HARD AND BEAUTIFUL THAT IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE CRYING 😿

i fucking hate my life
for real
a muttered chill
escapes from my breath
i might just find u crumbled up where i left
i wish i could
but i cant
as i talk to u that day
i felt something different
in my fucking head
i might just be a dick
i fucking hate my life

if i had a question to ask you it would be how to kill myself

i wanna b a kid
glitter on your nose
mud in a hole
everything is wrong
but no one really cares
throw me across the room
and laugh when im scared
trapped by your hands
when your pulling my hair
bruse me up when your feeling down
throwing up nothing when your freinds come round
nothing left in my stomich to be sick
i couldent eat then and i cant eat noowww
theres a mouse in the house
theres a cat in the hat
theres a bear on the stair
or somthing like that
all i used to hear
going in a and out

steal what i like
and take what i had
i feel like everything is better like that

glitter on your nose mud in a hole

prod me

i wanna talk to u we're the same 
and i dont seem to mind when ur in my brain
and i cant seem to find it we're falling away
man its too bad ur blind i just want u to stay
walk straight into my life baby u were my parade 
one more time i dont think i heard what u said
u wanna relationship but u cant get over ur pettiness
and u treat me just like the rest like i dont exist

i dont exist

produced by me and @saintfaciothedummy 😇

not pretty enough

ill turn it upside down the world
if its too much around right now 
folding myself like origami for you i could be a swan or an angel
and i could be a bird or a plane whatever you want me to be 
anything that you want is fine with me 
girl ill fold myself like origami origami origami origami for you
its not an easy to do 
girl ill fold like origami pick me like youre favorite color 
paper, paper, paper, theres too much around right now
folding myself like origami for you i could be a swan or an angel
and i could be a bird or a plane whatever you want me to be 
anything that you want is fine with me 
girl ill fold myself like origami origami origami origami for you
its not an easy to do x3

origami

don't leave me here 
I'm not alright 

I don't want to be scared 
I want to live my own life 

and I pushed you away 
and all I do is fucking cry 

all these memories 
I think of you 
every single night

I want to love you 
for the rest of my life 

I love you, forever and always

its gunna make u follow its own way
too bad its in ur head it did not happen yesterday 
break ur bones and pull ur feathers out its all okay
dig a hole and crawl right into my little space 
i really wanna call home 
i think its problematic
i think ur too dramatic 
fall off like styrofoam
too scared of dying young 
where it all begun
ur the only one 
fall right in the sun

little space

throw u out the door

bad habits

stoned

all songs and most beats by @alphieafterlife on ig

tracklist
1 polly
2 the same food
3 rennys guitar but my lyfe suckz
4 leave everyone behind demo
5 mr smith cover gamble
6 punchy and alphie proud
7 20 dollar bill
8 coincedence :(
9 puppet aka lucy showed me things
10 so blue mr giannascoli
11 mr giannascoli poeple
12 naked driver
13 eat your goldfish baby
14 flip my coins 4 u :3
15 march
16 calm1
17 what u saying demo
18 train demo
19 pile up demo 
20 kick the baby out its crib
21 do you still kick the dog
22 lying on your grave dmeo
23 sandy!!!
24 wheni looked her in the eyes i looked right at the devil
25 starve untill i see my ribs ;_;
26 through the glass of the train ( i rteally like this one but i think i might record it with no drums cuz i dont like the drums)
27 i dont wanna like i want to dieee
28 counting sheep wiv u <3
29 punchy and alphie fuck u easta bunnayyyy
30 i didnt understand full vocal cover
31 i wanna be her soooo baddddd >,<
32 nothing going on
33 looking 4 sum1 neww

throw u out the door

punchy

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