are you feeling overwhelmed?
does this feel like hell?
does this feel like everything is crumbling down
 are you feeling overwhelmed?
does this feel like hell?
does this feel like everything is crumbling down

I just wanna hold 
i just wanna hold you close 
i just wanna keep you here with me


I just wanna hold 
i just wanna hold you close 
i just wanna keep you here with me

holdyou (prod. yohiyahi)

[VISUAL]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CVcHuG8bndI

gold in my mind I don’t see you anymore 
gold in my mind I don’t see you anymore 
I been in the clouds 
I don’t see you anymore 
I been in the clouds 
I don’t see you anymore 
I been out my mind 
I been on my grind 
I been in my lane 
You can see it in my face 
I been in my lane 
You can see it in this race 
Wait wait wait 


I been in the clouds
I been in the trees 
I been in the leaves 
I don’t give a fuck 
I don’t give a fuck
I don’t give a fuck what you think

nopee (prod. eturnity)

tornapart (prod. yohiyahi)

MUSIC VIDEO
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qNNFt2oiWug

featuring -- @soaped
produced by -- @rodmanebeats

[tonedeaf]
i just wanna feel alive again
i been sinking in my head
i just wanna feel alive again
i been sinking in my head

my head keeps playing tricks on me
my head keeps lying

[soap]

Water my grave
The Flowers decayed
Walk off the block
and I knock on the ma-
Pull in the drive and my eyes like the drapes
Closing and showing right through me attain
Pleasure whatever had happened inside
Broke me and hope be outside of my grasp
Some days it’s mundane to even retry
So The bigger the battle the less I react
I’m past tryna be what they wanted at all
Cast on the beach and I’m out in the falls
Water come down and it land in my palms
Now I’m Washing my hands of the site that I saw
Watched plans go to nothing and love in withdrawal
Hands full of something that suffering soft
So I’m hiding behind it with a smile and song
And a side of dysfunction I’m trying to calm
Myself down up in the moment safe
Held it down up in the pouring rain
Pick my head up and walk away
Why’s it playing tricks just another day
I pave the bridges that I burn and blame
All on me like the stock i slang
And it’s all I sang about all okay
Hoping Im feeling alive and awake

[tonedeaf]
i just wanna feel alive again
i been sinking in my head
i just wanna feel alive again
i been sinking in my head

my head keeps playing tricks on me
my head keeps lying

alive -- w / soap. [prod. rodmane]

im sinking in my mind again
you can see it in my eyes again
everything is underneath the skin
im sinking in my mind again
everything is deep within
im bleeding out inside these walls



+
sumi

皮膚の下で溶ける
煙が鼻　煙が鼻
で、解ける
窓辺で気流描いた
フランスの映画みたいだ
飛行船の影を追いました
続きの本読み出したり
長い指とは君らしさ
くたびれた体と明日

Dissolves under the skin

Smoke enters the nose and unravels

I painted air currents on the windowsill

like a French movie

I followed the shadow of the airship

Start reading the rest of the book

Long, slender fingers are what you are

Tired body and tomorrow

bleeding out within these walls
bleeding out within these walls
i cant seem to keep my brain on track
its like im gone before i even try
gone even try

everyoneisgone w / sumi - prod. larua

i don't think like you no more
i been sinking in the lies
everytime i close my mind 
it's fire 
it's wind
it's fire 
it's rain

i just walk through the pain
holy ghost tear me apart 
speak to me again
im sinking in my head
my head 
my head

holy+ghost

https://youtu.be/ixhfNP2yqQY


i
i been a  ghost 
takin my time
fallin thru 
the miles and miles 
of thoughts inside my mind
tryin to breathe again
everyone wants to take me away from here
 but i dont waannna leave 
i dont wanna leave no

sickof breaking into places im not supposed to be 

it takes my miles and years and memories 

shattered memories take me away

90990990999990999
991919919199991991
00009100

facility 909090

within - prod. tonedeaf + larua

we lie in wait 
for everyone to change 
we lie and wait 
for everyone to know our name 
we lie to ourselves 

we lie to ourselves 

we lie to ourselves 
yeah 

when will the end find us 
when will the end find us 
when will the end find us 
nobody seems to know 

look to the light look to the sky 

look to the light look to the sky 

look to the light look to the sky

tectonic

sanctuary

VISUAL 
https://youtu.be/gieK6xfspMo


i had to lie to myself 
to get where i needed to be 
to find who i needed to be 

im sinking deeper and deeper into the waves

im sinking deeper and deeper into the waves

i had to lie to myself 
to find who i needed to be
i had to die to myself to know who i needed to be
to know who i needed to be

entropy

BANDCAMP

i dont think its time yet
i dont think its time yet
i dont think its time yet 
i dont think its time yet

hold me together my mind is a cavern and everythings breaking apart
hold my together my mind is a fragment of what it once was 

i dont think anybody hears 
i dont think anybody knows 

i dont think anybody hears me
i dont think anybody knows

stillframes

cauterize every wound of my soul
im growing old
tear me apart at the core
im sinking at the bottom of the well 
im sinking at the bottom of my mind
i dont know how far down i can go 
but i know im wasting my time 
my time 
my time 
my time
my time


cauterize every wound in my soul
break me down till i cannot fall
im so messed up again
waiting for the wind

whitenoise

sleepingforever

LYRICS

+
feel like a ghost
nobody wants to 
tell me where to go
im sinking
everybody wants to break me down
im nowhere to be found 
nowhere to be found


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feel like a ghost
nobody wants to 
tell me where to go
im sinking
everybody wants to break me down
im nowhere to be found 
nowhere to be found

apparition

i got my life in a box
i don’t know who to talk to
i got my life in a box
i don’t know where to run

i got my life in a box
i don’t know who to talk to
i got my life in a box
i don’t know where to run

i don’t know where to run
i don’t know where to run

yeah

i got my life in a box
i don’t know who to talk to

when i wake up i just wanna die
when i wake up i just wanna cry

when i wake up i just wanna run

i got my life in a box
i got my life in a box

i got my life in a box

i just been running in circles

i got my life in a box
i don’t know who to talk to
i got my life in a box
i don’t know where to run

ebony

[ wow a visual ]
https://youtu.be/fgyfiO9lwAk

so many things seem to break
under my feet again
so many things seem to break
under my feet again

i lay my head under the water
to try and breathe in
breathe in everything

i lay my head under the water

20 °C

-100-100-100-100-

E - 121

5121515

reach out 
breaking my soul in two for you
again 
i let it all sleep underneath the fog

i let it all go back
and now im trying to pick up all the pieces 
pick up all the pieces
i cant believe my mind 
i dont know who to call 
i dont know where i am 
i been sleeping in my head
i been sleeping in my head 

im mindlessly falling to peices 
mindlessly calling myself back 
on the phone
mindlessly falling to peices 
mindlessly calling myself back

lostwithinthefragments

prod. https://soundcloud.com/aviants


- words - 

dont know who to call again
everyones eveywhere at once

dont know who to call again
everyones eveywhere at once

dont know who to call again
everyones eveywhere at once


dont know where to turn 
i been goin in circles again

dont know who to call again
everyones eveywhere at once

dont know who to call again
everyones eveywhere at once

dont know who to call again
everyones eveywhere at once



yeah 


anytime i close my eyes 

i wanna take back my life

and everytime i see the sun 

i finally feel alright


dont know who to call again
everyones eveywhere at once

dont know who to call again
everyones eveywhere at once

dont know who to call again
everyones eveywhere at once

refresh-rate-prod.  aviant

Ibreak-prod. aviant (drop day release / 8/9/25)

everfall - prod apartment9

nothingnobody

LYRICS 


++++++



save my life 
save my soul 
i don’t wanna lie to you again 
save my mind 
save my soul 
i don’t wanna die with you again 
i’m so cold 
i’m so cold im so cold 
i’m so cold 

save my soul save my mind 

i don’t wanna lie with you again

idontwannadiewithyouagain

[VISUAL] 
https://youtu.be/tcXP5RpGp7I

i fall to pieces inside the wind
i fall to pieces inside my head

dont let your soul fall apart
dont let your soul fall apart

hide away
hide away
hide away
hide away

i feel nothing again im becoming numb
i feel nothing again im becoming numb

i fall to pieces inside the wind
i fall to pieces inside my head

dont let your soul fall apart
dont let your soul fall apart

hide away
hide away
hide away
hide away

i feel nothing again im becoming numb
i feel nothing again im becoming numb

installation

sequences

produced by https://soundcloud.com/null_am

OPAL 

hiding in your head 
everything seems like a blur 
hiding in your mind like a knife 

hiding in your head 
everything seems like a blur 
motion seems to fade like ice 

i don’t have to express myself 
i don’t have to change my mind 

i don’t have to express myself 
i don’t have to change your mind 

everything seems to break like glass again 
again 
and again

everything seems to break like glass again 
again 
and again


i don’t have to express myself 
i don’t have to change your mind

opal - prod. null:AM

green eternal - prod auriel

Production by @lanewilldie
feat. https://soundcloud.com/mvkotsunami

lyrics 
The trees weep, as the snow falls 
The clouds ache, as the winter 
Rolls away
Rolls away 

I'm one with the rhythm I live inside of this verse 
You can find me in a tomb, you can catch me in a hearse 
I'm the leaves when they fall
I'm the spirit that you call 
I'm the voices that you hear when you're walking down the hall

Follow follow 
The wind
[MVKO]
I'm one with the earth 
I live inside of the dirt 
Full moon I'll emerge from the ashes I rebirth 
I travel through the wind I'm the cold breeze rolling in 
Roots grow from my feet Leaves grow from my limbs
Watch my feet leave the ground watch me touch down on the clouds 
Watch me move in without sound 
Immortal entity that lives inside your realm 
Spread my wings block out the sun 
Angel demon all in one 
Songs are made from me 
When i'm complete Mvko is the chosen one

One with the rhythm I live inside of this verse 
You can find me in a tomb, you can catch me in a hearse 
I'm the leaves when they fall
I'm the spirit that you call 
I'm the voices that you hear when you're walking down the hall

Follow follow 
The wind

IMPERMANENCE

MYTH (feat. MVKO)

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