ELI JUGGZ X TANA TYPE BEAT 2023 (PROD. 93 SUPREME)

A R C H E T Y P E://ALTERNATIVE_HIP_HOP

Wrote and produced this song right after starting therapy again. I was in a reflective mood about where i came from and who i am becoming. Working on myself daily. Loving my self always.

Vocals: KawaiiSteez
Production: KawaiiSteez

DAW: FL Studio
Guitar: DanElectro U2 96 Reissue

Blinded from my past feel the trauma in my bones
Outcast in class, feeling distant when I'm home
Couple years of that did some shit to my dome
Times better now still pain when I've grown
Attention used to crave it never seen me they need Lasiks
Thoughts in my mind were tough i had to face it
The grim reapers memento in sight i only grazed it
Therapy did wonders for my life, yeah it graced it
Racist motherfuckers they be talkin' in my ear
Gaslight my oppression, saying I'm the one they fear
Lie behind my back like yall' be Guinevere's
Trolling with concerns but our words you never hear
on these cloudy days i sit think
Around me haze and milk drinks
Deep breath and clarity for mind as i sip sink
Away into my thoughts and trust my instinct
A new message just in, you know i been in sync
Dog, u a fascist, tell me do you not see
Cant roll the dice on these cracks, it aiint' yahtzee
Blue and red lights, life flashes paparazzi
Print the facts on this life, dog do you copy

Sick and tired of this game
The cyst dumb, gimmie' wrist pain
When my pen writes its insane
Mix the magic like Chris Blaine
See life thru a fish tank
Reparations from this bank
Feel floods, like ill drugs
promise homie yeah this dank
Liberation aiint' on T.V...
But you still gon' see me
What to do with my life, when awakened
It aiint' easy
Do the the things i love, on this planet
Just to please me
Don't care , hold a grudge, understand it,
This is 3D

With my milk drink
Hold on you might think
I'm wrong ya might sink
Along this night blink
Once its flashing
Wills are clashing
Stroll along your path to peace its lasting
With my milk drink
Hold on you might think
I'm wrong ya might sink
Along this night blink
Once its flashing
Wills are clashing
Stroll along your path to peace its lasting

on these cloudy days i sit think
Around me haze and milk drinks
Deep breath and clarity for mind as i sip sink
Away into my thoughts and trust my instinct

With my milk drink
Hold on you might think
I'm wrong ya might sink
Along this night blink
Once its flashing
Wills are clashing
Stroll along your path to peace its lasting
With my milk drink
Hold on you might think
I'm wrong ya might sink
Along this night blink
Once its flashing
Wills are clashing
Stroll along your path to peace its lasting

Cloudy Dayz & Milk Drinkz

inspired by snarky by quannnic, m83, and the inner machinations of my mind 

heres my music out rn: https://open.spotify.com/album/3cO6POxYmO62xo0u3E98y8

Lyrics:

You know

I tried yet failed to change

So off i'll go

To somewhere

That I'll stay

I'm wasting away

I've lost all hope

That I could change

Just how do I start

For far too long

I've just FALLEN APART

You know

I tried yet failed to change

So off i'll go

To somewhere

That I'll stay

I was never right for you

I was never right for you

I WAS NEVER RIGHT FOR YOU!
(I can't change myself, I can't change myself)

I WAS NEVER RIGHT FOR YOU!
(I can't change myself, I can't change myself)

you know [prod. trynacommunicate]

left 4 dead (ft tysad & mooky)

Maybe I’m still foolish 
Maybe I’m just on a rainbow wishing
I would stop my fishing 
Maybe sometimes I wish I’d open the blinds and you’d be there
Staring in my eyes 
What a nice surprise
Maybe I’m still foolish 
Maybe I’m just 
Blind with faith
I really think we’ll win this race 
I
I don’t think it’s that bad
Nothin I can’t come back from 
You wanna come back home?
Maybe I’m still foolish 
Maybe I’m still childish 
To think that true love really exist
In between the fights, the lies and the crying nonstop, crying
I kinda felt like dying 
So now I’m back, and forth
I keep going back-and-forth
Maybe I’m still foolish 
Or maybe I just love unconditionally
Maybe that’s not good for me
And still here I am not waiting. Just praying.
I’m not waiting. I’m Just praying. Maybe

@𝔜𝔬𝔲 𝔉𝔯𝔢𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔶𝔩𝔢 (prod. Sk8miles)

find me again

W.M.B.G.D (CallUpEli + illChronic)

は存在できない (watashi wa, sonzai, dekinai) 

私はもう存在しません (Watashi wa mō, sonzai shimasen) 

死神のキスを感じたい (Shinigami no kisu o kanjitai) 

死の抱擁を感じたい (Shi no hōyō o kanjitai)

(Outro)
さようなら残酷な世界 (Sayōnara zankokuna sekai)

存在しない  (prod bagcheck)

These are all Voice Memos of piano ideas that I've found recorded on my iPhone between June 2021 and December 2023.

DISCLAIMER! I'm no pianist! I'm self taught and play by ear and these are just scrappy bits and bobs. But, I do love my piano and enjoy trying to play it immensely.

I've decided to upload them all here so that I've got all my rough sketches and happenings in one place. These are the very first starting points of all songs, just captured on my phone when 'the happening' took place. So they are all very much raw ideas. Some have developed into fuller songs, others have just been left by the wayside. My hope is that putting them here will make me listen to them more and see which ones stand out. It'll also be interesting to see which ones get the most plays / likes.

So no, production. Just raw recordings captured on my phone.

存在しない (prod bagcheck)

Asura Pxtxl ㋛ (@dsyphoriana on IG)

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