June 2021

caffeine all up in my heart
i wish i could have a fresh start
even though i always seem to fall apart
my head hurts
i just wanna overdose 
but im too scared to pull it off
it seems like i always have to play it off
i dont know what to do abt me and u

ecstasy all up in my body
i just popped a molly
u r a such a hottie
lets stay up and drink coffee

lets please just stay together
just like what feels like forever
i would never
i would never tell
now ur stuck 
now ur stuck underneath my spell
now ur locked 
now ur locked up in my cell

u feel what i feel
stuck inside this instant hell
i am not feeling very well

caffeine all up in my heart
i wish i could have a fresh start
even though i always seem to fall apart
my head hurts
i just wanna overdose 
but im too scared to pull it off
it seems like i always have to play it off
i dont know what to do abt me and u
x2

Caffeine #dedrn

I just wanna love u but u ignore me every time i come up to you

wujek - im a subhuman degenerate that will rope because u rejected me

разгрузка ft. dearpanda

temperamental bitch

prod me

lyrics:

on my pc all my time
i just wanna make her mine
im just waiting for the second
that shes goes online

hope she doesnt think im obsessed
ima try my very best
but i dont think i can hold it 
i wanna cut open her chest <333

i love
i love you
why wont
you say it too?

she said "are you crazy?"
idk maybe :3
i just killed ur boyfriend
so we can start dating

idk why shes running
but its okay cause i love chasing
idk why shes still crying
cause you still have me baby

i love
i love you
why wont
you say it too?

im obsessed w my internet girlfriend

s/o sekai 4 helpinmg w vocals

kmk4L dude!!!!

also ty dearpanda

never again
never again tried so dam hard never learned my lesson
but u so damn god damn perfect i js feel it all again
wish i wasnt a loser so u would like me
heartache so bad feel like u bite me
doin so much crying as im typing
got so depressed i feel like dyin
dont know if im trying hard enough
i js wanna get rid of my bluff
social anxiety i feel stuck
just wanna go out and find some love
i feel so sad why am i alone
wish i had good morning texts on my phone
need to find a new way to cope
goin down 2 the forest with my rope

i wish i wasnt a loser so u would like me

part 1 odihu https://soundcloud.com/vluuu2

with u i felt so safe and
u lied strait to my face im
just a fullfilled mistake i 
feel like such a disgrace and
i feel so lost im a burden
every year life js worsens
i set myself on fire
cant love anymore im tired
said u loved me u liar
i feel broken i cant take this 
i just want to feel acceptance
wish i wasnt introverted
i get hurt by every person


part 2 dearpanda:

im at school
bullets load 
cause you left me
all alone
grab my gun
you dont care that u hurt me
all those lies
that u said
did u even really care
its too late
got my gun 
and its aimed straight at ur head
shooting my bullets
ur fake friendship
i looked thru it
everytime u deny it
i got my gun loaded

why did u lie to me ft odihu

the picture is a russian girl i dont know the name of
lyrics:
i feel numb without you
and im stuck in my room
anything i say
i hope you dont leave
cut my face
let me bleed
i need your message
i feel numb without you

what are u doing tonight

i feel numb without you
and im stuck in my room
anything i say
i hope you dont leave
cut my face
let me bleed
i need your message
i feel numb without you

i dont have any friends

(anime voice line is from mahou shoujo site)

numb without you

@luvwillow

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/6qRIGlX2ZKefErRnfhATQv?si=e23523707cef4dcf

lyrics:

you said that
u love me
i found that
hard to believe

i lied to you
i'm damned to you
i'll run to u
and hope ur mine

i'm always anxious
always scared
i hate when u leave
cuz life isnt fair

i wanna die
i'm breaking down
i'll boil my wrists
till my skull is found

let's run away
and if i die
bury me here
don't take me home

i can't stop crying

prod dead yami

Railways into suicide
Cuts all on my wrists and thighs 
I just wanna fucking die 
Seeing you with other guys 

Tears falling from my eyes 
All those memories I can’t rewind
Youre stuck in my mind all the time
Like a fucking parasite

It eats me up inside
Hatred that I tried to hide
Hurting that I can’t provide
I just fucking hate my life

Please don’t say goodbye 
My heart whines when u walk by
Living in the bad timeline
I’m really done this time 

Can’t do nothing right
Life is romanticized
Just be mine tonight
Just so you can’t deny

Can’t do nothing right
Life is romanticized
Just be mine tonight
Just so you can’t deny 

Railways into suicide
Cuts all my wrists and thighs 
I just wanna fucking die 
Seeing you with other guys 

Tears falling from my eyes 
All those memories I can’t rewind
Youre stuck in my mind all the time
Like a fucking parasite

It eats me up inside
Hatred that I tried to hide
Hurting that I can’t provide
I just fucking hate my life

Please don’t say goodbye 
My heart whines when u walk by
Living in the bad timeline
I’m really done this time

numb without you

dearpanda

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