Mixed/Master: deadpan
Lyrics - deadpan:

When did I lose control?
Countless bridges burned like a candle 
I lose control? (x2)

Absolutely, you can rip my trust 
fucking push it up towards the white hot sun 
Melt away my life like wax 
Smell of deceit and you know it cuts like ash.
All I see is white dead eyes 
Polished well to never claim disguise.
A White hot sun.
You Burn as one . 

When did I lose control? 
Countless bridges burned like a bible.
When did you become everything I hate 
And won’t succumb.
I’m sick and tired of 
You pushing you’re own health aside for drugs 
You’ll soon be dust. 
You burn as one. 

(I suffered because of you.)

I won’t die. that’s just what you want. 
If there’s death I hope it’s quiet.
Don’t ever come to my wake 
Screaming gospel that you fake. (X2)

Spitting gospel that you fake
Don’t ever come to my wake.
rather die then see your face.

Isufferbecauseofyou.

I love you, Cecilia. I’m sorry everything is happening in a flash and I’m sorry you can’t process the what’s going on at your own pace but I’m glad we’re together and I’m happy with who you are. Some days I wake up and know my life has purpose and it’s you. - WAS.

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Two Different Songs. Two Vibes. Inspirational and dark as all hell.

An Exorcism...

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made my own DNB song with influences. From old PS1 games to pinkpantheress. hope you like it <3

Lyrics: 

The memory will fade
I dont know what to do
Countless times I’ve been Hoping, searching for you (x2)

I’ve tried my best to keep the love 
But, When you yell, enough is enough.
I’ve tried my best to keep above. 
Keep the love. 
Time, again (I’m chasing this high.)
Kind, again (I don’t think this time)

The Memory will fade  
Won't remember your face

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My First attempt of a real Corridos for my late grandmother:

Rebecca Argot 🕊️
 
Lyrics: (I’m a terrible Spanish speaker who will get better) 

Recordando en Silencio 
Colibrí alimenta Flores 
Mi dolor seguir 
(Remembering in silence)
(Hummingbird feeds again)
(My pain will go on)
•
I will move away 
Nectar always stays away
(Te veré en otra vida)
• 
I’ve been awake 
I’ve been passing time
No tears to fake. 
Cause she knows I’ll be just fine.

I Love You To Death.

Te Amo Hasta La Muerte (Demo)

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A mixture of different types of influences that I’ve learned along my musical journey. Screamo/EMO

y luego hubo silencio by deadpan

Picture frame of memory.
Hopeless lies of recovery.
Slap my wrist another time
I told your God that I want to die 
Holding on to every word 
A cold Thursday is so absurd
I’m never hungry just thirsty for worth 
I’m Wasting time on the planet earth 

(I know I shouldn’t claim that I’m a fucking disappointment)

And the rain won’t stop 
It’s to late to drown. 

I Don’t know how to cope, without eyes as knifes cutting me. 

(Into the shape they need. x3)

y Luego hubo silencio

y luego hubo silencio(Demo)

Born and raised Los Angeles native trying to make some
music to change someone’s perspective of life...
(Twitter/Instagram: deathpanorama_)