Every other night
I open up my window
And I wish I had the strength to fall right through
But then I think of you
And what you'd think of me
And if you'd think about me anyway

I tried and tried
I can't provide all that you need
We don't speak so I keep everything in
And after a while
It starts to pile up past my teeth
And I choke on my own entropy

Why would you say so many things you know I would latch onto?
Why would you smile when I sing?
I wish I could disregard you the way you disregard me
But I feel you'll always be my everything
They say you heal with time
But every day seems harder than the last

I tried and tried
I can't provide all that you need
We don't speak so I keep everything in
And after a while
It starts to pile up past my teeth
And I choke on my own entropy

You know I tried
You know I tried
You know I tried
And tried
And tried
And tried
And tried
And
Why don't I mean nothing to you?
Why don't I mean nothing to you?
Why don't I mean nothing to you?
Nothing to you
I mean nothing to you

Why do you pervade my thoughts so much, my love?
Wish I could do without you
Still seems to me that every sunny day is yours and mine
And I know its not the case
But it seems like I'm just leaving you behind
Every time I think of moving on
What do I do without you, dear?
What can I do without you, dear?
How can I do without you, dear?
You're all I need
You're all I need

My Soul, My Beats

See You, Cowgirl

My mama asked how she could raise such a burgundy horned muthafucka
Like we not half each other
I'm trying to stack some lumber
So I can actually love her
.1 percent steady telling me I'm my own snubber
These bad-back crackerjack patsies should've worn rubber
But now I'm trapped
Hearing minimum is a warm number
Broke's such a worn bundle
How can I be born crumbled?
Rewire everything I aspire to
Somehow I stumbled
1984 in the common era
Probably can hear a
Cry out for help
Sound like Michael Cera without the haircut
My hope appears
And then disappears by the time I wake up
But still I'm spose to survive
And smile after hair and makeup?

Huh?
Never did care
Fuck 'em
Fuck 'em
Fuckas

Nobody help me
I'm falling apart
Feel like a Michael Vick dog in my heart
Grew up on God
I'm hoping for Mars
Feeling like I'm fading like my name was Stark
So close
Lady Luck keep throwing low blows
21 with a .45
Meet the most high if you roll close
Hoe
All of you fuckas are part of the code
Call me Keanu
I'm breaking the mold
And as for my money
I'll get it in gold
I'll get it and go
Can't feel my pulse when I'm off of the dro
My skin is as cold and as rigid as stone
No Emma or Watson
I'm searching for home
Sucka don't test me
I'm besting your hopes
Besting your dreams
Gotta succeed
That's by any means
Can't be working for targets at 23
By 24 you'll see me on a screen
25, I'll be in your dreams
26, I'll be a fucking king
27
Might be up in heaven with a godly weapon
Kicking Jimmy Morr up in his teeth

Ha
Ha
Ha
Never did care
Fuck 'em
Fuck 'em
Fuckas

Fuckas

I don't know what day it is
Life been tasting flavorless
I can't even swallow my pain
Colder than a glacier
Bliss
Blind, sable pessimist
I been pulling up on my reins
I keep running away
I keep on running away
I keep on running away
I keep, on running away
I keep on, running away
I keep on running, away
I keep on running, away
I keep on running away

From all of my fears
You feel me?
Thugged out all of my tears
You feel me?
Baby don't ask again
I done told you
Fucking was an accident
Okay?
Play me like a Genesis
Talking like you Nemesis
Need some epinephrine
You got me in shock
Static by the look of it
Fact is, I'm approving this
Shit

I don't know what day it is
Life been tasting flavorless
I can't even swallow my pain
Colder than a glacier
Bliss
Blind, sable pessimist
I been pulling up on my reins
I keep running away
I keep on running away
I keep on running away
I keep, on running away
I keep on, running away
I keep on running, away
I keep on running, away
I keep on running away

I don't know what day it is
Life been tasting flavorless
I can't even swallow my pain
Colder than a glacier
Bliss
Blind, sable pessimist
I been pulling up on my reins
I keep on running away
I keep on running away
I keep on running away
I keep on running away
I keep on running away
I keep on running away
I keep on running away
I keep on running away
I keep on running away
I keep on running away
I keep on running away
I keep on running away
I keep on running away
I keep on running away
I keep on running away
I keep on running

I can't feel a thing no more
How fuck do I cope?

Its clear to me
Yes, I know I can't suffice
So I'm turning in this life of mine
I told you once, my love
Won't tell you twice
Each breath ain't worth a damn
If I don't have your eyes
I won't tell you twice
Each breath ain't worth a damn
If I don't have your eyes
Each breath ain't worth a damn
If I don't have your eyes
I won't tell you twice
Each breath ain't worth a damn
Unless I have your eyes
Each breath ain't worth a damn
Each breath ain't worth a damn
Unless I have your eyes
My love
My only love
My dear
Each breath ain't worth a damn
Unless I have you
Unless I have you
Each breath ain't worth a damn
Without your eyes
Without your eyes
Each breath ain't worth a damn

Running (I Keep On)

Tell me I'm nothing alive
Fuck it
I'm ready to die
Time?
21
Body a hundred and five
Bitch I'm
Tired
Rest is all I desire
I'm sick of the dealing with priors
I'm pulling my teeth with the pliers
I'm sick of the real
Sick of the mill
Sick of my bills
Sick of my bitch
Sick of my build
Sick of my dick
Fuck what I feel
"Forty my hip"
Fuck all that shit
I'm sick of this feeling
They say I'm a villain
But where in the fuck are my lemons bitch?
I'm 'bout to kick it like Mitch
I'm 'bout to kick it like Mac on the fifth
Maybe the sixth, shit
My god, I know that I'm sick
Shit
I'm feeling inferior
The dick is still killing her though
Tell me why I might die here a liar
Listen, irrelevant
Yes I'm no better than rest of the sex
So just fuck it
I'm celibate
You are my favorite crisis
Playing with bottles and knives, bitch
Fuck niggas up if they come for your love
I will blow this shit up like I'm ISIS
Death, my one true companion
I craving your presence
I need your advances
I'm nothing but rancid and out of time
Never mind

Fuck what I love
Fuck my mind
Fuck my blood
Right?
Damn it all to hell
That shit tough
Now I'm done
All you pussy ass niggas fucking suck
You sound the same
I hope a lynch mob pull up with a chain
Let 'em hang like Hussein
I can't feel my brain
That shit been gone a long time
Now I'm Mary Jane
And when that chain hit my chest
Yes I feel like a slave
Every day
Ain't no change
Thanks Obama, that great
Damn, I'm so fucking irate
Now I'm just fucking to sate
All of my appetites
Latent, raped
So I just abdicate
Relationships drive me blank
So fuck it then, I'm a whore
Yes I'm a bottom bitch
Take a hit
Hope I'm adored
Oh yes, I hope you'll afford me
Just this moment of yours
O' Lord!
I'm bored
I'm bored
I'm bored
I'm bored
I'm bored
I'm bored

Boomy!

Here I go
I've shot myself down again
Award my scared behavior
Future valedictorian
Me and myself and I been riding shotgun
Solo
Broke soul before John was stole by Yoko
Feel like the sun ain't shone since '04
Gets so close
But them clouds is thicker than rolled oats
And that rain will kick you harder than a horse with a .44
Till they dole "no pulse"s out on your latest post
Pass that deplorable "oh poor me"
I'll spin his fucking block around the clock
These jackets hot like Panama
They'll make that nigga body cold
Now that hoe a trypophobe
Imprint in his subliminal
Then lace 'em up like fentanyl do
My boof stuck together like Jews
I'm Bobby Boucher with truth
Something bad happened to you today
Sour niggas turn sweet when I whip 'em into soufflé
Yellow-bellies red steady drinking all the Kool-Aid
burning through the paper get you put up on the news page
Nigga
Seven dutches down
It's only Tuesday
Nigga
Said he ain't about the games
But he do play
Nigga
Tell the truth
No Cruise
Bob Stewart day
Nigga
You too blue to save
I'm trying to cobble up some stones and get some shoes made
I wanna bring Broadway to the new slaves
Get my niggas hooked on that feeling into some blue suede
I shop at Whole Foods 'cause I'm boujee
And broke
So I'm staying jaded like Oogway
Hop in the hoopty
Drive to the new slave wage daze
Waste waiting for doomsday
Bitches asking for bouquets
I love 'em not
Ain't got a pedal myself
Dreams of acres and pelts
Platinum under my belt
I wake and pop out like Snake
And I wait for nothing to help
Fucka
I've been counting my days
I'm in a wrong way
I've been tracking my fate
Baby I'm going AWOL
Feel like happiness stays behind a paywall
Maybe I don't have what it takes
Maybe I don't have what it takes

Now I done told you, world
I feel so resisted when I crawl through
Your word be hitting like a piston when I call you
You say to listen
And I listen with my jaw fused
So what's the issue?
I'm spose to be able to say it when I miss you
I shed my blood
But should I spray it just to please you?
So little fire left
Should I snuff it and freeze too?
I've been so confused
Why don't you shed a little light so I can shine through?
Finally
It's been a couple decades
Will you let me find peace?
How long must I plead?
How long must I dream 'fore I can be me?

I've flushed my mind away
But it seeps through every day
And I yet can't quite remember just how long its been this way
Is it all inside my head?
Just a childish delusion?
Will I be whole again?

A Hero At A Thousand Paces

Lyrics:  

Give me all that you can 
All that I am ain't good enough 
Just stuck in rut
I pant 
Give up 
This lust for blood just loves the cusp 
My skin is pale
It loves the bloody rush 
A tender touch 
A dash of luck 
Giving a fuck 
Give me a well 
I'd kill
For that from which I could draw emotion
Down with motive
Down with motive 
Says the well to all that expels
And to all that entails 
This thought prevails 
Give me the real 
Give me the real 
Get it!

My Personal Prime

𝙊𝙖𝙩𝙨

Lyrics: 

Feel?
Want it
Sealed?
On it
Kill
Don't it?
Yeah
Feel?
Want it
Sealed?
On it
Kill
Don't it?
Kill
Don't it?

Fear?
Fuck it
No crabs in a bucket
I've been through it
Never love it
Damn, I hate it all
Every second
Every minute
Every hour
Living livid
I'm a cannibal
Eat away the jaded caw
Bleed black blood
One drop every river thought
Fi foe fum
Here I come
Peep the carrion
I think I'm dumb
Never fun
Dreaming in a slum
151
Drugs never come
Just try
I've tried
Every foolish hoping moment
I've lied a lie
Drapes lower and lower
I cannot provide
In plight fetishize
I pry my desires
Nigh alight

Feel?
Want it
Sealed?
On it
Kill
Don't it?
Yeah
Kill
Don't it?
Kill
Don't it

Bitch I'm coming up with platinum status
From Chicago to Calabasas
I'm in the fabric
In the denim
In the genes
Hawk the venom in the spleen
Every dreg dare to second piece
Yes please
Release me
Everything you got
You better give it up
Whether it's pussy or peace or property
Send it off
Welcome supreme sovereignty
Pitiful screams
Harmony
Bitch you better seize from your knees
Ain't no peace coming
Hanging like the KKK in my system
Remember these tendencies?
Dread in the pistons
Fed since an infant
Shit covered incense
It's alright
Fuck you types
Infant me missed them

Feel?
Want it
Sealed?
On it
Kill
Don't it?
Yeah
Feel
Want it
Sealed
On it
Kill
Don't it?
Kill
Don't it?

Fool

𝙁𝙤𝙤𝙡

Lyrics:

I'll kill 
Any motherfucker that could jeopardize the deal 
Fuck how I feel 
Can't let that nigga take the wheel 
My shit 
My shit 
Cut to show the veal 
My risk 
My wrist 
Fuck another feel 
I'm sick of all you pussy niggas stinking up my oxygen 
Kill 'em all 
Morbid drawl 
Bitch better let my carbon in 
Choke on a very honest whinge 
And a cutthroat nigga 
"What a lawry"
Bitch 
Goddamn right 
Float down that river just to spite 
This crimson tinge is best of life 
Fuck revenge 
I lust the strife 
Fist fuck you bitches 
Stifle every whim with no respite 
Goddammit 
Where's my revelation? 
Where's my right to life?
I search for this most every night 
And every lead is snuffed of 

Time crawls 
Slow still 
Laughs and inks the fucking quill 
No love letter 
Won't get better 
Tell me it will 
Past the loss of patience 
Won't you free me from this abdication?
Non-complacence breeds a fragrance:
Hatred to the core 
I said 
Can't be well 
Can't be held 
Can't be fed 
Fused to sheets 
Lost in head 
Used to teeth 
Hostage 
Bare 
Tell me, please 
Only friend 
Why can't I contend?
What's the difference?
Me
An inch 
My constant's got the bends 
Well fuck it all 
Fuck my brain
And fuck all it's affiliates 
They don't mean shit 
After all who's down the well with this?
Why don't you get it?
What the fuck's the deal?
It's not alright 
Got so few strikes 
You see it through the veal 
And still 
Tell me what to make of all the rage 
I'm sick of lapping pity scraps you pass me through the cage 
Again and again 
Experimental ends 
Tried everything and nothing works 
A fucking beetle's dirt 

I've seen all 
There's nothing more 
Sweet dreams call 
Can't ignore 
Ceaseless breathe
Can't afford 
Let it fall 
Let it fall 
Flatline brings paradise 
I see past these blinds 
Relief 
Relief 
When'll this be all mine?

And to all those who look past me 
Past my point of no return 
Know well my vengeance is it's own 
Have not the power overturned 
Revenge is it's return 
I'm off my rocker 
Lost my chops 
Fuck that being heard 
I'm fiending 
Need that lovely burn 

I've seen all 
There's nothing more 
Sweet dreams call 
Can't ignore 
Ceaseless breathe
Can't afford 
Let it fall 
Let it fall 
Flatline brings paradise 
I see past these blinds 
Relief 
Relief 
When'll this be all mine?

Zane Alexander

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