Femcel gooner cave

melodyx_o - jisatsu girl (nightcore)

(vol. #​‎4evr)「Am I In Reality Or Am I Insanity?」

https://open.spotify.com/track/36Hr8dnUPs266hdeieAUs6?si=fde9561544fc47ee

kanojo2kanojo///totono.___ 1/4

lyrics:

give u what u want
u can take it all away right from me
give me all ur secrets
& tell me that u luv me
cuddle in my arms
can u promise u won't ever leave me?
don't betray my trust
i don't wanna see u cheating

could YOU ignore
that girl just for once ???
don't crawl back 2 HER
when i'm right here ...
it's only ME, you, and YOU
i'm the one YOU need !!!!
in this pretend world
i'm all YOU want !!!!!

lost inside delusions
trusts me & it's her mistake
never had solutions
found her crying in the rain
i can wipe my tears
me & her, we're not the same
staring in the mirror
with a grin across my face

don't say my name
u'll bring me my flowers
i've had enough
of ur games
now it's time for mine

give u what u want
u can take it all away right from me
give me all ur secrets
& tell me that u luv me
cuddle in my arms
can u promise u won't ever leave me?
don't betray my trust
i don't wanna see u cheating

could YOU ignore
that girl just for once ???
don't crawl back 2 HER
when i'm right here ...
it's only ME, you, and YOU
i'm the one YOU need !!!!
in this pretend world
i'm all YOU want !!!!!

desmi

kanojo_2_kanojo ~ bring ME flowers (vol. #4evr)

u lied to me and i dont rlly care if u lie to me
just tell me why ur hair makes me cry and weep
your stupid fucking eyes make me die and weak
oh so violently 

oh valarie
i'll eat your heart cus im madly
in love with valarie
tragically your my majesty
but is it so bad to want my soul back
your heart has turned black

not a rock song about hating you

in my bed hit my head cus im all fucked up
cause shes upset wants me dead and she hates my guts
like whats the deal oh for real i really think u suck
sick of it such a bitch like what the fuck

wake up in the morning
california is just such a drag
cause shes so pretty and its so shitty that im such a spaz
im so done this song sucks and im out of luck
youre everywhere and its unfair like what the fuck

what the fuck (a lose truths production)

mari would u pls come over
i know you leave in may
but now that we're both older
ive got so much to say

mari if u could forgive me 
i know you wouldnt stay
your heart just got much colder
so i'll go away

mari we could start a family
you know id always say
that we could be forever
if youd take my last name

i see a future with you
i wanna just be with you
so come on and just be with me
i promise you'll be happy

mari

ababababababababababababab
prod me

serial killer girl
shes fkn rockin her own world
she shine like diamonds n sum pearls
she makes me jealous cus i m all aalone
why cant she just b mine
i feel like im just wasting time
i spent all day just fuckn cryin
i feel like fuckin dying



i love her what is she fucking blind
ill always have her on my mind
keep getting rejected no point in trying
i guess its time for suicide
i slit my wrist blood falls like rain 
take percs by the hour heal all the pain
i like her but she finds me strange
overdose like twomad on the game

serial killer girl <3 ft sonichu

beat @odihu

https://open.spotify.com/track/3BGn9mC8B7TOGeZqfJNXaT?si=b6b1d111540244e4

why do u care
if i do wrong with myself
i have problems
but its not like i need ur help
staring down this building now
one bad thought i'll jump right down
not like u care anyhow
not until i hit the ground

gashes on my neck
why do u seem so upset 
ask me what the heck
yooo ur eyes r filled with death
bring me flowers to my deathbed
fucking migraine in my forehead 
i'll be better just not right yet
in the graveyard i feel so dead

not until i'm dead

if i had a title in mind i would put it right here in this box

instrumental by me, featuring odihu @odihu :333

follow our group @kissmarrykawaii we gonna post there #kmk
https://open.spotify.com/track/5kSvpC5kMN5zRSB9PLYazU?si=47afd3d62fb0410f

lyrics:
[sekai]
tell me now, tell me now
i'm dying out, i'm dying out
tell me now, tell me now
i'm dying out, i'm dying out

breaking down on the floor
i'm bouta pass out
i can't solve this game of life
i should just quit now
wanna get close to u
but i don't know how
i should just shut up and close my mouth
found a rope in the garage
i could kill myself
when no ones home
my problems solved
im a stupid emo bitch
which everyone knows
so if i slash my wrists, they won't care so?

[odihu]
i guess ill go with silence being by my self all the time
thoughts about suicide always will be inside my mind
cause all i ever feel is insecurity and regret
i want someone to be by my side and be where i rest
wish i had something to live for
all day i'm on discord
got nothing else to live for no more
depressed
thinking about kms
think i need to sos
my life is such a fucking mess
i'm in stress
wish this would just come to an end
thinking about giving up, throw my life inside a bin
i don't wanna see again
i'm still caught up in her net
feel like i'm in so much debt
everything is such a threat
i'm just hanging off a thread

[sekai]
tell me now, tell me now
i'm dying out, i'm dying out
tell me now, tell me now
i'm dying out, i'm dying out (x2)

tell me now (w/ odihu)

@luvwillow

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/6qRIGlX2ZKefErRnfhATQv?si=e23523707cef4dcf

lyrics:

you said that
u love me
i found that
hard to believe

i lied to you
i'm damned to you
i'll run to u
and hope ur mine

i'm always anxious
always scared
i hate when u leave
cuz life isnt fair

i wanna die
i'm breaking down
i'll boil my wrists
till my skull is found

let's run away
and if i die
bury me here
don't take me home

i can't stop crying

prod me

https://open.spotify.com/track/0tjqZGkade0FwP4AR3G2Xd?si=545f69b242a14f79

why didn't u
call me yet?
i talk to u
to calm me down
head in my knees
im so upset
too many thoughts
im running out

quiet down my head
i rly wanna cry
bleeding out  my mouth
i can never win my fights
and they're joking with me now
and they're joking with me now

dont hurt me
ive already hurt enough
u heard me
but u think its just a bluff

i understand
that u dont want me here
but u dont have to
always break down to tears

why didn't u
call me yet?
i talk to u
to calm me down
head in my knees
im so upset
too many thoughts
im running out

u don't have to break me now

mix and ft @bloodsekai
prod me
my part is like a month old so thats why its so ass
bloodsekai is lying

bloodsekai 
ooo 
oooooo
ooooooooo
oooooooooo

me
lonely
its sucks when ur lonely
its hard 2 concentrate
on the same thing everyday
i wake up n hate
the look of my face
im just waiting for the day 2 end
cause ik i dont have no friend
i wish i was a movie star
cause why life gotta be so hard
runnin away again
i dont have no friends
waiting 4 it to end

bloodsekai
can't look at the mirror
feel like stone when ur around
could u give me a chance
wanna hold ur hand when i take u out

i don't think i'm ur type oh
wanna sit and die oh
give me wings so i could fly oh
kill myself angel in the sky oh


i'm jus waiting for the day to end
cuz i know i dont have no friends
even as a movie star my life still feels way too hard
run away again
find an alley and
regret all my time

whys my life gotta be so hard ft bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/7jD8KJWWEnicZlvcZ6vvOo?si=eec1e450e45646c3

prod me w/ @1zakuro & @odihu

she's outside and wants me dead
reassured her times and times and
out for blood, she wants my head
i don't understand what made her mad
throwing fits and causing wrecks
is it really my fault that she's so sad?
self destruction she's a mess
i gotta get far and leave her yeah


oh darling look my way
unless u want ur life to pay
cos ive been wanting u for so long
and u didnt even know
run away in spite
wanna make u mine
wasting all my time
ive had enough
murder on my mind
wanna end ur life
wanna fill a pint
with ur blood

youre always in my head
i love how u look dead

she's outside and wants me dead
reassured her times and times and
out for blood, she wants my head
i don't understand what made her mad
throwing fits and causing wrecks
is it really my fault that she's so sad?
self destruction she's a mess
i gotta get far and leave her yeah

i dont understand why are you so mad
you make everything seem so sad
dont understand why u cant take me back
well thats too bad
cause ur out for blood and u want my head
and its so sad that u want me dead
i miss the scars that are  on ur legs 
i miss you so much comeback i beg


i wanna hold u in my hands
i just wanna be your man
so much shit i regret i said
punching the wall till my hands turn red

come back to me
come back to me
dont be so sad
come back to me 
comeback to me
why are u so mad
cause ur out for blood and u want my head
love u so much but u want me dead
i dont know where it all went wrong
just pls come back

she wants me dead (ft. zakuro & odihu)

FUCVHNAKJLDHNGF prod me ft @humanendeavour & @foreverstained yay

this is a song about higurashi https://open.spotify.com/track/5EBWcQgXdsnhnN5jPapcIc?si=b6dba07396384875

do they still say
romance is dead?
i've been fucking
desperate and yet

she doesn't give attention
she doesn't give affection

call me when ur bored
i don't care anymore
leave at message at the tone
hear u yelling at ur phone
why was i born
if i'll always be ignored 
i can tell why ur mad
cuz i'm nothing but a bore

romance is dead
then i'm dead too
leave me out
i'm always last choose

do they still say
romance is dead?
i've been fucking
desperate and yet

she doesn't give attention
she doesn't give affection

i sent you heart letters
is it wrong to want to kill her
is it romantic
or am i a killer
psychopathic
just to feel her
dead body with her blood on the floor
i turned her zombie cuz shes afucking whore

do they still say
romance is dead?
i've been fucking
desperate and yet

she doesn't give attention
she doesn't give affection

i dont think she means it all
but her lies always win me over 
every time u said u loved me i wondered if u were sober
the precious lies u told i'll think ab them forever 
the precious lies u told i'll think ab them forevermore

i regret like so much stuff
i wish i kept my mouth shut 
its all in the past 
we weren't meant to last 
but now im stuck in last
every girl just turns their back

do they still say
romance is dead?
i've been fucking
desperate and yet

she doesn't give attention
she doesn't give affection

if romance is dead, then i'm fucking dead too

prod me

yume de takaku tonda
karada wa
donna fuan matotte mo
furiharatte iku
nemuru chiisana omoi
hirogari dashite
kizuku yowai watashi
kimi ga ireba
kurai sekai
tsuyoku ireta
nagai yume miru
kokoro wa
sou eien de
i wanna always stay with u
ill give u everything i have

crossing field (cover)

stealing tags ONCE again

breaking down onto the floor
i cant take this anymore
i get sad when ur not around
to hold me closely when i start to cry

and it seems like when im with you i feel fine
i hope that one day i can get a ring and make you mine
compared to all these other boys im way behind

well life is a bitch and you know that

screaming on the floor having a heart attack
 
i was getting better yeah i was getting better and now im back  

its coming again 
cant find a way out
i was hurt by every word that came out your mouth
drunk layed out on the couch
everythings coming down
start to regret it now

i start to regret it now

lyrics

think about her
text her once more
every time i do i get ignored
dont wanna take
this anymore
its too bad that she got bored
maybe she found
the right guy
maybe its time
to say goodbye
we had such
a good ride
why would you just waste my time
i guess my friends were right
im so fucking dumb and blind
i judge what i see first sight
i dont ever use my mind
she was so pretty and cute
but she found another dude
she left me speechless and mute
i just dont know what to do

ignored

all by me, thank uu for listening if ur listening & didnt forget abt me guys pls dont dforget abt me i exist im here hellow pls dont forget me im alive guysa umm im aliagve 

https://open.spotify.com/track/63EA6dVspioE0yGQVxood2?si=6883d268440542b9

how disappointing
im so annoying
im jus a burden
but pls dont toy me :(
dont go trolling
my eyes are rolling
jus take me srs
for once don't bully

i like
sabotaging hearts
so i can make 
mine not fall apart

i can't say
how i feel
cuz u kno
that i'll lie
and even if
i could tell
i'd keep it all inside

no one likes when u talk abt urself
they only like when go to hurt urself
no one likes when u talk abt urself
they only like when go and hurt urself

i like
sabotaging hearts
so i can make 
mine not fall apart

i like
sabotaging hearts
so i can make 
mine not fall apart

lvl  35 goonette

sabotaging hearts

w/ @odihu beat by me

https://open.spotify.com/track/7enEtmXyYpxWA8ZU1cspgL?si=243f9b6a0db14f55

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type

its like lately ive been feelin horrible
cuts on my wrist man i hope they dont notice tho
gonna grab my pistol shoot ur face so i can break you
you took my heart and now its broke i fucking hate you
dont run from me
i really need company
why cant you see
you make me feel so lonely

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type
i wanna be someone
that u like
i wanna be someone 
that u like
i wanna be someone
that u like

cant wait for the day that i can make you mine
when you look me in my eyes your face just looks so sublime
but its hard to keep you close i really try
every single thing i do for you is just never right
so ill just rot
inside of my bed
replays of your voice stuck in my head
said id kill myself
but instead
im gonna grab my fucking gun and shoot you right in your head

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