dude it's honestly insane how five of my at least top 10 favorite artists (maybe top 5, even?) are PART OF THE SAME community, let alone four of them being PART OF THE SAME COLLECTIVE @gothurted, @sinxi, @nicoteenninyo, @deadfishpoland, with @sadzillamusic not in the collective. I swear, all of you guys just appeal to me in the most monumental of ways. I cannot thank you guys enough for the art that you guys give out.

Damn I love that song✨ got me feeling some type of way 💔

soundcloud vibes

shiki:
if i told you i could take you to the moon, would you believe me?
and if i never ever told the truth, would you still leave me?
and you could never make this right, so it’s easy
and i don’t wanna make you cry so i’m leaving
re:
pop another bottle, end up broken on the floor
celebrating is my motto so i drink another 4
but i never get enough you always leave me wanting more
i’m addicted to your love but now ur sayin that ur bored
oh i’m so tired of pretending that i’ll leave you
say ur sorry and i swear that i’ll believe you
why’s it gotta be so hard
you just wanna break my heart
skele:if i told you i loved you, would you believe me
try not to think about how you don’t really need me
i know you love it, how it hurts, you got me bleeding
you could break me apart, i’m never leaving
and i just wanna make this work
it cuts deep, i don’t care if it hurts
would you leave if i say you’re the worst
leave me roses while i’m laying in the dirt
follow us:
@shikixo
@arr_eeh
@lilskeleskrrt
@splashgvng
@jolst

take you to the moon w/ skele x re: (prod.  splashgvng x jolst)

https://www.soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://soundcloud.com/shikixo

amv:
https://youtu.be/6PVfJgVxxXc

lyrics:
i guess i'll see you for a night
i've been breaking baby
could you hold me tight
i'm so scared when you let go
i fall apart, you’ll have to pick up the pieces
i've been holding on to you for a reason
f*ck
i'm so used to being told im not enough
i’m so used to tryna finish all the cuts
so it's up to me to seem somebody you want
it's all my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

trying my best
you'll be better off alone
cause im a mess and i just stare at my phone
you can find another one
he’ll treat you better than i ever could  ohh
kissing in the shower, i'm missing you after
you should see my head love
i'm such a disaster
ohhh you'll stay for awhile
it cuts me deep everytime that you smile

i've
i've been breaking baby
could you hold me tight
i'm so scared when you let go
i fall apart, you’ll have to pick up the pieces
i've been holding on to you for a reason
f*ck
i'm so used to being told im not enough
i’m so used to tryna finish all the cuts
so it's up to me to seem somebody you want
it's all my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

i'll regret it when you're gone
getting tired of writing the same songs
i can't help but worry that you'd leave
there's no way that anybody could want me
almost breaking apart
too many nights in the dark
i love the way they hurt me
it's kinda turning me on
one day in the park
i want to kiss in the car
i want to hear that you love me before breaking my heart

i guess i'll see you for a night
i've been breaking baby
could you hold me tight
i'm so scared when you let go
i fall apart, i'm learning on how to pick up the pieces
i've been holding on to you for a reason
f*ck
i'm so used to being told im not enough
i'm so used to trying to vanish all the cuts
so it's up to me to seem somebody you want
it's all my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

almost breaking apart
too many nights in the dark
i love the way they hurt me
it's kinda turning me on
one day in the park
i want to kiss in the car
i want to hear that you love me before breaking my heart

i'll regret it, when you're gone

skele - it's my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

@xweepings
Chapters - Out on all streaming platforms 30.11.21

Produced mixed and mastered - Shinpuru
Vocals - Weepings

Lyrics:
I'm outta place with these people
they leeching off me but my sights like an eagle (woah)
they sit and wait for the sequel
boy you ain't getting in your shit is fecal
get up to my level, come back to me than
songs I made this week? just about 10
shin suppling heat, I bring the pen
smoking all the opposition
~
I could make a fucking banger with my eyes closed
got a 6th sense for this shit flow is ice cold
got your main bitch in my bedroom with the blinds closed
funny how the closest to you switch up in a second
~  
no I never rest and yes my head is filled with stress uh huh
she take off the dress and I'm just sucking on her breast uh huh
hear me and Invest uh huh
better than the rest uh huh
I just flip the script and it's a whole lot to digest uh huh
~
whole lot digest
no I never rest
work a 9-5 and making music failed the tests
I got you impressed
but I feel depressed
I go hard on all these beats to fill my empty  chest
~
rap with a passion, ain't doing this shit for the fashion
no,I fell in love with the action
these lyrics you grasping I conquor
A type beat assassin
you hearing me snap like a canon
the best in manhatten
I flow so fast fill up a gallon
I take my own path like a salmon
what's coming next you can't Imagine
dragon I'm spitting that fire no caption
~
I could make a fucking banger with my eyes closed
got a 6th sense for this shit flow is ice cold
got your main bitch in my bedroom with the blinds closed
funny how the closest to you switch up in a second

Shinpuru X Weepings - 6th Sense

prod. me x soundcloud.com/cay2o

lyrics:

I been thinking bout us
I kno i’ll never get that trust again 
lucky me, but look what the fucks the point 
at war with the thought of avoidin the truth that i’m just a fuckin loser to you.
I suck at everything I do so don’t get it confused I get the disappointment in me

look at the bigger picture it’s a part of it
trust it only stays if your hearts in it
look I kno we’re not okay but life’s a bitch
hope that we feel better but it never ends

I was still lost when you found me don’t doubt.
just because I fucked up dont mean that im drownin 
under my own judgement came to that im nothin
tryin my best but it falls flat like always

I been passin time sleepin thru the day like 
nothin 
tryna fight the nerves, but they pull me in like quicksand 
im too insecure no I can’t be on a polaroid 
I hope u understand how I been doin hope ur proud of me

loser

spotify

everything by me
thank you for listening
so much.

when the grass is dry
and never green
i contemplate what's happening
and who i was just other week
wonders why the fuck he felt so weak
letting water rise
and stumble down his cheeks
it gets a whole lot worse
when it's just a dream
for every promise i
just couldn't keep
i'll amputate your heart
so it won't bleed
i know it's not very often when we speak
i hope you know when we do
it's so comforting
oh, if i made up these feelings
then how am i still here?
and if the world is still turning
that's all i have to fear
i think that i've been in slumber
since last summer, but what made it end?
i've grown tired of conversations
it's like i'm brainless
(my thoughts go over their heads)
(their heads)
i hate that i get why you leave me dormant
i'm tired of feeling normal
it's horrible

amputee

https://www.instagram.com/utpv4
follow me grr

Love Me [prod. Bisenas]

Scars to Diamond” is a story of pain turned into power. From sleepless nights to shining lights, this track is for anyone who’s ever fought through struggle and came out stronger. Every scar tells a story — and every story can turn to diamonds. 💎🔥

If you’ve ever been counted out but refused to quit, this one’s for you. Turn it up, let the pain fade, and toast to the climb. 🥂

#HipHop #Rap #PainToSuccess #PoloGVibes #LilTjayEnergy #aykvibes #kellyw

Scars To Diamond

i had a lot of fun covering one of my favorite songs by @youngburial , hes crazy talented and a brilliant writer. i hope everyones having a great day, and expect another song this week!!

Tuning: D A D F# A E

fats'e 💙

i'd prefer an unmarked grave (fats'e cover)

@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
@syndrome-beats

Life is a fuckery
People that you used to be
Best of buds with might turn out to be an enemy
Earn your stripes
Get em swiped this world don't have no referee
Treat their friends like doodle shit while you remain the centerpiece
It does have a moral code
You fuck up you really gotta let em know
Accept the negativity and let it show
They your brothers, if anyone would, they'd let it go

Getting out of bed my body got more heavy
Family balancing controllers tryna keep me steady
All this fucking power from the ones who love me
Despite the ups and down I never been more ready

Eating alphagetti 
In the morning ‘fore I leave
Got a 8 hour flight somewhere out east
And all that's on my mind is how I'll let you eat
For the past 20 years you allowed me to breathe

That goes to my mom dad brother and my g's
Stay gassin me up and that's what gave me all the steeze
I was was stuck in debt and I was still buying weed
Man would pull through with some harveys and a deegs 
When I poured it out and had no blood to bleed
Man would rise against the circumstance and help me from my knees

Is this the life you want
Is this the one you want
What vibe am I on
I'm just tryna accomplish something
I'm just tryna accomplish something
Before I die before I'm gone

Is this the life you want
Is this the one you want
Do not know what vibe I’m on
Music will stay when I’m gone

When I’m stepping on the block
See I’m gliding to the top
Call me Deku, I’mma drop
Anyone trying to talk

Breathing heavy in the wild
Lips sweet like black and mild
Nothing brighter than her smile
I’d run mile after mile

Deceive what I see like the shape of a column
Fear stems out from all of my problems
Shaking I’m feeling more and more solemn
I don’t think that I ever will solve em

youtube

solemn - ft. 9tails (prod. syndrome)

(prod. by discent)

It'll all end in the Dark..

Lyrics:

I still hate my life!
No, I’m not alright!
No, it won’t be fine!

If this takes my life,
These pills and flashing lights!
It’ll all be fine!

Cause you were So beautiful!
Like something made of miracles!
Take the breath right out of both my lungs!!
Ripped to pieces; what we were both known to be..

If it hurts then let it end your life!
Let it end tonight!
Let it end tonight!!

If it hurts then let it suck you dry!
Destroy your life! 
Destroy your life!!

I’ve been going crazy
going through some problems
Nothing helps me anymore I can’t solve them
You were all the reason I could find to face them
Now that you’re dead the xannies make me faceless..


Beat me,
Tear me down to pieces,
I’m not worth it!

Let me drown in my own blood 
Until I’m livid!

I can see them Watching, watch me close the curtains!

Say goodbye to all the shit that made me worth shit!


If you say that this is only for the better..
Why the fuck do I feel worse than I have ever?!

If you wanna know how I’ve been,
I’m still BREATHING!!
It’s the ONLY Way To know MY HEART’S Still BEATING!!!

I still hate my life!
No, I’m not alright!
No, it won’t be fine!

If this takes my life,
These pills and flashing lights!
It’ll all be fine!

Cause you were So beautiful!
Like something made of miracles!
Take the breath right out of both my lungs!!
Ripped to pieces; what we were both known to be..

If it hurts then let it end your life!
Let it end tonight!
Let it end tonight!!

If it hurts then let it suck you dry!
Destroy your life! 
Destroy your life!!

I'M STILL BREATHING! (prod. by discent)

Empty

Rufio Spenz - stfu (prod. NICKISGONENOW)

Featured Artist: https://soundcloud.com/itsyungvan

Prod/Mix/Master: Me

Lyrics:

She called me the other night
Says crying that shes fucking up her life
Says that she doesnt know what she wanna do
I said "girl, Im here for u"

Fast forward, 2 years, now we strangers
She found another one, he be lifting weights yea
Deleted number, thats what I am
I aint even mad, but she could explain

But still, I was never mad tho
I felt like I should but I didnt really care so
I lived my life, like she didnt exist
She may hit me up but I never miss

So yea, lets go even further
One night, phone rings but there is no name, oh
I dont even know if I wanna pick it up
3am, rejected, go back to bed

She broke my soul
She had it all
Left me with none
Feelings, now she dont even hit my phone
x4

You callled me drunk last night
told me that you’re thinking about leaving him
I guess he seems alright
but I don’t really see what you see in him
Left me for some no name who peaked in higschool 
playing home games
but now you text me acting so lame always talking bout the old days
Playing on my heart strings like a, ukalale 
only want me when you’re lonely cause you never text me daily
The only thing I fear is that you’ll leave me all allone again
Do you really mean it whhen you say you want to try again?
All my friends are telling me you’re bad for me but I don’t care
what’s the point of all the memories, if you’re not here

She broke my soul
She had it all
Left me with none
Feelings, now she dont even hit my phone
x2

Spotify/iTunes

She Don't Even Hit My Phone (feat. Yung Van)

(hook)
gamble my life like its poker
I live my life like the joker 
sometimes I feel like I'm hopeless 
I know its just 4 the moment
my writs and heart they're both frozen
swear this summer was the coldest
I almost said its all over
I tried I'm hoping you noticed

im tired im losing my --
im tired I go back 2 sleep
I haven't ate in some days 
I swear this shit it get deep
what do you want me 2 be 
I can be all that you need
when will I ever be free 
I hear angels calling me
my brother told me turn up
and I know I gotta
sometimes I feel like im holden
surrounded by these imposters 
thats why you see me alone 
but I still move like a mobster 
I blow a bag on my baby
give her something 2 be Prada 
im ghosting 
im rolling
ill be gone 4 the moment
they tried 2
count me out
im never losing focus 
you thought that
you had me
you must be smoking potent 
cold heart if you aint notice 
I bring the plauge like locust
I bring the pain you know it 
you know your world I hold it
I take my pain and roll it
lose control I move slow motion
stay solid never folding
they took my style 2 mold it 
they wanna be jus like me
while I make songs they're at home scrolling
but fuck that 
its only one me
im in the cut with the blade and im one deep
shit crazy they hate and they love me 
but im 22 bitch cat dub me
ballin 23 going dummy
smoking b.o 
my pack musty
young sick boy
please don't touch me
in your mind rent free like the goat so I must be

poker [prod. nevermore + lazybeats]

thank you to https://soundcloud.com/sendflowrs https://soundcloud.com/remghost https://soundcloud.com/jvbeats666

it's so ugly
i let everyone control me 
and i can't think 
so i just lay awake and worry
blurry
your words just cut me , have some mercy
you never fail to leave me scars
that's why i'm hurting

it's why i'm hurting
i can see your eyes
i know they're burning
and i can't feel you in the dark
i know you're lurking
you really love to see me bleed
i'll close my eyes now
you really love to leave me scars
so bring the knife out

(flowrs)
knife out, knife out
baby bring the knife out 
and i’m so fucking sick of this
i guess i’ll say goodnight now
and i know you’re laying with him 
so i’ll scratch my fucking eyes out
you’re tryna match his breathing
he’s asleep, i’ll fucking cry now
gave me 3 chances, 
blew em all i guess i’ll strike out 
your rope is weak, this fucking hole i’ll never climb out 
she told me “never go to sleep with all the lights out”
cus she won’t show me mercy, wants me dead, i guess i’ll die now

mercy (w/ sendflowrs) (prod. remghost & jayvee)

skating more, crying less

prod. @youlooktiredx and @lbelardo
music video out now

She Don't Even Hit My Phone (feat. Yung Van)

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