IS WHAT IT IS

a new era !

As I've been making (and deleting) a lot of music recently, I've found that I don't have fun making music that much anymore. In an attempt to gain my passion back, I've decided I'd make an EP and just let every imperfection I don't want to fix stay. I've released a single to tease the EP, which will release in full on soundcloud on the 20th. It's not by any means perfect, I myself actually think it feels unfinished and weirdly mixed. But I don't have fun making perfect music - I have fun experimenting, and I think that this new era is going to highlight that <3

(single in preparation for my forthcoming lp)

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Fun With Drums 19.10.2024

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