Thank you Spacewalk Jones for this beautiful track and chopping MasterSlaps’ vocals for it, and to RedDrone for the mixing/mastering of my vocals. 

Lyrics:

I don't wanna go anymore I'm getting sick of it
If I'm found alone clear the room and leave no witnesses
For now I'm holding on white-kuckle gripping it
Never giving in
And I must admit you'll never win

I don't wanna go all alone but I'm getting used to it
When I'm finally gone leave a spot where my memory sits
For now I'll pave my road fill the holes from the damages
Never giving in
And I must admit it's good to live

Bob and weave 
Guess he missed me
Paint your face
Like I'm Sisti
Leave 'em movin' like he sixty 
Lurkin' 'round actin' shifty
Leave 'em dizzy
Smokin' on that blizzy
Fuck it let's go drop an OZ
Can't forget the ones that ODed
Can't remember what the told me

I just wanna zone on the road and smoke my medicine
Never had a home steady struggle my financial shit
Ballin' on a budget made enough to buy the blunt I lit
Did this on my own
Held my own I learned to manage it

Man I miss my brother that I can't have back
Miss my fucking father though he was a tough nut to crack
Now I'm spending days watching weed roll and pass
Leavin' 'em smokey like I'm Stoney tokin' in the back
Can't wait for the day to hand my mother some racks, yeah
Fuck them old ways dog (nah, nah, nope)
No I can't go back (hah, nah, nope)

Deano