DEUPLOAD 2

produced by phixel
mixed/mastered by phixel
backing vocals by maeEXO
sample: https://soundcloud.com/snowblowerr/hillcore

notes: first song in two months! so very excited :D this is definitely one of my best songs, and its a long time in the making :) i started making this in june, and finished it around mid-august when i added maeEXOs vocals at the end of the song. some inspirations for this song include porter robinson, jane remover, blackwinterwells, and tons of others ^^ enjoy

lyrics:
i dont wanna die, i got so much to do
i promise i'll try, try out something new
don't wanna be scared of the whole wide world
scared to get my throat slit, scared to watch it unfold
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)

[maeEXO: there is no one]

i feel like that baby bird that you saw dying on the ground
trying to scream and trying to cry but i can't do it out loud
and your friends all lied and told you i'd be worse if you helped
'well, the maggots got to eat too" is what you told yourself

tell me what you were thinking
have you no empathy? not a drop, not an inkling
if you wanna seem nice don't act like you hate me
it's really not difficult to see things and say things (say things)
tell me honestly, did you even feel a bit of pity on me
when you looked down at the ground and you saw me
i was vulnerable and i was sobbing

(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)

[maeEXO: no one, there is no one, no one, there is no one here]

the maggots need to eat too - Single

the maggots need to eat too

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The Glimmering Point

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NOTES: very long personal song about dysphoria and psychosis

produced by me
with samples from holidaykiss, synthesized through openai jukebox
written by me
mixed/mastered by me

lyrics:
i saw the eyes of god in the moon
they looked at me and right past you
so you didn't catch his eye
and you still claim that it wasn't real
i saw the blood of god in the dunes
the craters give off platinum fumes
from a wound so deep i'd die
and you still claim that it wasn't real

its all plastic
you dont seem to care
this isnt lasting
it breaks, it bends, it tears

(very large instrumental buildup)

I TRIED TO UPHOLD THE TRADITION I SWEAR
YOU THINK YOU HAVE IT HARD? THIS IS MY LOAD TO BEAR
THERES NOTHING FOR TRAITORS
THERES NOTHING FOR ME
ASHAMED OF THE PARASITIC STRANDS I MUST WEAR
THEYRE TAKEN TO BLADE BUT THEY JUST DONT SEEM TO CARE
THERES NOTHING FOR TRAITORS
THERES NOTHING FOR ME

there is nothing

visuals: https://youtu.be/qX8WTGlsFLY

tracklist:
[REDACTED] - clay figure
hikaru purpose - mercy for us all
seaplanes - breaking apart
tjweaver - tofu
sglilyy - oceans apart
crafter2011 - imposter sandwich
marshall - well what if i don't wanna do it right back, huh? what then?????
makina ft. evangeline - lifeline
canopie - baseball season
austyn with a y - this will surely put an end to my abuse of underscores acapellas
[REDACTED] - gentle heart
user-177606669 - CRazy TRACK GUYS LiSTEN RIGHT NOW OMG !!!!! SO cool.....
moemoemoe - house alt (part1)
[REDACTED] - fl chan loves 2 bounce (unreleased)
neco arc - neco arc

FIGURE SKATER + CADE PARKER - NO HOOK

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