just a re-upload, made it a bit louder than the old version

ImGoingToFeel *2023*

TONGUE TIED

***LYRICS***


Walk around disguised
Black magic, white lies,
I got bad habits and some bad ties
Chasing rabbits rolling up them snake eyes
Hardly ever socialize, don’t give a fuck if you antagonize
Already I’mma bad guy
Hurt a lot of folks I don’t know why
On a tight rope trynna not to fall but I
Cant find my balance hoping I could fly

But I’m rotting away (rotting away)
rotting away, but I be plotting the day
Black smoke cutting cross my mind
Decide on giving up but this shit brings me life
Started smoking away (drinking away)
Fuck up my brain till I can’t feel pain
I make cheap clothes look rich
Hidden in the background but I’ll be back again, bitch

I’m just a joke
With dark hair 
And dark eyes gazing at his own demise
Screaming at a wall
With no one to hear 
And his only fear his demons break out his vault

BLACK MAGIC HABITS

***LYRICS***


Late night dwelling in the basement 
Lurking in the shadows where I be steady pacing
Spelling out these words in my third eye it’s contained in
Hate to be those rappers that ain’t spitting just complaining
Ive been chewed up but I stayed in
Loosed a couple screws while I remaining
Feeling like McFly when I’m fading, shaking
Because I act so cold as I’m shaping
Charading, casing up the side they won’t invade in

I came bearing gifts
Throughout these bitch times really makes you wanna split
Struggle pretty hard not to slip in the abyss
With some bloody knuckles fighting so my troubles set adrift
I sleep through the day and I creep in the night
They call me deaf but I’m losing my sight
Still sticking to the vision with no light in my eyes
Looking for the spark just to reignite what died

BARING GIFTS

***LYRICS***


(I’m waiting, so long)

This atmosphere is suffocating 
And the ones I love are separating
The thoughts and the fear on what happens at end
Can really fuck with your head, watch yourself disintegrating  
So amazing how life and death works in mysterious circumstances 
Count your breath worth in every single second
I took it too serious now I fucked all my chances

(I’m waiting, so long)

SO LONG // INTRODUCTION

***LYRICS***


Kick it with the heart breaker 
While I cut rhymes like a sharp razor
Slice across your wrists taste the blood flavour
My world’s been flipped St. Peter style crossing with the wolves will lead ya sleeping with the crocodiles
When a star dies people turn to necrophiles
Switching up perspectives just like how I be versatile 
Gotta lotta garbage on my computer files
Wizard the grouch, My beats are a shit pile

Living in uncertainty 
Bitch we was never meant to be
We just fucking momentarily 
It was never meant to be

dragging my life closer to that hole the reaper dug for me
My brain is rotten to the core and there ain’t no recovery 
Borderline overdosing under gramma’s floor boards
Screaming “fuck the devil” I’m the place that you call hell
Will my death be ignored?
Is there a place to explore?
Nobody knows till they break on through to the other side
Will my death be ignored?
Is there a place to explore?
Nobody knows

DEATH OF A STAR

I cannot forgive in me
I fucking wish to see better days
Where the sun shines brighter
Sometimes wanna extinguish the fire

Solitude I'm okay
Dark room feeling calm collective
Ain't fucking here for your empathy
Just as long somebody's right here beside me

Was I ever in your dreams at night?
Or am I just a nightmare?
Was I ever in your dreams at night?
Or am I your worst nightmare?

I should be grateful
But I feel sick nauseated when I don't feel essential
Fucking frustrated but I should be grateful
Dragging the weight around me cuz it's fucking metal
Rolling Stoned cuz I can't always get
I ain't what cha' bet so don't ya call I'm deaf
A wizard disguised I barely open up
Booked it from my problems now I don't give a fuck
Still got my people
I should be grateful

Living my own solitary
Don't fucking care what cha' want from me
They just wanna treat me worthy
But they don't even know me barely
I'm trash
But I'm grateful

I feel safe
When I see that face
Warmth surrounds the place
I'm phased
So pleased

GR8FUL

LYRICS:

Moon lust
Fine bitch in my bed kick in my room
Fucked around but never show our love
She got velvet eyes 
plays hard to get with the guys 
She glares only at me and makes me wanna fucking cry


can’t take her
She begged my mind to differ
Sorry girl I’m heartless 
you see I build my love way before
that fucking whore I use to adore 
knocked it down like a fortress
After years of loneliness I built a wall around myself cause I’m a mess
Everybody likes me less and more less
Got so much stress I build up
I need to find my own life
Before my death catches up


Reality hurts like my back getting stabbed with a knife by snakes I use to call friends
Relationship quickly ends with a blink of an eye
Years passed then you stopped by 


You took me in
Made my thoughts go away 
She couldn’t help me 
but I was on yo mind
Told you I was not in love but you still fucking with me


Moon lust
Fine bitch in my bed kick in my room
Fucked around but never show our love
She got velvet eyes 
plays hard to get with the guys 
She glares only at me and makes me wanna fucking cry


Honestly you’d make a perfect wife
But I don’t feel the click 
we don’t relate much
But yo velvet eyes makes my body shake
Possessed me by a stare
Don’t waste your love on me girl 
There’s better men than I am in this world
After the fucking we hugged bodies 
I love it when you play my hair
Don’t change yo love like the way you loved me
Someone will give their love in your life like me


You took me in
Made my thoughts go away 
She couldn’t help me 
but I was on yo mind
I told you I was not in love but you still fucking with me

Moon lust
Fine bitch in my bed kick in my room
Fucked around but never show our love
She got velvet eyes 
plays hard to get with the guys 
She glares only at me and makes me wanna fucking cry

Velvet Eyes (moon Lust) // 2019

LYRICS:


Told you not to come around here
People make mistakes but you don’t even learn 
My blade is gonna puncture,
tear your limbs
 before you whip out the choppa imma bring the choppin
Haters talk shit they be hoppin the fucking prison wagon
Get amazed when I get blazed
Heavy smoke out the mouth like a dragon

Came with da blade
Don’t even test me if you in the way
fuckers trynna catch some fade
They better pray 
Once they go through me they’ll end up as corpses 
Hop off the saddle now I’m beating dead horses
Keep winning battles but never won the war
Don’t fight for anyone who Am I  doing this for?
Life got me rattled but I keep on killing to strife 

Going on travels to find myself 
fore my demise Catches up
What the fuck is help
I’d rather walk down the road on my own
And won’t catch any feelings miss them when they fucking gone
My hearts been completely numb
Cuz imma killing machine
My hands never clean
Once you kill there ain’t no going back


Come n attack
Come n attack
End my life fore I end yours
So I don’t have to stay on my feet any more stop hearing madness that came from this world

Come n attack
Come n attack
End my life fore I end yours
So I don’t have to stay on my feet any more stop hearing madness that came from this world


Been on my feet for some weeks
Barely got any sleep
They won’t stop coming for me
Sword through my neck is what they wanna see
Not me roaming slicing goons
One afternoon on a warm breezy June
They came out the blue 
Got me surrounded 
Finally the one man army got crowded but that won’t pressure the legend
Never got questioned they all came in rushin
Guess I was bluffing 
100 blades all came in clubbing
Hacking my body to bits 
Fuck it life was a trip
Looks like the reaper had touched my soul
Take me to the afterlife I’m sick full of life
Death was my cure
I’m golden and pure


Come n attack
Come n attack
End my life fore I end yours
So I don’t have to stay on my feet any more stop hearing madness that came from this world

Come n attack
Come n attack
End my life fore I end yours
So I don’t have to stay on my feet any more stop hearing madness that came from this world

Rest In Peace
Rest In Peace 
rest easy now since I’m in pieces 
There is so Satan or Jesus
I’m forever in a lucid dream
No blood or guts peacefully clean

uleavemenochoice // 2020

LYRICS:


I’m so lost within crosswords puzzled for the (right one)
And the hand spins a long while might of passed the (right time)

(But there’s)
Still a lot of sand in my glass left
Draining out my seconds
While I stare at the face of death
Don’t even count my blessings while they all invest
Barely try to impress
Don’t wanna get up to dress

I don’t ever feel like I can be (right one)
Been Missing all my shots can never really get it at the (right time)
Just Hope you understood what I’m spitting 
Most of the times I don’t feel like playing
Steal a fucking song write my journal on it
Never give a shit for commercials on this
I can be a bad man
See how long I can stand
Sucks you can’t have me
just wanna feel free

RIGHT TIME // 2022

OBJECTS IN THE MIRROR (Mac Miller Remix)

Ain’t safe where I standing, then came unease while shaking both hands
Severed, fragmented dreams, forgot I’ve held on all these years, dropped it all on the floor
Couldn’t cry any tears
Can’t push on anymore
Lost all my feelings like they disappeared
I no longer know what I’m waiting for
You’ve been sitting there patient
Sorry my place is so vacant
Caught me off guard when everything’s breaking, and I understand if you’re sick of the aching
Nows not the time, you can meet me where it shines bright
For now I’m in the shadows
If it ain’t too late
Let’s meet someplace safe


Fear, pain, tears, sand, grain, years, dread.. will all of this be wasted for nothing?
Let’s, meet, some, place, safe…
Come close I just wanna feel something

I don’t know how long I can get by
These drugs can no longer get me any high
Don’t know how long I can get by
Goodbye

letsmeetsomeplacesafe

(Guilt)

(Sorrow)

(Ache)

(Distressed)



(Regrets, regrets, I’m full of regrets)

(Regrets, regrets, were all filled with regrets)



Did some shit I ain’t proud of

Broken eggshells behind my tracks now I watch where I step

Kept my head up above

From driving insanity 

Nothing but a lost soul

Swallowed by a black hole

Need an escape got no luminescence 

And y’all don’t wanna be round my broken presence



(Regrets, regrets, I’m full of regrets)

(Regrets, regrets, were all filled with regrets)



We make mistakes

It’s part of human

Learn from the past

Your chance ain’t ruined

Pressured by the weights

Of my own burdens

We got Different lifestyles

Harsh words my thing



It’s killing inside

The truth that I hide, for some time as my soul slowly spirals, counting every beat

Live in denial, chain smoking cuz my ambitions in shackles

Battle with demons while I’m feeling fragile

nothing but a clown watch me juggle, crammed all this pain till I no longer struggle,

guttle my feelings till I burst into tears



(Regrets, regrets, I’m full of regrets)

(Regrets, regrets, were all filled with regrets)

harsh words

NOMORERUNNINGFORME

KEEPMESAFEFROMSILENCE

DEADPUNX

PHANTOMPAIN

INTRODUCTION

Terrorize to the public
Ain't no fool you should fuck with
Dripping blood on the deed by the devil
Ain't no turning back this the path that you've settled
Lay the chips
Place your bets
It's either all in or nothing and my pockets are vacant
But I'm still out here bluffing

I'm in too deep
And far out
I can't see shore
Nothing to hold
I think I've lost it
Trapped by my confusion
Is this reality or just an illusion?

It's hard to keep the light switch on
Sick of the same songs and my main bitch gone
Will my memories ever restore?
My Mental state slowly dying it just lost the war
You could say I was a reject
I had so many chances but I fucked it
Thinking that I'm better off dead
Getting tired of trying to impress you all

I lost my ways I did before
Will I find the light? Will I see the truth?
My friends, are gone
Will I see the light?
I lost my ways I did before
Will I see the truth? Will I see the truth?

INSANITY BREAKS (AMEN PUNX)

All I see is culprit written on your forehead
(All I see is culprit written on your forehead)
All I see is culprit written on your forehead
On your forehead on your forehead
All I see is culprit written on your forehead
(All I see is culprit written on your forehead)
All I see is culprit written on your forehead
On your forehead on your forehead


Broken badge reeks putrid pork
Blood of innocence from brutal force
Entitlement uniformed blue stripe privilege
Walk away with murder if there ain't no witness
Slap on the wrist when caught red hand
Invalid justice for the damned
Protect and serve the wealthy man
Slit the throats of the native land


All I see is culprit written on your forehead
(All I see is culprit written on your forehead)
All I see is culprit written on your forehead
On your forehead on your forehead
All I see is culprit written on your forehead
On your forehead on your forehead
Written on your forehead
Written on your forehead
Written on your forehead
Written on your forehead

CULPRIT (written on your forehead)

Chamber of Reflection

ghostcat

this is a cover song! original is by Corbin/Spooky Black

WITHOUT U

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Sample - Sound Check (Gravity) by Gorillaz

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