Deadman Collection

prod. asaa - mixed by me & help from mxjia :)
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stuck

we've lost track of time

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produced by @prodgrayskies

lyrics:
"There's no good times left
No matter what you think
It's all in your head
You should see a shrink"
I don't give a damn
It's happiness she brings
Lead me to my end
That's the greatest thing

If there's darkness ahead
Then lead me to it
I don't care at all
No, I don't care at all 

So break my jaw
Rip out my spine
I would love to die
Inside your arms tonight
It's all my fault
Bring me despair
'Cause in the end you are 
The only one who cares

I won't leave your side
No matter what they say
'Cause you're all I have
At the end of the day
They say that you're messed up
I guess that I am too
We're the perfect pair
That's why I'm sticking to you

stream

break my jaw (with love, my dear) (prod. grayskies)

could u tell me really whatchu want
ill be waiting after dawn
by december ill be out and gone
dont hold me to promise
my legs sore
can't do it no more

i told a lie
straight to your face
stay away
i knew you
you knew me
the thought had consumed me
i knew you
you knew me
the thought had
i'm tired
you liar
keep my brain all wired
i'm tired
you liar
the thought is so dire
my name on the grave
tell me you're okay
tell me it's all the same
tell me i don't bring shame to u

sore

stream "i love the world :)" on all platforms: https://too.fm/ebbxjkk

guitar by nynycomante on looperman

lyrics:
you drew some lines in the sand
still held out your hand for helping
i've been so selfish to you
i'm on my own, never felt so alone
i'm helpless 
i feel so jealous of you

you make feel desperate
i don't wanna lose you again
know you felt neglected
deserved more attention
i should've respected your want for acceptence
'cause now that you're gone
i just can't move on
can't reverse the past
i wish that i could go back

you drew some lines in the sand
still held out your hand for helping
i've been so selfish to you
i'm on my own, never felt so alone
i'm helpless 
i feel so jealous of you

jealous

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guitar from oakscreen splice pack

lyrics:
you're a figment of my mind
and you look different every time
but i guess that's by design
you always hide behind my eyes
i wish i could see you tonight
i wish i could see you tonight
oh, woah, oh
oh, woah, oh
oh, woah, oh

figment of my mind

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guitar from a lowtow splice pack

lyrics:
you looked me in my eyes
then you tore me limb from limb
i saw through your disguise
and knew i was never gonna win
i hope there's somebody out there
looking for the pieces of me
they told me that life would be unfair
can't believe it took me this long to see what they mean

always connected

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guitar from a lowtow splice pack

lyrics:
i took all of it in stride
even when you tore me down
let you rip apart my pride
hoping you would stick around
but things didn't work out the way i wanted
and now all my memories are haunted
i guess i'm back to where i started
but instead i'll pick myself up again
that's just how it goes
that's how it goes
that's how it goes
that's how it goes
that's how it goes

that's how it goes

Ryan Leahan's EP Beneath a Blood Moon
Released March 29th 2024
Written, Produced, and Performed by Ryan Leahan

Lyrics:
Twist my head to the northern lights
How Polaris led me to your eyes
Over the mountain trails to the valley pines
Now come on baby be my cherry on life
And I won't back down 'till they fill my head with water
And curl my neck in a noose
Baby call my bluff I feel hot and bothered
Tangling eyes with you

So now count your quarters
Save your dimes
Toss them pennies like a
Snake eyed set of die
And we'll grab my keys and
Leave tonight
I'm that reason for you to
Leave this life behind

Oh Oh Oh
Everywhere we go
Oh Oh Oh
Everywhere to go

And then I found it
Hidden in my ever-breaking heart
The perfect ember
To reignite a spark upon my hearth
So let's burn all we got
Babe we'll toss away our keys
We can move out our apartments and
Rip up each other's lease
To the cold mountain tops
And the canyons red and green
Carved by Colorado rivers deep

And I won't back down 'till they fill my head with water
And curl my neck in a noose
Baby call my bluff I feel hot and bothered
Tangling eyes with you

So now count your quarters
Save your dimes
Toss them pennies like a
Snake eyed set of die
And we'll grab my keys and
Leave tonight
I'm that reason for you to
Leave this life behind

Oh Oh Oh
Everywhere we go
Oh Oh Oh
Everywhere to go

Snake Eyes

produced by nathan p

lyrics:
they cut my wings
before i could fly
now bluebirds sing
above me in the sky
i wish i was someone
someone in your eyes
i wish i could be
someone that you need

but i went bad at 17
and now my heart is lost in memories
i guess we were never meant to be
my blood runs red, red like grenadine

they opened up my head and all they found was a brain
they thought that i'd be different, thought that i would change
they put me back together and sewed me with a string
they asked me what i wanted, and i said everything

but i went bad at 17
and now my heart is lost in memories
i guess we were never meant to be
my blood runs red, red like grenadine

grenadine

(+60)

I don't know what I done told you
loved me and I let you go
I promised as I left your hold
I couldn't be your centrefold, no

I don't know if I know you
I know you left me low
In excess and overflow
it never seems to slow

I gave you something from me that I’ll never get back
If I see you again then I’ll need a jet pack
To get me high as a kite so I crash on impact
Coz you left me nowhere with nothing to keep me intact again
Just feel me collapse again

 Coz I still see you in my dreams
Ain't that a thing
I bite my tongue and lose my teeth
I don't know what it means

I'm tearing at my seams
I just freed up my whole week to
Pay my sleep debt and seethe
Why won’t you leave me be

I can't breathe
Don't lean on me
I could make you hate
Make you hate me

Every time I touch my phone
I worry that I'll slip and I'll let you know
How I really feel about you
Terrified I'll live without you

I try to fight but with my hollow bones
I break, take to flight, and forsake my home
Soar until my wings turn smoke
Flew too close to test my hope

Think imma Flatline, I need sleep
I been hittin up your timeline, High on caffeine
Trynna get my mind right, like I can’t please ya
Nourishing a para-parasite 

Wishing I was never therapised 
I could live it like I’m never terrified 
I could be dreaming of a para, paradise
Thinking you were never, ever mine

Coz I still see you in my dreams
Ain't that a thing
I bite my tongue and lose my teeth
I don't know what it means
I'm tearing at my seams
I just freed up my whole week to
pay my sleep debt and seethe
Why won’t you leave me be

I can't breathe
Don't lean on me
I could make you hate
Make you hate me

I can't breathe
Don't lean on me
I could make you hate
Make you hate me

I can’t breathe
Lean on me
I hate me

Coz I still see you in my dreams
Ain’t that a thing
I bite my tongue and lose my teeth
I don’t know what
I don’t know what
Why won’t you leave me be

pilgrim (hate)

rip to 1sunsuu he died in new york💔💔💔@1sunsuu not a diss btw

back so soon (advxrse + shlain)

This track references (and paraphrases) W.B. Yeats poem "The Second Coming". Written in 1919, it reveals an apocalyptic prophetic vision from the shattered perspective of World War I and the 1918 flu pandemic. It's really starting to feel like this poem's time has come.  

W.B.

ONE THING AT A TIME

Joey- Poisoned 2

out by the beach, singing love songs 

18 | trans (MtF) | pansexuality | she/they | mentally ill dog thing

https://flamecanine.straw.page/

break my jaw (with love, my dear) (prod. grayskies)

deadman 死人

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