I've paid for my sins
all those years I admit
what's meant
from my tears
its a river that cant be filled
I've did what cant be done
it maybe a dream for anyone
to achieve
but it was wrong
I've took the wrong turn

I've passed my greatest loss
for what I had was not enough
it hurts
to know that I've lost your respect
I was left with no choice
but to stay away , away from here
its my turn
to be left in the dark

I hold on for what I'm expecting in my future
hard images comes and goes in my head
its not me , it never was
I just want to be left in the dark...



DeathCrosS Blurred Reality (The Album) 2013.


In the Dark

I think of you whenever
I dream we're here together
I felt your arms around me
it feels so real it healed me
now I found my self however
id die to say the word ,ill say
You , your my love forever
wipe away your tears , you're always in my heart..



DeathCrosS Blurred Reality (The Album) 2013.


Tears

my life is getting darker again
nothing's interesting me anymore
things went in a different path
unknown destiny is waiting for me

I tried to reach somewhere else
somewhere which was close before
then suddenly everything had changed
my path had a different range

I always ask my self why , the more I give the less I take
I never wanted to hide , hide from my own world

sometimes I feel my hands are tight
sometimes I feel its me who chose this
in the meanwhile I will try to fight
and ill always try to accept who I am

I always ask my self why , the more I give the less I take
I never wanted to hide , hide from my own world
I hate explaining and finding answers by my self , it makes me feel sick it makes no sense
I never wanted to hide , hide from my own world


DeathCrosS Blurred Reality (The Album) 2013.


Hide

my mind has caused me lot of pain each time
I think it has reached to an ending darkness
I can feel I can see the road to my big dream
some times I try to climb and reach the dark unseen

am I forbidden
am I unknown
am I abandoned
am I alone

I've never thought this will end
I've never thought it will blend
I've never thought you'll come with me
I've been blessed

I've never realize how your close to me
I've never wanted you so far from me
I've never expect you to accept my plans
you're my bless...



DeathCrosS Blurred Reality (The Album) 2013.


You're my Bless

Brother I need your help
I'm weak and so confused
no longer the same person
you knew before I left
ill wait for the day to come
I know you'll stand with me
you'll rise when I'm done
that's when your darkness glows

tie your self for the happiness of tomorrow
nothings gonna last forever except sorrow

I'm not the chosen one
there's nothing to follow
hold me before I drown
then wait to be honored
this pain is a sign from up
to show your true colors
think again of what I said
and throw away your cover...



DeathCrosS Blurred Reality (The Album) 2013.


Hope for Tomorrow

why cant I remember days , years , only moments will live in me
I'm still hearing echo's in my memory  , which cannot be erased
a part that will live in my heart , things that cannot be left behind

with my arts of love
you'll shout while I laugh
you speak to me
with no honesty
expecting kindness
from my side
ill try to show you
ill not harm you

sitting alone , listening to the sound of silence , feeling my breath gone away
I'm looking backwards to dusted senses in my mind , in my memories
leading me to get stuck in the elusions of my self 

blurred reality cant proof
what's left from the truth
I may not show faith to you
it may wound your soul

the world may sink visions into me , deep ones that I couldn't understand
freeze in a silent moment
ill never hope to try it one more time , unless it wears me to live the pain

time will help you
lies won't save you
my light will lead you
your fire will kill you...



DeathCrosS Blurred Reality (The Album) 2013.


Blurred Reality

a hidden sea of faith
smiles behind the face
it feeds upon my wisdom
and cries from what I've take
the universe I've create
it turns against my wills
it pulls the creative skills
from where I've built
from what I've gave
somehow ill be filled
but now I cant say
from the easy ways to live
to the hard times we give
the emotions that past over
believe me I cant say

it begins from the hints
the puzzle she arranged
she talks like an angel
she cries when she ends
it cares for my details
and fly to my dark skin
it sleeps beneath my shoulders
to tell me how its been
lets repeat that all again
she begs me not to spell
she search within my folders
she never finds a thing
it takes you down to drill
it kills when it shows up
it shines when its uncovered
but never looks the same

the strange days that we had lived
the insane parts that we had shared
the bright side that we had felt
the grand story to live and tell

to live and tell...



DeathCrosS Blurred Reality (The Album) 2013.


To Live and Tell

I can taste your love
within the long hard days
with me
with all the far dark trips
I still see your warm face
fills me

ill never break my words
and all the promises
I've gave
don't ever feel your alone
I'm standing here on your side
you wont fall
you know you've shaped my heart
and made me feel what this life
can give
with the door that connects
my past with what's left
is real

with all my mistakes I never asked forgiveness
for what I've done
still holding on painful memories forever
or am I done...


DeathCrosS Blurred Reality (The Album) 2013.

Painful Memories

my heart is bleeding like fire
as I followed my desire
all the memories that I made
eternal stays in my grave

the days that past so fast
makes the end freeze its time
the world has forgot my fate
and throw the curse in my face

let the darkness begin...


DeathCrosS Blurred Reality (The Album) 2013.


Blurred Reality 2013