Some Re-Do's and old songs crammed together into an album, will be on Spotify, Apple Music etc soon. thanks for listening to all the early sad gay stuff I've made so far I now know a little more about production and will try to suck less.

Can We Just Hug (Remake)

(prod. dead yami)

A real girl







She said she can’t feel intimacy 

That’s What i want

That All want with you

Cause she don’t even try





Just please

Would you love me

Just please

Would you love me

So please



So complain

Just complain

About the things

I said today  

As if it mattered so damn much 



I know you’re insecure I think about all the time 

And I can’t get you out of my mind 

You’re stuck inside of my dreams as if it was my job

I don’t got a job

But ion give a fuck 

I’m still gettin money 

Until I die

Fuck the cops

Bitch I’m short in til a mf die 



Babygirl I know you love me

Deep down 

But it’s to complicated and you can barely slow down

I just wanted your attention 

Like some how 

Now I’m down a hole and I can’t get out

A Real Girl

NEGATIVE XP - Cops Beating Down On Hippie Scum At The 1968 Democratic National Convention

super serious track

lyrics:

i love christian bale
i’d bail him outta jail
i want him so bad
it makes me really sad
that i can’t have him
kiss and touch him
maybe fuck him
if he’ll let meeee

maybe i have daddy issues 
i really wanna sniff his sweaty gym shoes
meeting him’s my only goalll
my prince charming, american psycho 

i’m your joker you’re my bat(e)man, baby
i need you so bad it drives me crazy
call me calcifer the way you light my flame
the fact that you’re not here is such a shame

i neeed himmm by my sideee
so he can fuck me late at night

i love christian bale
i’d bail him outta jail
no one understands 
i need him as my mans 
so i can have him
kiss and touch him
maybe fuck him
i’m sure he’ll let meee

I LOVE CHRISTIAN BALE

Fried by Fluoride cover kinda

idk who made the thumbnail :sadge:

Buddy Holly by 30

In The City

what a lovely pomegranate treat. learn of you only if you study me. open you with a brute force slam on the table and read the vectors and angles of your pieces lying on the floor, you self obsessive whore. feeling that you need everything and anyyone in all the world. youre psycho and delusional and you dont know how real shit works,you dont have to learn at all cuz all your boys will take their fall no you dont have to feel at all, you dont have to hurt at all. toss me out like single use your plastic heart will eat them whole, plastic heart is never full, send them down the endless hole. you cant love me im neurotic, i cant love you youre psychotic. out of touch emotionholic, youre not worth my constant sobbing. ask you after months of rotting why you fucking hate me now. looking straight past both of my eyes you don't let a single word out. ram my head into the corner of my room. geeking out on a meth addicts mushrooms. 3 days but only one meal or two. hating everyone i know and everything i see i wanna kill myself or fake my death to get away from all this stress. die just for a single purpose, cause a giant fucking mess. that just scares you every day cuz you dont know what you should say when i talk desperate late at night and tell you what i dream in bed, tell you what i need instead of normal life. i need them dead

wasnt it just perfect. i always made you feel important, and you always set me on the right path didnt you, that path that made you feel important. the path where i was the best i could be and you felt free. what was that to you, that freedom. I know what it was to me, but as long as i live my days ill always be asking myself if ill ever understand what it really meant to you. you just wanted to be a fucking whore

<neurotic+psychotic3

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lyrics:

was it something that i did
or something that i haven't done
i didn't choose to feel this way
to feel like nothing like no one
i don't know the cause or why
but what's that matter? do or die
i'm always
just so bored

was it something that i thought
something that we're not meant to find
now i can't seem to wake up
unless i'm on an adrenal high
every day i let them down
not human enough, and never around
why am i
such a bore

i don't want to be a husk anymore
i'd rather be someone she'd adore 
but i feel nothing inside, no impulse and no drive
天照: 翼(を)下さい！

was it something i forgot
something all too familiar now
hardly can i ever speak
or think without just shutting down
i've become all that i hate:
anemic coward, reprobate
i don't want
to feel so bored

is there something i can do
that will break this dizzy spell
i don't want to lie to you 
when i say that i'm doing well
so much left that i should do
just wish the half of it were true
i refuse
to stay a bore, and

i don't want to be a husk anymore
i'd rather be someone she'd adore 
but i feel nothing inside, no impulse and no drive
天照: 翼(を)下さい！
i don't want to be a husk anymore
i'd rather be someone she'd adore 
but i feel nothing inside, no impulse and no drive
天照: 翼(を)下さい！

i don't want to be a husk

Trash Talking in Bathrooms: Production, Guitar, Bass, Vocals, Synths.

Panic Emoji is a cover of Jpegmafia's Panic Emoji.

Panic Emoji

“Perceive that which cannot be seen with the eye.”

A Real Girl

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