보고 싶다 혁아 네가 추천해 준 노래들은 여전히 내 마음 한 켠에 가득해 시간이 너무 많이 지나서 몇몇 곡들은 사라지거나 아예 새롭게 올라왔더라 그럼에도 이상하게 네 생각을 떨쳐낼 수 없는 새벽들이 있어 그때의 나는 참 어리고 어리석었던 것 같아 네가 힘든 걸 알면서도 당장 내가 불안하다는 이유로 너를 외면해서 미안해 나는 너를 잃고 싶지 않았고 그래서 네가 나를 더 좋아하길 바랐어 웃기지? 그렇게라도 네가 살았으면 했어 나는

후회해 봤자 달라지는 건 없겠지만 이렇게라도 어딘가에 네 흔적을 남겨야 내가 살 것 같아 끝까지 이기적이라서 미안해 그래도 이번 한 번만은 용서해 주지 않을래? 유일하게 남은 네 흔적을 끌어안고 어떻게든 살아냈잖아 살아서 너를 이토록 그리워하잖아 솔직히 이쯤 되면 얼굴 비춰 줄 때도 되지 않았나 싶어 잘 지내고 있다는 안부 더 이상은 찾지 말라는 매몰찬 인사 뭐가 되었든 다 좋으니까 딱 한 번만 더 보자 그에 따른 책임은 다 내가 질 테니까

When October Goes (sketchbook)

We watched the shadows of the dawn
looks like it's dancing all night long
lets turn the lights on
we felt the touches of sunsets
awakes underneath our nest
we both home alone

is this silence an opportunity or just my hopes
or is it just my thoughts that isn't real?
should I stay still or I have to go out or walk away
or is this just being an endless feel?

on top of the half-risen sun
I'm resting my legs as I sit
Lets just stay quiet
like staying under warm blanket
and the sunlight covers us
it will melt

Just one night of sleep and it’ll all comes back
like it used to be
It’ll be the light that protected our young nights
Let’s go see it again

Yesterday, today, tomorrow
We will be like this from now on
on and on

Hyuk Oh - Gondry (Acoustic English)

cover of Rachael Yamagata's You Won't Let Me

You Won't Let Me (cover)

Nothing Hurts Like This

OhHyuk/ Isn't She Lovely

An Honest Heart (정직한 마음) 

남겨진 사람들 (Remained People)

THINKING ABOUT // VINCENT

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Forever is the first song off of the planned future release, "Pastel" by Sam Ock. It is a mellow, jazzy farewell letter from the one who remains moving in the present, to the moment or person past. It is inspired as Ock’s farewell letter to his hip-hop collective AMP, and a deep introspection of his identity apart from the era that is now saved for his memories. This song is for anyone who has gone through the existential crisis inherent to deep loss.

Pastel is a collection of songs in late 2018 by hip-hop/jazz songwriter Sam Ock. The project is a canvas that displays the soft, subtle and light hues which veil a sensitive, pain-ridden soul searching for solace. The gentle, jazz-laced chords and crooning vocals display an idyllic scene while Ock’s honest and direct lyrics lace the work with a sense of deep longing. Pastel is catharsis for the hurting and searching listener.

-----Forever by Sam Ock---------

[Verse 1]
I got a bad case of my doubt
Six pack o' lies, bottoms up, fadin out
Letting these voices inebriate
Got no faith, man I wanna escape
escapade, vacation, call it siesta
Don't wanna try for the next semester
Flunked outta life, yea, that's how I feel
it don't really matter, man i gotta keep it real.
but on the real, can't believe you're gone
can't believe it's over, it’s been so long
over these years saw the passion die
no time for eulogy, we had to get by
growin' up always feels too hard
getting old really hurts my heart
'cause of all moments i miss
but i trust that i'm getting better 'cause of this.

[Chorus]
This will be the end of you and me
I will keep this memory
And I'll cherish you forever
This is a beginning, a new day
And I'll find another way
But you'll be with me forever

[Verse 2]
every thing i said
playin back in my head
every sweet moment
every place we went
is a part, is a mark in me
every burn is a brand i see
gotta tattoo in my soul
memories inked, permanent black gold
i don't wanna press rewind
even if i wanted to, i aint got time
healin' be facing the pain head on
letting my tears fall all night long
had our time but it's bye for now
yea we did good but the clock's run out
we did good but the clock's run out
this is my last goodbye.

[Bridge]
All beginnings have an end
Every journey has a bend
Yes your soul can have a friend
Who will love forever
All this time is wasted not
You will never be forgot
You will go into forever

Nothing Hurts Like This

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