forgive me please sometimes idk what I'm talking about

can't even begin to describe how beautiful this is. thank you for gracing my ears ❤️

why don't you remember me

cry baby

LA 

Verse 1
It’s the days before school
It’s the nights of half-moon
There’s just something about wanting you more
You’re the wheels to my bike
I’m the wind in your tide 
There’s just something about not dying now you know

Pre-chorus
In my bed, is it all in my head? 

Chorus
When you’re wide awake, do you think of me at all?
I’d love it if you call me on the phone
When you’re wide awake, do you think of us at all?
‘Cause I don’t wanna spend midnight alone
I could never spend midnight alone

Verse 2
I live far away from your side of the city and
I’m still on that train all for you on the weekend
But if there’s someone I gotta worry ‘bout, can you now
Tell me everything, don't let your whereabouts wear me out
And I see in your eyes
There’s just me and no one else
But just how far will you go to make my heart believe?

Pre-chorus
I need you to tell me you still wanna try

Chorus
When you’re wide awake, do you think of me at all?
Would love it if you call me on the phone
When you’re wide awake, do you think of us at all?
‘Cause I don’t wanna spend midnight alone

Bridge 
When all my heroes die in vain
You stayed with me through the days 
Baby, you made me less alone
We can watch the summer rain
As melancholic music plays
Baby, you made me less alone

When I’m wide awake, all I think about is you
I love it when you call me on the phone
When I’m wide awake, what is there for me to do
If I don’t get to spend my nights with you?
I just wanna spend midnight with you

LA (demo)

Balloons are deflated
Guess they look lifeless like me
We miss you on your side of the bed, mmm
Still got your things here
And they stare at me like souvenirs
Don't wanna let you out my head
Just like the day that I met you
The day I thought forever
Said that you love me
But that'll last for never
It's cold outside
Like when you walked out my life
Why you walk out my life?
I get like this every time
On these days that feel like you and me
Heartbreak anniversary
'Cause I remember every time
On these days that feel like you and me
Heartbreak anniversary
Do you ever think of me?
no
(Ooh) no-no, no
(Ooh, ooh, ooh) ooh, nah
I'm buildin' my hopes up
Like presents unopened 'til this day
I still see the messages you read, mmm
I'm foolishly patient
(Foolishly patient)
Can't get past the taste of your lips
(Taste of your lips)
Don't wanna let you out my head
Just like the day that I met you
The day I thought forever
Said that you love me
But that'll last for never
It's cold outside
Like when you walked out my life
Why you walk out my life? (My life)
I get like this every time
On these days that feel like you and me
Heartbreak anniversary
'Cause I remember every time
On these days that feel like you and me
Heartbreak anniversary
Do you ever think of me?
of me
'Cause I think of you, think of you

heartbreak anniversary - giveon (cover)

Prologue:
if you scroll down my profile, you'll see i uploaded this song before in 2020. but now i have polished it and i produced it in a whole different way. i love this song so much la

Lyrics:
It hurts to think about you
But I still do, still do 
They say don’t ever look back
But you still do, don’t you
And it feels like a mental eruption but I didn’t mind
Baby, you’re the beauty exception but it couldn’t last

If you don’t wanna want me
Want somebody to keep
Why don’t we part ways?
It’s too painful to erase
All the memories we once made
If you don’t wanna want me
Want somebody to keep
Why don’t we part ways?
It’s too painful to be chased
By the memories we once made
So run

Thought the words you use would turn sweet again 
Like the beginning
You whispered in the darkened room
Say ‘you’re the highlight of the night’
(yeah you're the highlight)
But now I see no reciprocation (oh)
baby, all I do is give (give baby)
And look, you’re almost the definition of a midnight robbery
Hey

If you don’t wanna want me
Want somebody to keep
Why don’t we part ways?
It’s too painful to erase
All the memories we once made
If you don’t wanna want me
Want somebody to keep 
Why don’t we part ways? (part ways)
It’s too painful to be chased (noo)
By the memories we once made
So outrun me
I’m telling you to outrun me
It’s too painful to be chased
By the memories we once made

So now I'll stop and ask you here
Before I watch you disappear
If you hear my voice starts to crack
Will you just look back? (ooh)
So now you'll take the long way home
I know you’ll miss me in your bones
If you hear my voice starts to crack (crack)
Don’t you dare look back
Don’t look back 
No way

If you don’t wanna want me
Want somebody to keep
Why don’t we part ways?
It’s too painful to erase (ooh)
All the memories we once made (made)
One day you might be ready
To make up for what you did
But look how we part ways
It’s too painful to be chased 
By the memories we once made (made)
So run
(run away and don’t ever look back)
It’s too painful to be chased
By the memories we once made
So run

outrun

[Verse 1]
Now It's been two months since you broke my heart 
Utterly in pieces
When I close my eyes I see us humming
Near the weeds and fields
(yeah yeah)

[Prechorus]
But oh my god, I still think about the old times
You know you were with the right guy
If he stays right where you left him, right? (yeah yeah)
And oh my love, you said you would come back this time
These days I’ve been losing my mind
Everything I touch just turns into shit

[Chorus]
I'm a natural disaster and nothing matters 
When everything changes 
In the blink of an eye, you’re not who you were
If I stay the same, I know it's gonna hurt (oh yeah)
I'm a natural disaster, I snap a finger 
And watch the tables turn
I might never love again if this won’t work
When I fall apart, I’ll just remind my heart
I'm your disaster

[Verse 2]
Mmm, I’m sitting
Cross-legged in my black shades
Some teardrop on my right face
Really don’t know how to sit up straight 
New hair, new body, new tennis shoes
Can’t be satisfied with my every move
Yeah
If you know, you know, you know, you know

[Prechorus]
But oh my god, I keep waiting for a lost cause
How goddamn dare you leave me this long?
Sometimes it just doesn't feel right, feels like

[Chorus]
I'm a natural disaster and nothing matters 
When everything changes 
In the blink of an eye, you’re not who you were
If I stay the same, I know it's gonna hurt (oh yeah)
I'm a natural disaster, I snap a finger 
And watch the tables turn
I might never love again if this won’t work
When I fall apart, I’ll just remind my heart
I'm your disaster

[Bridge]
Hey!
My baby loved me like a natural disaster 
Hey!
My baby loved me even though it’s gonna hurt
And you’d  crash into me without a hint of warning 
And then we’d always talk about it in the morning
But hey, my baby loved me so (ooh)
You said you loved me so (mmm)
Um, now I don’t know (yeah yeah)

[Chorus]
I'm a natural disaster and nothing matters 
When everything changes 
In the blink of an eye, you’re not who you were (you were)
If I stay the same, I know it's gonna hurt (oh yeah)
I'm a natural disaster, I snap a finger 
And watch the tables turn
I might never love again if this won’t work (never again)
When I fall apart, I’ll just remind my heart
I'm your disaster
I’m a natural disaster
And I know it’s gonna hurt (I know, I know)

natural disaster

LA 

Verse 1
It’s the days before school
It’s the nights of half-moon
There’s just something about wanting you more
You’re the wheels to my bike
I’m the wind in your tide 
There’s just something about not dying now you know

Pre-chorus
In my bed, is it all in my head? 

Chorus
When you’re wide awake, do you think of me at all?
I’d love it if you call me on the phone
When you’re wide awake, do you think of us at all?
‘Cause I don’t wanna spend midnight alone
I could never spend midnight alone

Verse 2
I live far away from your side of the city and
I’m still on that train all for you on the weekend
But if there’s someone I gotta worry ‘bout, can you now
Tell me everything, don’t let your whereabouts wear me out
And I see in your eyes
There’s just me and no one else
But just how far will you go to make my heart believe?

Pre-chorus
Look at you, does it hurt you just to try?

Chorus
When you’re wide awake, do you think of me at all?
I’d love it if you call me on the phone
When you’re wide awake, do you think of us at all?
‘Cause I don’t wanna spend midnight alone

Bridge 
When all my heroes died in vain
You stayed with me through the days 
Baby, you made me less alone
We can watch the summer rain
As melancholic music plays
Baby, you made me less alone
Oh, please just tell me when

When I’m wide awake, all I think about is you (you)
I love it when you call me on the phone (call me on the phone)
When I’m wide awake, what is there for me to do
If I don’t get to spend my nights with you?
I just wanna spend midnight with you

Yeah

(wide awake)
(wide awake)
(wide awake)
(wide awake)

LA (summer rain)

summer rain

feelit

[Verse 1]
3 AM, you still up in the club
And you sway like a fool
But you ain't fooling anyone
My mind is a mess, I’d still give you my best
When the night is still young
Know you're getting some, getting some
Say it’s only for tonight

[Chorus]
On nights like this
Can’t touch me, if you try
You'll watch me multiply
(It's me feeling my feelings)
Love like this
It slips right through my hands
My heart pounds through my chest
(Do you feel, do you feel it?)
Do you feel it?

[Verse 2]
Put your headphones on, play a favorite song
Gotta get boys so you hit the gym, hit the gym
(And I hit the gym, hit the gym, mmm)
Reassure me you won't outgrow me
But now he's on your screen
Bet you’ll take a leap, dance with him
The way you did with me
Oh

[Chorus]
On nights like this
Can’t touch me, if you try
You'll watch me multiply
(It's me feeling my feelings)
Love like this
It slips right through my hands
My heart pounds through my chest
Do you feel it?

[Bridge]
And the cycle goes
You two travel close
And what hurts me most
You got matching clothes
And I fall below like some dominos
You don't know how much I miss you when you're gone
‘Cause I wish I was the one

[Chorus]
On nights like this
Can’t touch me, if you try
You'll watch me multiply
(Nights like this)
Love like this
It slips right through my hands
My heart pounds through my chest
Only if you feel it
Without me

[Outro]
No one taught me
How someone felt everything for you can feel nothing for you
Someone once brought heaven to you can leave you in hell for good
Still, I want it all
It’ll come after all
Yeah, I heal slow ‘cause I loved you two years and more
You hand me a grocery list
Or where you wanna live
In the future
But I’m sure you don’t remember at all
Well, it is what it is
And nothing can stop me
Oh, on nights like this

feelit (demo)

feelit (alt.)

[Verse 1]
3 AM, you still up in the club
And you sway like a fool
But you ain't fooling anyone
My mind is a mess, I’d still give you my best
When the night is still young
Know you're getting some, getting some
Say it’s only for tonight

[Chorus]
On nights like this
Can’t touch me, if you try
You'll watch me multiply
(It's me feeling my feelings)
Love like this
It slips right through my hands
My heart pounds through my chest
(Do you feel, do you feel it?)
Do you feel it?

[Verse 2]
Put your headphones on, play a favorite song
Gotta get boys so you hit the gym, hit the gym
(And I hit the gym, hit the gym, mmm)
Reassure me you won't outgrow me
But now he's on your screen
Bet you’ll take a leap, dance with him
The way you did with me
Oh

[Chorus]
On nights like this
Can’t touch me, if you try
You'll watch me multiply
(It's me feeling my feelings)
Love like this
It slips right through my hands
My heart pounds through my chest
Do you feel it?

[Bridge]
And the cycle goes
You two travel close
And what hurts me most
You got matching clothes
And I fall below like some dominos
You don't know how much I miss you when you're gone
‘Cause I wish I was the one

[Chorus]
On nights like this
Can’t touch me, if you try
You'll watch me multiply
(Nights like this)
Love like this
It slips right through my hands
My heart pounds through my chest
Only if you feel it
Without me

feelit (alt.)

feelit

[Verse 1]
How do I word this?
Was about to write you this letter
But it was just curses in cursive
You probably deserve it
But that's so impersonal, should tell you in person
Hope it don't hurt you, but then, I've been hurt too
By you the truth is
All you do is, leave me #emotionalbruises

[Pre-Chorus] 
You're callin' me up to link up and figure shit out
No doubt, time's out, we never figure shit out
I can't do this no more, you call me your life support

[Chorus]
'Cause this is the fifth time, I've taken you back
It's the fourth time that we've relapsed
It's the third-second chance that I've given you
For the first time, let this be the last time
Fifth time, I've taken you back
It's the fourth time that I've collapsed into your arms
It's so hard, but for the best
For the first time, let this be the last

[Verse 2]
How could you treat me 
like another treat you could butter 
up, save me for later to linger
Whenever you like it
But I let you in my door and we’re pacing back and forth, 
I was over you but you’re all over me
Even the truth is
All you do is, leave me emotional bruises

[Pre-Chorus]
You're callin' me up to fake love and figure shit out
Hung up cause turns out we never figure shit out
I can't do this no more, you call me your life support

[Chorus]
'Cause this is the fifth time, I've taken you back
It's the fourth time that we've relapsed
It's the third-second chance that I've given you
For the first time, let this be the last time
Fifth time, I've taken you back
It's the fourth time that I've collapsed into your arms
It's so hard, but for the best
For the first time...

[Pre-Chorus]
So I’ll cut the cord on this before its too late 
If I don’t end this today, my heart’ll end up in a body bag 
Can’t do this no more, you call me your life support 

'Cause this is the fifth time, I've taken you back
It's the fourth time that we've relapsed
It's the third-second chance that I've given you
For the first time, let this be the last time
Fifth time, I've taken you back
It's the fourth time that I've collapsed into your arms
It's so hard, but for the best
For the first time, let this be the last

This is my reworked/full version of the upcoming new song ‘Emotional Bruises’ by #MadisonBeer 
I wrote from her point of view from gathering all the snippets she's leaked. 
This is not a way for me to take credit, I simply love this song way too much for me to wait until the release to hear the whole thing.
The song is confirmed to be on her upcoming debut album titled #LifeSupport which is coming soon.


- Anson xx

emotional bruises - madison beer 💌✍🏻 from life support (a rewrite cover)

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emotional bruises - madison beer 💌✍🏻 from life support (a rewrite cover)

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