Spent it on a bag, when I could have had my rent paid 
Looking for somebody that will hold me when I fall away
People come, people go, I’m alone, you would know
Don't care what your friends say, I don't need em anyways

I don't understand it, it's the topic of depression
All these people always asking, what's the point of being sad
When you can look up in the heavens and can't ask him for forgiveness
My bad I must have missed him, my bad I must have missed him

Taking it back, everything I said, I'm one step, two step, close to the edge
Dare you to test me, I swear I'll jump, maybe when I fall, then I'll find love
I've been gone for way too long
It's not like anyone would even notice when I'm gone

Tell me what's the point of being happy
Summer nights and all the kids are sinning
Threw a molotov inside this broken family
Just a product of your beautiful catastrophe, yeah

Tell me what's the point of being happy
Summer nights and all the kids are sinning
Threw a molotov inside this broken family
Just a product of your beautiful catastrophe, yeah

I have something to say to you about all of the pain that you put me through
It's a miracle that I'm still standing here and you'll never ever get another one of my tears

I was struck down, struck down
Prolly think that you are tough now, tough now
I'm just getting in my head now, head now
But it's easy when the only thing you know is writing songs and being let down 

Taking it back, everything I said, I'm one step, two step, close to the edge
Dare you to test me, I swear I'll jump, maybe when I fall, then I'll find love
I've been gone for way too long
It's not like anyone would even notice when I'm gone

Tell me what's the point of being happy
Summer nights and all the kids are sinning
Threw a molotov inside this broken family
Just a product of your beautiful catastrophe, yeah

Tell me what's the point of being happy
Summer nights and all the kids are sinning
Threw a molotov inside this broken family
Just a product of your beautiful catastrophe, yeah
Tell me what's the point of being happy
Summer nights and all the kids are sinning
Threw a molotov inside this broken family
Just a product of your beautiful catastrophe

I have something to say to you about all of the pain that you put me through
It's a miracle that I'm still standing here and you'll never ever get another one of my tears

The Kids Are Sinning

She said, I’m an oddity, a hot commodity
A prodigy from the prophecy, a trophy, a novelty
But she only sees me laying next to her when we're in bed
She’ll never see the shit that's been going through my own head
And I’m not sure, I'd ever want her to
I’m over this life, I'd rather be someone new
Pick it up now, let's keep chasing, I’m running out of time and its not waiting
Let me be someone new

And now that the mood is right
And the curtains closed and we feel aight
We find ourselves in losing clothes
In heaven, seven minutes with a centerfold, yeah
Back and forth is all that we know
She was a scholar and I was a drunk
You were defeated and I was conceited
The feeling depleted, I figured it out, yeah

I wanna feel, I wanna feel like me again
I wanna feel, I wanna feel whole again
I wanna feel, I wanna feel like me again
I wanna feel whole again

It was the time you realized, I was lost and you couldn’t save me
It was the last time you said my name
Maybe if I was different you would find a new high worth chasing
It was the last time you said my name
I wanna feel, I wanna feel like me again
It was the last time you said my name
I wanna feel, I wanna feel like me again
I wanna feel whole again

Take it back now I can’t keep waiting
I’m running out of time and I can’t keep chasing
On and off, we were done from the get go
Wrote a song, not the one that I planned though
Let go, so I had to let go
She knows, coping with the nose though
I'm so low, you're solo
Now you’re running through my mind oh, here we go

Bottle and a bag, you can throw me in a casket
Flowers on my grave, tell my mom I was bat shit
That shit, getting to me lately 
Tragic, now I’m going crazy
Back and forth is all that we know
She was a scholar and I was a drunk
You were defeated and I was conceited
The feeling depleted, I figured it out

It was the time you realized, I was lost and you couldn’t save me
It was the last time you said my name
Maybe if I was different you would find a new high worth chasing
It was the last time you said my name
I wanna feel, I wanna feel like me again
It was the last time you said my name
I wanna feel, I wanna feel like me again
I wanna feel whole again

I want to feel something for once
The weight of it is crashing and I’m numb
If you and I are pieces meant to fit together
Then why do we decay each time there's darker weather?
If you and I are pieces meant to fit together
Then why do we decay each time there's darker weather?
Why do we decay, for darker weather?

Take it back now I can’t keep waiting, I’m running out of time and I can’t keep chasing
On and off, we were done from the get go, wrote a song, not the one that I planned though
Let go, so I had to let go, she knows, coping with the nose though
I'm so low, you're solo, now you’re running through my mind oh, here we go

Oddity (feat. Rory Rodriguez)

Get enough
Can't get enough

Yeah, it's the weekend, we'll be freakin'
Bottle pop shawty, it's the season
I believe it, something's changing
Don't mind me, I'll give you a reason
To stay with me, yeah, get lit with me
Let me take your keys, you can sleep with me
I can feel it, my salvation, concentration, I'm a man on a mission

I can't get enough
No, I can't get enough

I can't get enough, no, can't get enough
No I just can't get enough, no, can't get enough
Girl I just can't get enough, no
Get enough, no

Never seen a girl with an ass like
Never seen nobody who can dance like that
Hands up on the wall and she looking back
Baby keep it up, you're my heart attack
Now she throw it back, love the friction
Nah, it ain't fiction
I'm getting rich and you're part of the vision
Now listen, your decision
But I'll take you cross the world
I can chill on the drugs, you my fixin'
Don't stop now, I'm addicted
One more hit, now I'm faded
Swerving lanes yeah, I'm faded
I'm faded

I can't get enough, no, can't get enough
No I just can't get enough, no, can't get enough
Girl I just can't get enough, get enough
Girl I just can't get enough, no
Get enough, no

Up all night, can you feel it, higher than the ceiling
We can pull our weight, no coming down
What do you believe in, a goddess or a demon
I don't really care, we're not slowing down
Up all night, can you feel it, higher than the ceiling
We can pull our weight, no coming down
What do you believe in, a goddess or a demon
I don't really care cause

I can't get enough, no, can't get enough
No, I just can't get enough, no, can't get enough
Girl I just can't get enough, no, get enough
Girl I just can't get enough, no, get enough, no

Get Enough

Til I Die

Jaded

I'm Getting Better

I think that it’s time that you take a vacation, and think about all of the time we’ve been wasting 
Got my heart in a choke hold, I wanted to breathe, but I’m falling in love with the suffocation 

And I know that nicotine was just so god damn aggressive
But the more that I smoke is the less that I’m left with
How could you just leave, forget me, replace me with him
And I wish you let me know before you slept in his bed 

I couldn’t be me, my vision’s blurry
And so what I’m a dropout, at least I could follow
My heart and my dreams, I’m finally free
But it doesn’t mean I don’t want to want to wake up with you tomorrow 

I think there’s something that I was missing
Like the time you decided that you didn’t love me 
Your love was so fake and you kept on pretending
Your hearts made of plastic and and I wish I realized it 

I’ve been suffocating, so tell me what’s the problem and how can we fix it?
You just weren’t listening, and you ended it on text when I was on the road in Portland

I think that it’s time that you take a vacation, and think about all of the time we’ve been wasting 
Got my heart in a choke hold and I’m wanting to breath but I’m falling in love with the suffocation 
I think there’s something that I was missing, like the time you decided that you didn’t love me
Anymore, anymore, anymore

I was taking my time, yeah, I took things slow, but three years seems just a little too long
To throw everything right out the window, but I guess that’s just how everything goes

I don’t understand and I’m still depressed and I’m thinking way back, you laying on my chest
And what if you now, don’t ever think of me, forget it, I’ll be with FTFD

There must have been something I was missing, could things have been different if you were listening?
I tried my best but you fell away, what could I have done just to keep you in place?

The feeling we had was outlined in gold, we couldn’t anticipate what would unfold
You left with my heart and now I’m replaced, I was dead from the start and now I’m erased
We collapsed, the floor it caved come see for yourself, disaster we made

I think that it’s time that you take a vacation, and think about all of the time we’ve been wasting 
Got my heart in a choke hold and I’m wanting to breath but I’m falling in love with the suffocation 
I think there’s something that I was missing, like the time you decided that you didn’t love me
Anymore, anymore, anymore

Suffocating

I made a deal with the devil
He can drag me right to hell if it means she’s safe
Got a letter from God, he told me that he’s proud I still got so much faith

You don’t know what I’m running from
You don’t know what I’m running from
You don’t know what I’m running from

The past will always haunt, but that don’t mean it can’t change 
I’ve been falling into habits, I been swerving different lanes 
She told me that she loved me, but can’t deal with all the drugs
So what’s the point of all this shit if it doesn’t end with us?

I know you have reasons to believe that I ain't changing
But I’m done with being stuck, so let me show that I still give a fuck

You don’t know where my head has gone
I’m finally picking up my pieces, I know it’s for a reason 
I can’t fight until I give it all
I’m so tired of these feelings and the person I’ve been being

Better, better, better, better, yeah
Better, better, better, yeah, yeah

I know you said we were never, but I swear I’m getting better
I know you said we were never, but I swear I’m getting better 

Made a deal with the devil, he can drag me right to hell if it means she’s safe
Got a letter from God, but he can only help if I say I’m saved

You don’t know what I’m running from
You don’t know what I’m running from
You don’t know what I’m running from

Girl if you could only read my mind, you’d know that everything’s not fine
And I don’t mean to waste your time and I can’t make you stay all night
I already know you’ve been alright, but does he really know you’re mine?
I can’t wash away these lies, no I can't wash away these lies
I’m all alone right now and nobody can hear me, can somebody help me? (Help me) 
I’m all alone right now and nobody can hear me, can somebody help me?

You don’t know where my head has gone
I’m finally picking up my pieces, I know it’s for a reason 
I can’t fight until I give it all
I’m so tired of these feelings and the person I’ve been being

Better, better, better, better, yeah
Better, better, better, yeah, yeah

I know you said we were never, but I swear I’m getting better
I know you said we were never, but I swear I’m getting better

I'm Getting Better (feat. The Native)

Hey pretty thing what you running from, are you falling away
I know it’s gotta be hard so I’ll give you some space
But then you fucked him once and you fucked him twice, you been fuckin with me this whole fuckin time
Girl you know you just need a restraint
 
Different boys, different postal codes
Why can’t you keep on them clothes
Take my drink I’m not holding back
Just show me who it is cause I’m ready to attack, yeah 
You said you need to let your spirit fly free
So anything for the queen of key bumps and nicotine 
 
Key bumps and nicotine
Key bumps and nicotine
 
I was left with jealousy and a little bit of hennessy
Tell your friend if he wants it, come and get it, then I’ll hang you out to dry 
You’re so new with all your clothes and your job
But love and politics only ends up your loss 
 
She found God
With my head buried between her thighs
It’s his name she was screaming when she opened her eyes
The she fucked me once and she fucked me twice, she’s been fuckin’ with him this whole fuckin time, girl I know you just need an escape
 
You faked it, your love yeah you left me to die
And I keep on pretending that I’ll be alright 
Can’t shake the feeling, it’s killing inside
But I know that it’s better than eating your lies
 
You said you need to let your spirit fly free
So anything goes for the queen of key bumps and nicotine 
 
Key bumps and nicotine
Key bumps and nicotine
 
I was left with jealousy and a little bit of hennessy
Tell your friend if he wants it, come and get it, then I’ll hang you out to dry 
You’re so new with all your clothes and your job
But love and politics only ends up your loss 
 
What could I have done to make this shit right
I gave you my all, I gave you my life
 
I was left with jealousy and a little bit of hennessy
Tell your friend if he wants it, come and get it, then I’ll hang you out to dry 
You’re so new with all your clothes and your job
But love and politics only ends up your loss 
 
I gave you my all, I gave you my life
What could I have done to make this shit right
I gave you my all, I gave you my life

Nicotine

R.I.P. to you and me
Like a thief in the night who sees clearly
You can take what you want and I hope it was worth it
Feeling so low, I know I don’t deserve it
Staring at these roses now
The curtains slowly closing now
So did you get everything you need
Took advantage of me, took me like I was free
Well, must be hard just to face all the facts
Well, karma’s a bitch and I know she’ll back
But I’m not even mad, I’m better than before
I guess if love is lost then I’ll leave it on the floor

Take it back to the very start, shoulda hopped in the whip and drove real far
Take it back to the very start, shoulda hopped in the whip and crashed the car

Hopped in the whip and crashed the car
Hopped in the whip and drove real far
Take it back to the very start, shoulda hopped in the whip and crashed the car

Don’t come back now
Don’t, Don’t, Don’t come back now
Don’t come back now
Don’t, Don’t, Don’t come back now
 
What happened to back when we were kids (we were kids)
Just a boy and a girl, it was us against the world (us against the world) 
I guess we grew up and people fall apart (people fall apart)
Well you didn’t have to take everything we built with 

It’s like, you never really cared 
Put it all aside cause you’re a coward and you’re scared 
I guess I understand, you never understood 
Just worry about yourself, it’s the only thing you could and

I guess that things changed you put on a new face I see through
What was I supposed to do
I guess that things changed you put on a new face I see through
What was I supposed to do

Take it all back, yeah I don’t even want it
I found myself now and I couldn’t be prouder
Guess I should thank you for all the material
And hope you hear this when we play on your radio

Don’t come back now
Don’t, Don’t, Don’t come back now
Don’t come back now
Don’t, Don’t, Don’t come back now

Hope that you’re listening, all the way in DC
Hope you regret every time that you lied to me
Making assumptions and acting pretentious 
It’s not a good look and it left you so reckless
So I’ll leave with an xo see ya never
Hope you know that I’m better than ever
So I’ll leave with an xo see ya never
Hope you know that I’m better than ever

Don’t come back now
Don’t come back now
Don’t come back now
Don’t come back now
Don’t come back now
Don’t come back now
Don’t come back now
Don’t come back now

Hope that you’re listening, all the way in DC
Hope you regret every time that you lied to me
Making assumptions and acting pretentious 
It’s not a good look and it left you so reckless
So I’ll leave with an xo see ya never
Hope you know that I’m better than ever
So I’ll leave with an xo see ya never
Hope you know that I’m better than ever

Don’t come back now
Don’t, Don’t, Don’t come back now
Don’t come back now
Don’t, Don’t, Don’t come back now

Suffocating (feat. Jim Hocking)

I’ve been left out, caught up in the drag now
Smoking for a feeling, looking for a reason
To let you in, I’ve been livin’ in sin
And I feel it coming over me, demons they want all of me
Heavens got a room but that shit ain’t free, nah
Imma pop an addy, making hits like a fiend, like a fiend
I guess if you want it, then go get it
Life is short, so I’ma keep on livin
And if patience is a virtue, then I’m a fucking guru
And they keep asking, will you stay the same when everything’s changed?
 
I’ve been smashing shit, can’t find my mind, think I’m losing it
Chasing girls that won’t go through with it, go through with it, oh
This shits been haunting me, why can’t you just let me breathe
I think you should be through with me, be through with me, yeah
 
Rolled up pants with the black cuffed beanie
You look real mad but I know you wanna be me
I’ma flooded kid for life wouldn’t trade it for anything
Looks that kill, take your girl, buy her anything 
 
I’ve been away, far away
Y’all still the same, stay the same
Bitch you late, why you late
The fuck out my face, you bitch
Never rock designer, pleasures fitted like I’m eazy
Skateboard kids and I know we drive you crazy
 
I’ve been smashing shit, can’t find my mind, think I’m losing it
Chasing girls that won’t go through with it, go through with it, oh
This shits been haunting me, why can’t you just let me breathe
I think you should be through with me, be through with me, yeah
 
Do you really want it, will you drop everything
Risk losing friends, all because you want a name
This is the life that you knew that you knew that were made for
No time to talk, it’s about that time we get that pay stub
Do you really want it, will you drop everything
Risk losing friends, all because you want a name
This is the life that you knew that you knew that were made for
No time to talk, it’s about that time we get that pay stub
 
I think I’m losing it
It’s been haunting me
Just let me breathe
I think you should be through with me, be through with me, yeah

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"Grand Rapids, Michigan alternative R&B trio, Deadflower thrives in harsh conditions - creating a safe haven for the broken hearted & turning it into positive energy at their live shows. This group brought emo back to the midwest music scene in a stylish new way - a must listen" - Deluminate

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