I feel like a demon
Ain't got time for sleepin'
Poopin' 20 xannies
Can't escape the feelin'

Speedin' on the highway
Light up on a Friday
Druggies in my system
Yeah, my mom get on a tirade

I feel awake whenever I’m near her
Mary J, yeah she my dream girl
Without her I feel so hopeless
But with her I feel this closeness

Pillie make the pain go
Take me to the rainbow
Mary J could never say no
Getting fucked up, that’s the main goal

Slit my wrist like I’m emo
Blood on my Valentino
And Stockholm my cittadino
Gettin’ wasted, that’s what we know

She's so god damn confusing
Dunno if I'm winning or losing
I just want her to be mine
But I don't know what she likes

I don't know if she likes me
Feel like I'm going crazy
Tryna figure her out
But I don't know how

I don't know
She won't show
I try not to care
When she's right there

I feel like a demon
Ain't got time for sleepin'
Poopin' 20 xannies
Can't escape the feelin'

Speedin' on the highway
Light up on a Friday
Druggies in my system
Yeah, my mom get on a tirade

I feel awake whenever I’m near her
Mary J, yeah she my dream girl
Without her I feel so hopeless
But with her I feel this closeness

Pillie make the pain go
Take me to the rainbow
Mary J could never say no
Getting fucked up, that’s the main goal

Slit my wrist like I’m emo
Blood on my Valentino
And Stockholm my cittadino
Gettin’ wasted, that’s what we know

I Feel Like A Demon

Falling

I just cannot see
Why anyone would like Erik
Though people fucking love me
Can't love myself, just can't bear it
I'm just fuckin' weak
Yeah I'm always fuckin' Erik
Yeah I hate the way I look
Yeah I'm always fuckin' Erik

Girls textin' me all the time but I still feel empty inside
They always call me pretty, but I'll have to disagree
Validation is my drug and I always feel abstinence
Someone pull me from the mud I need to feel something again

I just wanna be better, it's never enough
Not enough pleasure, I'm getting fed up

Driving in the dark again
The darkness is my only friend
And I'm hopin that this shit'll end
I just wanna feel well again

Speedin' in a fast car, going like NASCAR
Sippin' on that Henny, though I'm only twenty
I see those bloodstained corpses, think I'm going insane
My brain is fucked of course it's all inside of my brain
It's all inside my brain

I just cannot see
Why anyone would like Erik
Though people fucking love me
Can't love myself, just can't bear it
I'm just fuckin' weak
Yeah I'm always fuckin' Erik
Yeah I hate the way I look
Yeah I'm always fuckin' Erik

Girls textin' me all the time but I still feel empty inside
They always call me pretty, but I'll have to disagree
Validation is my drug and I always feel abstinence
Someone pull me from the mud I need to feel something again

Maybe I will get better, just give it some time
Be patient with me, I'm on the grind
Think I'll get better, but not by myself
So god damn thankful, for all of your help


I know it's hard sometimes
Happiness is hard to find
You feel like you're alone and confined
But you can leave your past behind

I know that you'll make it, believe I'm not fakin'
You'll survive, you'll be alright

Narcissus

far away

i've been so lost inside my mind
crying, screamin, all the time
i don't know myself at all
my world of shadows about to fall

i don't wanna live no more
living feels like a chore
feeling things is such a bore
i'm fuckin' rotten at the core

lately i've been feeling hopeless
feel like my life is outta focus
so tell my friends i'll be gone by dawn
cause i can't take this world that i walk upon
i'll be dead by tomorrow

Living Feels Like A Chore

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