So I am now single been in a  5 yrd relationship...slash take my soul  my vibration..my pride .very verbly abusive to pysical..I cryed almost everyday .I lost my spiritual love...I was so isolated.....Then I prayed and  remembered how much  I love God and My Jesus ..godbless you ..I suddenly saw a light ..a light that told me and showed me.I could love myself again.Made me believe and trust that my family does love me .I lost my younger brother in 2011 in a boat accident ..My  best friend was suddenly torn away from me. My backbone..the one that brought the family together..He was handsome smart.loving .caring.amazing Chef...A person that  that can never be replaced .That was the first time I felt my heart really hurt..It broke me I lost my way  for a while .I met a so called nice person can I say friend ..that turned into the . monster..He broke me down and took my soul made me forget who I was..But now I am fighting back .I am a soldier .I am strong I am worthy life loving life and don't ever let anyone make you feel...,!  .. .horrible like you want to die being there for someone in the situation similar to mine  ..I am loved .. I  am back but stronger.I am going to love myself .walk with my head up high ..Meditate and yoga..loving and helping Peaple love themselves to just being there when no one was for me .It is a horrible feeling  no more tears just positive waves...Love my family!!!! And never forget... Ii am worthy I am beautiful inside and out ..Not perfect..But I will always fight for what I believe in.We are all unique and beautiful ..God bless all .I am back ..Live and happiness ..much love . .Deana xx





Deana Hallett