I got no feelings left for you my lil dear 
Was wrapped in ideas that I had since we kids 
Ion gotta chase what you left for you secrets you kept 
Ima just do what I said 
And stay by myself 

I know my purpose
I know how hoes work
I know my time spent wisely ain’t on this homework 
Feel like i’m gon burst, if they don’t tell da truth 
Stay in ya own lane, don’t care what’s healin you 
I dropped up outta school, really on my own shit 
I can't een call home now, feel they disappointment 
This world my own and, ima do what I’m called to do 
Still thought that you called for me, I guess that wasn’t true 
Waited here for better days hatred fanned a bigger flame 
Now we both ablaze 
On the paper wrote your name, threw it in the fireplace 
Watch you fade to gray
Stepped up to the plate 
Then you backed away 
Now I’m sittin watchin ash disintegrate
Now you sittin on your ass I’m making plays 
I’m "done livin in the past" you got your way 

All my love is in a drought 
It’s all out 
And it’s been that way for awhile 
Used to kick it on the weekends we can’t feel that feeling now
All those secrets that you holdin never told what that’s about 
When I catch myself thinkin now just learn to shut it out

FADE2GRAY

SINS OF THE FATHER PROD BY (DONNIEKATANNA X LEVEL!)

Chill bill got me high but i cant smoke wit yall
No fear but i think i hear the demons talk
Anxious tell the homie that im bout to leave 
On the real i just really want to hang with me
I been growing up
Just a lil bit
Im employed twice 
For the thrill of it
Need to get my blood boiling cuz i see im way too relaxed
Anger makes me realize where my problems are at exact
I got so much to lose if i decide to fail 
If i said i didn’t then just know that im lying for real
I got my family on my back and i know how they all feel
Im observant, didn’t talk much, I think that is my skill
Family thought i was weird 
Emotions do not appear
Pops told me as a baby that I barely shed tears
No reaction to grandma passing that was this year
My mind stuck on what im stuck on need to 
get it in gear

But there’s pros and cons to everything my family a mess
My brother mad at dad cause he communicates less and less
I should talk to him and let him know but im just like him
I procrastinate and agitate myself just like this
So my therapy is smoking but i must be alone
Making music write my problems that come straight from my dome
If im not alone im anxious gotta pass him the blunt
Talk ab some shit this player did i never seen it
I don’t care for the sports 
I don’t care what he did
Oh the Suns at the ship
I say congratulations 
But i could really give two
I got a new attitude 
Im working towards stacking this cheddar let it rot turn to blue
Im tryna get me a new car with that new car scent
A tank that will get me far with a foreign accent
I never had a new car that was younger than 10 
Right now im whippin a 05’ with that clear ass tint
They can see what i do, they can look right through 
Doesn’t mean they know what im thinking my mind stuck on them blues
My dad just bought a new Nissan that he can’t really use 
He done digged up a hole
That our house can fit in
Im talking me my step mom and my brother all of us can fit in
But its really just us
Im thinking bout me and my dad
Been with him ever since pre k at least he kept me glad
He really deserves an award 
Im working to offer him more
I know he likes F150s and the new year Rams
Even when they were St. Louis he still fuck with the Rams
He tried to stack some of his bread up but instead got scammed
Kind of remind me of me
Get rich quick scams weak
Gotta work hard for real

Growing Up (prod. CharlieP)

Hood Baby

Amnesia by 66mingo X Adham X TreBouncee (prod. reon vanger)

compassion mp3

burned out!

bird’s song #paprob

JUDE X SONIC XO X DOMDOM - AMBIENCE

Prod. by Justice.
Cover Art by Jeret
Mixing/Mastering by Mikey Wizard
Lyrics y Marshall Davis
Recorded at Mikey Wizards Studio
Lyrics: And all my homies
in the mud
or dead 
getting locked up 
or working hard 
to make sure
that they baby fed. 
popping pain 
pills 
or fucking with some adderall 
stay up 
till the 
morning 
recording a couple verse 
hurting 
from these emotions 
haunted from 
all my problems 
calling out 
out all my homies 
and swearing 
that they don’t know me. 
Im just O
G living 
you can see it from the way I walk 
and I ain’t cripping
probably think it 
from the way I talk. 
pleading 
Insanity 
Afraid to see 
my dad in me 
repeat 
the same
mistakes 
hate to say 
that’s the 
man in me 
I 
Pray 
the day
 to come 
I can feel padowan
battling all my demons
and mastering inner forces 
of course I drive porches 
2 doors 
4 courses 
legend like 
John Morrison 
Only doing endorsements
cost a grip 
baby I’m lost in it 
know when I plead the 5th 
found me a better bitch 
Aye 
Aye aye aye. 

I 
know a bunch of fuckers
chasing a deal,
who wouldn't even think twice 
Bout 
paying a bill. 
I'm so great
motha fucka
you would think I be made. 
You a fake
Motha fucka
couldnt even get laid

I’m saying

I 
know a bunch of fuckers
chasing a deal,
who wouldn't even think twice 
Bout 
making a mill. 
I'm so great
motha fucka
you would think I be made 
You a fake
Motha fucka
couldnt even get paid

FADE2GRAY

endoffeb

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