[Intro]
I am (2x)
I am emotionally stupid
Feel like Nick fury's my cupid-fury
Is nicking at me-my energy's gone I feel useless.

[Hook]
You say you don't need nobody,
obsessed with trying to prove it
You try to say that you're woke-
when your day to day's hardly lucid.

Just look at my contradictions;
It's like a hydra, growing more heads as try to go fix it-
So I don't know! -it's location but I'm thinking to start at the studio!
Fear of failure telling me to forget it-just stay at home!

[Chorus]
And I listen, like they told me "Finish Rome inna day!"
Objectively been building nothin'-I keep, roaming away
Wave your hands over my eyes-I think I'm stuck inna daze
Feel like an ant serving the queen, are we just droning away-
are we just droning...away?
Cuz I get stressed when I relax, is that a sign of the maze?
Hard to tell personally, I be drowning in waves!-my heart don't stay afloat for long,
Can't be seen, can't be saved!
Can't be seen, can't be...saved.

[Hook]
Lately been real angry at myself-
wanna put teeth on the pavement,
stomp out all my primal temptations-
it doesn't work like that I'm just sayin,

That within all these shadows I'm chasing I'm stuck inside Plato's cave n I don't know how I should, face it.

I challenge it but every time I come out, complacent-
I realize I'm distracted then I find new replacements!

...Satisfied by self awareness but not what not what that shit changes.

I love making art-hate career conversations no 401K for the vague road I'm paving-
Don't wanna slave a year just for a two week, vacation
That's why, I'm hesitant, to-make-another application bro.

My issues mountainous, I know it ranges,
On my rags to rich, the starting line is in the basement
Before you shove me into adult life I'll learn the basics,
Before you try to step inside my shoes I'll lace the Asics!

Cuz they could have a why! Or they could stay unanswered-They might just be tryna pry but look my eighth house is in Cancer,
Regardless,
My demons always dance around the answer.
Bringing old, shit-back
Like they some necromancers woah (x3)

How I handle confrontation-withdraw conversation I say
Sticks and stones until your tone threatens my fuckin patience-contradictions
I been seeing lately got my heart afflicted
I don't feel so bad-I'm on the path of feeling more upliftment yea I walk the talk now grab a shovel-can you fuckin dig it
I got ride or dies-my fam they peep me, respect how I live it, we be livid, but
some them be jealous cuz they hate how well I fit in,
That's fitting.

[Chorus]
And I listen, like they told me "Finish Rome inna day!"
Objectively been building nothin'-I keep, roaming away
Wave your hands over my eyes-I think I'm stuck inna daze
Feel like an ant serving the queen, are we just droning away-
are we just droning...away?
Cuz I get stressed when I relax, is that a sign of the maze?
Hard to tell personally, I be drowning in waves!-my heart don't stay afloat for long,
Can't be seen, can't be saved!
Can't be seen, can't be...saved. (x2)

Rome.

Why you be fakin your happiness then seek forgiveness when prayin?
I just be asking the world maybe we should go back to the basics?
I had just met this new girl and she tell me she wanna be patient
Shit perfectly fine with me, cuz I think I fearin relations
Not really worried about love, I'm done with the infatuation
Done with hardening my heart, already numb to the sensation
The demons submit to me, my ego gon stop with that fake shit 
Reality ain't about money but I'm gonna go make these payments

Smoking with dreads like Jamacian
Because all of my joints just be achin
Zero Point Boy I ain't bound by location
Solspeak cuz I keep the equation
Problemkeep because I see what I am sayin 
Learning be the thing that I'm chasin

I take a couple of shots,
Fye his ass up like some bacon.
Fire drill he stop and drop,
Welcome to reincarnation.
I'm on a bicycle I run these cycles hoe so imma know when you be fakin 
I make my light body activate nigga I might just go turn super saiyan
Dark skin, cuz I came from the ether i'll ask a paradox then answer me neither
Why cannot everyone just be they own leader maybe because
we learn our shit from theatre maybe because 
death follows us like a preacher maybe because 
life doesn't come with a teacher 

Why you be fakin your happiness then seek forgiveness when prayin?
I just be asking the world maybe we should go back to the basics?
I had just met this new girl and she tell me she wanna be patient
Shit perfectly fine with me, cuz I think I fearin relations
Not really worried about love, I'm done with the infatuation
Done with hardening my heart, already numb to the sensation
My demons submit to me, my ego gon stop with that fake shit

Platonic

The credit goes to gfbeats for making this beat: https://soundcloud.com/glutenfreebeats

‎March ‎21, ‎2019

Lately I been feeling like no one else 
Tryna find God inside of my shadow self
Direct the blame and watch it affect my health
Hide from the shame and see it light up my shell
Digging water from a pile of sand,
I have the energy to not make a plan
Meditate to finally state “all is well”
Who is your god when you had known you had fell

My memory is a mystery
Promises fade they’re history
Maybe it wasn’t meant to be
More like I’m not the centerpiece 
Of my imagination,
common sense got lost in conversation 
And I’m feelin so impatient 
Cuz I wanna be amazing
And I know that shit sound basic 
But I make my own equations
Never had no one to follow
I just dance in sleepy hollow when I lucid dream,
I don’t mix codeine with my promethazine
I do that alchemy so I know where the fuck I be

All of my role models were just fictional,
The green I learned to get was just medicinal.
Left the hood after I spent two months of being there,
Gunshots every night felt bad for who was stuck in there.
Two things that I learned though:
If you fake it til you make it you won’t make yourself,
You can’t take what you had chased and then call it your wealth.

My personal power comes from my imagination 
My vision never gonna shake just cuz you wanna say shit
It’s 11:11 as I say that shit too, it’s funny
My brother’s on the loose and I don’t know why, he’s running
It’s hurts, v2k might put him on a shirt 

Sometimes I forget the synchronicities
Whenever I get hurt I tend to harden up like hickory-it’s deadwood
Making jokes bout shit that usually hits me-that’s wetwork
Put two shots in my brain watch them call that shit a suicide,
I’m gonna change the world it’s not important if it’s do or die.

Mosquitoes In Eden (Prod. Gfbeats)

The credit goes to Kronicle for making this beat: https://soundcloud.com/the-chemist-10

I-know-where-my-home It’s on a throne and I should know myself 
the mind-pictures-the-eye so if I Am, then ego show himself 
Excitement’s kunda-lini-if I fear then it’s low frequency
if energy-flow-in-and-out then who crafted the Jesus piece?
Kali-Yuga-dreams-the-world wakes up and just feels so deceived 
Subconscious ones-and-zeroes turned a god into a fucking fiend
Hollywood-promoted-heroes-stopping us from forming teams,

They-really-think-that’s-gonna-stop just you and me? (x3)

They’ve kept our knowledge on shelves,
They try to hide what’s inside of our cells
I found they books and they don’t really help
Smoking that gas and just saving up wealth
When I’m at home I be lit by myself
Tryna get better at breaking my shell
Cuz when I’m round people I’m nervous as hell
Forget other people feel that shit as well

I-know-where-my-home It’s on a throne and I should know myself
The-mind-pictures-the-eye so if I Am, then ego show himself
Excitement’s-kunda-lini-if I fear then it’s low frequency,
If-energy-flow-in-and-out then who crafted the Jesus piece?
Kali-Yuga-dreams-the-world wakes up and just feels so deceived
Subconscious-ones-and-zeroes turned a god into a fucking fiend
Hollywood-promoted-heroes-stopping us from forming teams,

They-really-think-that’s-gonna-stop just you and me? (x3)

They’ve kept our knowledge on shelves,
They try to hide what’s inside of our cells
I found they books and they don’t really help
Smoking that gas and just saving up wealth
When I’m at home I be lit by myself
Tryna get better at breaking my shell
Cuz when I’m round people I’m nervous as hell
Forget other people feel that shit as well

Kali El (Prod. Kronicle)

The credit goes to MEECHY for making this beat: https://soundcloud.com/staymeechy

 ‎September ‎25, ‎2019

Kundalini dreams I see that blockage it my spleen uh
Change up what I eat now lower chakras what I leave uh
Alkalize my melanin, sunlight made a better man 
My girl so intelligent, someone I might settle with
Got a plan to get this guap no poppin pills I’m limitless
Dark skin avatar now watch my ether whip four elements 
Collab with all dem conscious folks,
we know this matrix is a joke
Wit a couple words we fucking wrap it up in anecdotes

Keep that magnum on me I’m no Rick Grimes,
I woke up late my REM sleep missed the deadline
Wa-Walking to the kitchen traveled space-time,
Ate a couple fruits now I see ley lines,
Mudras filled with shakra weave them hand signs,

Indra’s net might turn you to yourself uh,
Subconscious mind-gonna turn everything that you hate bring it back to yourself, uh
Conscious mind be acting fake when it cannot replace something that was erased, uh
I try not to fight I relate so I find commonplace cuz this shit not a race, uh

Kundalini dreams I see that blockage it my spleen uh
Change up what I eat now lower chakras what I leave uh
Alkalize my melanin, sunlight made a better man 
My girl so intelligent, someone I might settle with

Got a plan to get this guap no poppin pills I’m limitless
Dark skin avatar now watch my ether whip four elements 
Collab with all dem conscious folks,
we know this matrix is a joke
Wit a couple words we fucking wrap it up in anecdotes

Indranet (Prod. MEECHY)

Made this about the dreams I have and how it parallels how I sometimes feel when awake.

The credit goes to hyukbae for making the beat: https://soundcloud.com/hyukbae

Just trying, to figure out
The way that I move
Just trying, to figure out
How I should pick and choose 
Just trying, to build a home with a mountain view
Just trying, to live without my shadow self coming through 

wake up, a fleeting panic then realize that I’m me, 
recurring dreams of those I love leaving me
friends and family they all never stay
relationships, they all fall away
the mental state crashes then fades like a wave
no attachments to the words that I say
I bite my ass then limp right back to the maze
recharge my self embrace the dark in my cave
I search around get lost yet feel the damn same
I do not understand why I feel this way
I feel at home alone inside this numb space
look out the window I see both of these planes
3rd dimension, was where I was made 
4th dimensions’ just a nice place to stay
Five dimensions now I found a new place

Duality Dweller (Prod. hyukbae)

The credit goes to sad adult for making this incredible beat: https://soundcloud.com/sadadult

I’m just tryna tell you what you really telling me
I only can express the shit I know you cannot see
An unbearable pain that I don’t know how to release 
Expressing love so strongly I think my heart atrophied 
That’s why in my free time I just want you to leave me be 
Not used to this affection this can’t be real couldn’t be
I vocalized the words that I lock up internally
That’s probably why we hang and feel so much intensity

I really love the way that you tell me about your needs
In my I Am presence not afraid to just be me
love a talkative girl, we argue playfully
I really like it how we both feel like we can’t be beat
Beat it from the back-wait, I ain’t gon share the deets
Incognito mode I keep that shit under the sheets 
Upload a video so that I know that consciously
We all on the same page fear is something we can defeat
Follow all of the fake shit that really hides reality
Tryna make an army of niggas who Problemkeep
Are you my soulmate maybe I don’t know but I will see
That’s all I had to say now I’m glad that I found this beat

I’m just tryna tell you what you really telling me
I only can express the shit I know you cannot see
An unbearable pain that I don’t know how to release 
Expressing love so strongly I think my heart atrophied 
That’s why in my free time I just want you to leave me be 
Not used to this affection this can’t be real couldn’t be
I vocalized the words that I lock up internally
That’s probably why we hang and feel so much intensity

Solmate (Prod. sad adult)

The credit goes to Mukashi for making this incredible beat: https://soundcloud.com/anthonygent

I’m drifting babe,
After possibility had went to waste
Over time we meet again now face to face
Then you notice the chemistry had fell from grace
More like that it landed on it's fucking face
Memories of the past I watch it drag as it  dissipates 
Old emotions seem to just evaporate
Lemme just elaborate
I'm another beach wave on a summer's day
Push people who get close, so far away
Feelings of confusion as they try to wade
Jumping to conclusions made contusions in the fucking brain
How did these illusions keep me fluid I thought I was sane
Tried to crystallize I am divine there is another way
Vibratory state I clean my plate now I can contemplate
I had seen my fate and I said wait-I can’t masturbate
Switch that to go meditate,
Consciousness then activate
Funny it was Saturday
No way I’ll go back oh fuck relapse!

Can these fuckin urges just relax?
Feeling like a vendor way these bitches look like snacks
Then we conversate and man they wack or they stingy,
Holding back the love they have because they rather envy
I don’t wanna hear that shit you wonder why you miss me,
I’ll hit you wit that bitch please, already lost my intrigue

I’m drifting babe,
After possibility had went to waste
Over time we meet again now face to face
Then you notice the chemistry had fell from grace
More like that it landed on it's fucking face
Memories of the past I watch it drag as it dissipates 
Old emotions seem to just evaporate
Lemme just elaborate...

Drifting (Prod. Mukashi)

The credit goes to enluv for this incredible beat:
https://soundcloud.com/enluvlofi

Afterimage, my merkaba is spinnin
I observe the matrix but you think that I’m glitchin
Red or blue pill took the purple I’m lifted 
Lightbody wit no plug it’s efficient
My reality was sourced from intention
Master Builder my foundations on crystal
I came down, to the third like a missile
Even though I keep the peace keep a pistol (x2)

Wearing conscious shirts, Mukada a different lane
Pull up to my niggas after you switch a plane
Platonic solids I watch you switch another face
From the heart I ask why you act so fuckin fake
Your girl on my face and she like how I vibrate
I hate to break it but she vibing to my space

Afterimage, my merkaba is spinnin
I observe the matrix but you think that I’m glitchin
Red or blue pill took the purple I’m lifted 
Lightbody wit no plug it’s efficient
My reality was sourced from intention
Master Builder my foundations on crystal
I came down to the third like a missile
Even though I keep the peace keep a pistol (x2)

Afterimage (Prod. enluv)

The credit goes to false ego for this incredible beat: https://soundcloud.com/falseego-1

We on a smooth pursuit, on a smooth pursuit 
Yea we on the loose
In my mind, I say duck duck goose,
Ego get the noose
I cut the line, then I hit the deuce
Nigga don’t need you
Wait hit rewind, it protect me too
Maybe that’s the root
But bitch I’m fine, I don’t want your loot
Heart play like a lute
Wit my slime, got no fucking flu
Build an institute

A smooth pursuit, on a smooth pursuit 
Yea we on the loose
In my mind, I say duck duck goose,
Ego get the noose
I cut the line, then I hit the deuce
Nigga don’t need you
Wait hit rewind, it protect me too
Maybe that’s the root
But bitch I’m fine, I don’t want your loot
Heart play like a lute
Wit my slime, got no fucking flu
Build an institute

Nothing more to me except I Am yea,
Talk to a twin flame on instagram yea,
We gon master Self that shits a plan yea
4 more months before I’m tryna travel out to Edcuador,
Rusty on my spanish can you teach me something por favor
With these expectations can I leave them at the door aye
I see my afterimage but where da the fuck is the core hey
Loving from within I think my roots come from the Moors aye
I do that shadow work I’m an Aries I go to war hey 

We on a smooth pursuit, on a smooth pursuit 
Yea we on the loose
In my mind, I say duck duck goose,
Ego get the noose
I cut the line, then I hit the deuce
Nigga don’t need you
Wait hit rewind, it protect me too
Maybe that’s the root
But bitch I’m fine, I don’t want your loot
Heart play like a lute
Wit my slime, got no fucking flu
Build an institute

A smooth pursuit, on a smooth pursuit 
Yea we on the loose
In my mind, I say duck duck goose,
Ego get the noose
I cut the line, then I hit the deuce
Nigga don’t need you
Wait hit rewind, it protect me too
Maybe that’s the root
But bitch I’m fine, I don’t want your loot
Heart play like a lute
Wit my slime, got no fucking flu
Build an institute

Smooth Pursuit (Prod. False Ego)

The credit goes to Driver for this incredible beat: https://soundcloud.com/driver-beets

Synchronicity, I see synchronicity
I work off whatever universe send to me
Are you kidding me I vibe wit your energy
In this density I sharpen my weaponry
Right now steadily I’m seeing things pleasantly
Had a tendency to put my heart secondly
Brain was recklessly just looking for ecstasy 
That’s some crackhead shit I’m not on no ketamine
On my destiny I thought I was desperately 
Looking for someone to make me a better me
I saw entropy I thought it was penalty
As Above is So Below there’s no enemy

Universal laws don’t understand jealousy
Howdy baby now I feel like I’m a deputy
Calling shots I manifested my remedy
I make melodies to heal all the felonies
In my mind because I love to make recipes

Transmute the pain and write you a legacy
As within I’m looking out for my specialty 
So without I never see no thing separately...separately separately separately
I hold the Sceplecur 
At mountain range we do yoga I stretch with her
Just picked her brain cannot wait to have sex with her
Yea that’s my baby, I’m stingy, can’t mess with her

Synchronicity, I see synchronicity
I work off whatever universe send to me
Are you kidding me I vibe wit your energy
In this density I sharpen my weaponry
Right now steadily I’m seeing things pleasantly
Had a tendency to put my heart secondly
Brain was recklessly just looking for ecstasy 
That’s some crackhead shit I’m not on no ketamine
On my destiny I thought I was desperately 
Looking for someone to make me a better me
I saw entropy I thought it was penalty
As Above is So Below there’s no enemy

Synchronicity (Prod. Driver)

The credit goes to Toj for this incredible beat: https://soundcloud.com/tojjj

Disillusioned over here by the way that we lustin' for women,
Swimmin round in my thoughts in the dark cuz there I’m comfortable living,
I widened my peripheral vision and I’m lookin' for somethin fulfillin

I do not speak on my past but baby I tell you lookin for somethin specific,
I make a bitch submit to me that masculine shit I don’t dig it,
Fuck a feminist I have a queen who can go out and get it 

Working hard but working smarter everything I do feel efficient,
Counter-Strike in cursive words so write a nigga off and he finished (finish him),
Ak-47 nigga run up and I’ll call that shit a Global Offensive (fatality)

Disillusioned over here by the way that we lustin' for women,
Swimmin round in my thoughts in the dark cuz there I’m comfortable living,
Call me the comfortable villain
Callin' me the comfortable villain

Comfortable Villain (Prod. toj)

The credit goes to sin for making this beat: https://soundcloud.com/sinbeatzz

Feelin nostalgic for time I wun born in,
Maybe that lifetime it had an abortion
Why in my dreams I see future in portions,
Maybe that linear time isn’t working
I break that bitch back, she lookin like Igor 
Look at dimensions I see four,
Maybe I’m not ‘posed to keep score
Maybe displace til get bored, uh (2x)

Aint none these niggas go harder than me
I grab the pen then I snap on a beat
Don’t get caught stealing I grab what I see
Swiper no swiper, I need a new windshield wiper cuz these niggas all buggin me, uh
Fuck chasing bags, don’t get me wrong I like cash, but I want that bitch on a leash
Speaking of lease, I wanna house on the east, gimme some land with that sheit.
Open a share, then on that bitch I’m the mayor, fuck all that Mark of the Beast
I am the Grand Marquis 
Golgoth, my group’s heat
Olof, our fits cold
I’m gonna reap, what I sow
I cannot fuck, wit these hoes

Feelin nostalgic for time I wun born in,
Maybe that lifetime it had an abortion
Why in my dreams I see future in portions,
Maybe that linear time isn’t working
I break that bitch back, she lookin like Igor 
Look at dimensions I see four,
Maybe I’m not ‘posed to keep score
Maybe displace til get bored, uh

Feelin nostalgic for time I wun born in,
Maybe that lifetime it had an abortion
Why in my dreams I see future in portions,
Maybe that linear time isn’t working
I break that bitch back, she lookin like Igor 
Look at dimensions I see four,
Maybe I’m not ‘posed to keep score
Maybe displace til get bored, uh (4x)

Nostalgia (Prod. sin)

The credit goes to VILLAIN for making this beat: https://soundcloud.com/gvillain999

Learning new things my mind autodidactic 
I’m grinding real hard and I can’t be distracted
My nervous is shocked and I’m feeling like Static I made my own wave and I know it’s cymatics

Learning new things my mind autodidactic 
I’m grinding real hard and I can’t be distracted
My nervous is shocked and I’m feeling like Static I made my own wave and I know it’s cymatics

Chill wit my nagas we nomadic scholas
I stack up the bread but I ain’t a white collar
These alchemy metals I wire and sauder
I astral project cuz my body the saucer!
Feel like Llewelyn they hoot and they holler!
Must be the 13th I feel like a monster cuz
In a country of old men...yea, I slaughtered their daughters.

Won’t diminish myself to make nobody comfortable
Tired of niggas who treat me like undersole when I walked more than a mile I’m Forrest Gump trip on my words like the shrooms that I drank now my teeth on the curb goomba stomp on my face that’s one side of the coin now the ego erased that’s one side of the boy who might rap on some bass cuz with deadwood his verses hit harder than hickory
hang with the slime you might need antihistamines my girl get spun on the bed that’s rotisserie look at the time I might learn higher mysteries!

Learning new things my mind autodidactic 
I’m grinding real hard and I can’t be distracted
My nervous is shocked and I’m feeling like Static I made my own wave and I know it’s cymatics

Learning new things my mind autodidactic 
I’m grinding real hard and I can’t be distracted
My nervous is shocked and I’m feeling like Static I made my own wave and I know it’s cymatics

Learning new things my mind autodidactic 
I’m grinding real hard and I can’t be distracted
My nervous is shocked and I’m feeling like Static I made my own wave and I know it’s-

But wait there's more!

Okay, huh, you wet up an opp
Okay, uh-huh, you light up the block
Okay, huh, you own you a Glock
Okay, uh-huh, IDGAF.

Inside the mind is my temple I see at 3D you put mop at his temple I shoot some bbs yea your status is plastic I thought about trappin but want some more action I’m done with the lacking my thoughts be abundant,
Feel like Paul Bunyan I chop down discussion now what a conundrum I roll like a thunder
Smoke gas like a Hummer but learning is funner my aura be bright and this shit hunter x hunter-
On a greed island but don’t fw plunder I came from down under and brought up two snakes,
hang around niggas who know can relate.

Deadwood.

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