damn im glad you followed i love your music

i wish i was someone else
i wish you could fucking tell 
without me saying words that never get the point across
tell me whats real tell me you feel the same way
mayday im falling down again
🖤
i could wish upon a star
i could look up in the sky
i could put my hands together
why god, why
got me acting like a bitch
casting spells like she a witch
got me thinking im better off alone 
she said she thinks she hates me
said she thinks she dont wanna date me but thats fine
she said she thinks she hates me, hates me
she said she thinks she hates me, hates me
🖤
she said she hates my guts
wants to erase me
she said she hates my guts
she gave my heart back
no it isnt what i wanted 
but i guess its for the best
oh im not fine but i will be 
once i get it off my chest
🖤
(oh my god)
🖤
drastic change in the weather make me crazy
skip my meals wont text you baby
i cant think straight so im slipping 
in and out of the life im living
i cant think straight so im slipping 
in and out of the life im living
i wish i could burn it down
i dont want to sing about the same shit always
i wish i could burn it down
oh you cant save me ive tried
🖤
no it isnt what i wanted 
but i guess its for the best
oh im not fine but i will be 
once i get it off my chest
🖤
she said she hates my guts
wants to erase me
she said she hates my guts
she gave my heart back

Erase Me (iof x king theta)

🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
lyrics:

I'm not making it out of this one
I got you running through my system 
I'm not ever getting out alive this time 

Fluorescent lights go off in my room 
I guess I just got used to you 
Your voice remains but you're far away
I light a match and your shadow stays 

It burns me dry and it leaves me thin 
I crave it more than anything
A single touch is all that I need
To bring me down so weak to my knees 

Keep my nightmares out
Give me mouth to mouth
I can't live without you 

I'm not making it out of this one
I got you running through my system 
I'm not ever getting out alive this time 
Dose me 'cause I need another
Choke me till I shake and shutter
Hold me till I feel alive this time 

Broken’s the season
Love is the reason 
I’m really fiending 
And you’re what I’m needing

The sleep that I lose man it doesn't compare
To the empty I feel when I know you're not there 
My skin is so loud why am I so conflicted
I think it's just you 'cause you're that damn addictive 

Let's hide behind doors where we won't be a part
We can study our bodies or lie in the dark
We can speak of our hearts and the fact they’re so empty
I promise to help if you promise to help me 

Keep my nightmares out
Give me mouth to mouth
I can't live without you (without you)

Keep my nightmares out
Give me mouth to mouth
I can't live without you (without you)

I'm not making it out of this one
I got you running through my system 
I'm not ever getting out alive this time

I Can't Live Without You

Art by me
prod by me
mixed by me
Mastered by Julia Borelli at Nadoki Studios

❇️

deserve it (prod. nicolas sales)

Track 2 off Self Titled Album
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7jTlBrjRlC8r0NsakKn4mE?si=7455f455e80d4151

new track every Wednesday!

Prod. @iofmusic <3

lyrics: 

and i guess the timing was not right 
but is it ever really though?
and you said you dont wanna hurt again 
woah oh
and i cant seem to forget
all the the things you said back then...

i cant forget....

ive been feelin' so fucked up 
and drinkin' everyday
all my friends they try to tell me "itll be okay"
but ill just suffer in silence
every night i struggle to close my eyelids
its getting kind of old...
and i know, its not your fault
you held on, as long as you could
but baby im just too fucked up!

im too fucked up...

chorus repeats*

Spotify

feeling fucked up [+iof]

Thank you for listening <3 w/ @imnotenvy
Prod. @tnvr555

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0waHY3vgA2TeSV2gYqtr1X
Also up on iTunes and Apple Music!

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I'm Geist
Instagram: www.instagram.com/hidinginplainview
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/3RBbPmeuOZUZK0xtR32fHy
Twitter: twitter.com/imgeist
Facebook: www.facebook.com/imgeist

NotEnvy
Instagram: www.instagram.com/reallynotenvy/
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/2FG8ej88kwm05ia80G5xgD

Lyrics:
// geist & envy
Cause I've been waiting on a sunset
Shadows over head
And by this time tomorrow
I'll still be in my bed
And I dont like myself
Just like anybody else
I know how much you hate me
You wish that I was dead
And I cant live my life pretending
That I never loved you now so dont shut me down
And your stare feel so condescending 
Will I make it out somehow or will I fade when the sunlight drowns?

// envy
The airs cold 
Where'd you go?
Cause now I'm feeling all alone
And im so disposable 
Im finally losing all control
And I 
Tell me why?
You wont leave my mind 
Am I fine?
And now its just a bad dream
Feeling dead 
Tell me how I'll go to bed
I cant keep my demons out
They're keeping me locked down instead
And I
Just need some time 
So I can clear my mind 
Cause you wont leave mine
Untouched

// geist
You're so cynical
I could see it all on your face
And I kept looking away, at all the time that I'll waste 
It should be criminal 
The way I let you ruin my day
But now I'm out of the fray
And I'm just staying on pace

The suns going down and I finally see
All the things that went wrong
Were right in front of me
I got lost in the clouds
Filled my head up with doubt 
And we've lost it all now 
But this was best for you and me

// geist & envy
Cause I've been waiting on a sunset
Shadows over head
And by this time tomorrow
I'll still be in my bed
And I dont like myself
Just like anybody else
I know how much you hate me
You wish that I was dead
And I cant live my life pretending
That I never loved you now so dont shut me down
And your stare feel so condescending 
Will I make it out somehow or will I fade when the sunlight drowns?

I'm Geist x NotEnvy - Sunset (Prod. TNVR)

Lyrics:
im sorry i fell asleep, im drowning im six feet deep
you had my heart to keep yeah, but now you forgot and i bleed

im only as good as my rhymes
i said it a thousand times
if you really wanna be mine
gotta love all of my wild sides

im too depressed and im drinking on that codeine
youre not impressed not until i fucking OD
im on your bed yeah but you dont even know me
you climb on top but at least you coulda told me

ruin all my life like
wasting all this time like
you were never mine like
so i hit the fuckin pipe like

i just got too tired
i used to be the one admired
im only on that tango and cash, cause i been lookin for a way out and i be fuckin trash

im sorry i fell asleep
i swear its not what it seems
i wanted to see you in my dreams
i wanted to see you in my dreams

but now youre gone forever

i shouldve been there to keep you safe
i shouldve brought you to my place
i shouldve called you on my break
but i just thought youd be okay

Sorry I Fell Asleep

sorry i fell asleep

producers: https://soundcloud.com/odece & https://soundcloud.com/northeastlights

VISUALS: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZlIb0WqfreI

lyrics:

Don't look in my eyes
I tell nothing but lies
You've been caught by surprise
I feel paralyzed

Vision's blurry, I don't care
(teared up eyes, are you sad)
keep on drinking 'til I'm dead
(slit my wrists and go to bed)

You say you're afraid
That I'm turning insane
You need someone to blame
I am so ashamed

So ashamed of myself
cause of what I did
I have nothing to say
My words bear no weight

How many times have you felt this way
Like you're nothing but dust but you say you're okay
I can see your scars, pretty sure it's my fault
Keep saying that you're fine, I will take your word

'Cause I believe that I can trust you
If you find yourself lost, I will guide you
What I'm saying is absurd, you don't need me
Cause too many times, I brought you tears

Don't look in my eyes
I tell nothing but lies
You've been caught by surprise
I feel paralyzed

Vision's blurry, I don't care
(teared up eyes, are you sad)
keep on drinking 'til I'm dead
(slit my wrists and go to bed)

You say you're afraid
That I'm turning insane
You need someone to blame
I am so ashamed
So ashamed of myself
cause of what I did
I have nothing to say
My words bear no weight

Spotify/iTunes etc.

My Words Bear No Weight [prod. Odece & Northeast Lights]

[prod. Diamoon] @diamoonofnhg

Drain my heart until its vacant 💔

Lyrics:
She was such a blood sucker
Howd i end up a heart breaker
Girl i know that you are a liar
But i really miss the way youd fake shit

Drain my heart until its vacant
You know that i wont try to save it
I just wanna think about her
It hurts because i really loved you 

Feel the rain drops on my skin
The ice below me's getting thin
Sink below and drown within
ill sit and watch the lights grow dim

Lights out i hope it stays that way frvr
This is my one and true surrender
And when its all over
Sucking out my blood, i just hope that i can hold her

She was such a blood sucker
Howd i end up a heart breaker
Girl i know that you are a liar
But i really miss the way youd fake shit

Drain my heart until its vacant
You know that i wont try to save it
I just wanna think about her
It hurts because i really loved you

BLOOD SUCKER!

@pposture <3

Lyrics:
[verse]
I'm getting bad to tell to someone I love you
'Cause every time I do so they leave
I'm getting insecure about what I will do
'Cause every time I try the world seems
To stop me to hate me to make it worse
To fool me, suffocate me, make me fall
I remember the good times me and you
I remember we calling in the afternoon 

[Bridge]
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone 
Now everything is gone
And I know that you won't come back

[Chorus]
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you

[Verse]
I tried to move on but that's not easy at all
I tried to go ahead but nothing seems to work
I think I've tried everything that I could
But seems like I'll never come back to you
You told me that you loved me
What's the point?
Did you just try to fuck me up?
Life has never been easy and you made it even worse

[Bridge]
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone
And I know that you won't come back

[Chorus]
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you

STREAM

Pick Up The Phone [prod. gothurted x pposture]

music video: https://youtu.be/n4sWulmLDPo

Lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mwdGPE1V6wg

Produced by Yago

IT'S GONNA BE AN ENDLESS NIGHT

Lyrics:

[Intro]
"iluvtora"

[Pre-Chorus]
i'm running out of time
im stuck inside my head
you make me feel alive
i won't sleep until im dead
i wanna feel your touch just one more time
i just want your love, you don't care about mine

[Bridge]
shit is getting hard i hope you know i'll never comeback
youre always on my mind and all i see is fucking flashbacks
i think its getting late but if u leave its gonna kill me
it's gonna kill me...

[Chorus]
id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

[Verse]
and now im getting high
drinking doesn't help
either way im in the sky
i wanna stay outside
it's gonna be an endless night
yeah under the moonlight

i wish you called me back today
but i don't wanna fight so its okay
i wish you called me back today
but i don't wanna fight so its okay
wish me luck imma die in piece
can you take my heart and come with me
i can show u all my pain that im fighting
my inner peace is what im finding

i can show u all my pain that im fighting
my inner peace is what im finding

[Pre-Chorus]
i'm running out of time
im stuck inside my head
you make me feel alive
i won't sleep until im dead
i wanna feel your touch just one more time
i just want your love, you don't care about mine

[Pre-Chorus]
shit is getting hard i hope you know i'll never comeback
youre always on my mind and all i see is fucking flashbacks
i think its getting late but if u leave its gonna kill me
it's gonna kill me...

[Chorus]
id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

[Outro]
id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

music video

killing myself in my best outfit (prod. Yago)

prod. Noria

Lyrics:
[verse]
I'm done with the love that you talk about but never show
I'm sick of feeling like I'm just another one
I'm done with the endless calls looking at my phone 
Thinking about all the feelings that I don't feel anymore
Just right now that I thought it was over
You cry and beg me to stay like a lover
I was there when nobody else was
But now I'm feeling better because

[hook]
I'm trying to live in a world without you
A world where gray's everywhere that I look
A world where you're not anymore the sun waking me up
And every step I take doesn't feel like I'm stuck
x2

[verse]
(Every step I take doesn't feel like I'm stuck)
Remember the past years spent together?
You were the one saying that nothing lasts forever
You were the one saying that I should move on
Now that I'm trying, you don't want, what's going on
Do you love me or you don't want me to be free?
I don't like that you disappear and then you don't want me to leave
You can't blame me for the decisions I'm taking
I know I said this before but

[hook]
I'm trying to live in a world without you
A world where gray's everywhere that I look
A world where you're not anymore the sun waking me up
And every step I take doesn't feel like I'm stuck
x2

A World Without You [prod. noria]

pyrrhicmusic702@gmail.com
https://discord.gg/ChhUHh3bnn
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my🖤 * heart  . still ! beats 💔 for **  you h
! * +

I Can't Live Without You

pyrrhic (@dearpyrrhic)

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