01 nothing left to live for

ever get the feeling of being totally helpless
have you been forced in hole you cant crawl out of
did the person you love turn away one one day,turned against you
left to suffer alone in lifes cold hand. in lifes cold hands

when i look back at a life in peace,theres no release,ive failed at this game
only thing i have left taken from me,nothing left to live for

why do those you love go away theres nothing to live for
the ones you care about suddenly leave nothing to live for
shut themselves in and shut you out nothing to live for
why do those you love go away theres nothing to live for

all that ive worked for has been flushed down the drain
life proves to be a waste of time again and again
someone please show me a reason not to give up
someone please offer me hope and show me love

the pain is overwhelming,theres no release,i want to cease to exist
only thing i have left taken from me,nothing left to live for

why do those you love go away theres nothing to live for
the ones you care about suddenly leave nothing to live for
shut themselves in and shut you out nothing to live for
why do those you love go away theres nothing to live for

ive been drained of my will to give.my will to live
what are we without others to care for in this violent world
why is it the people you care for the most that hurt you the most
left to suffer alone in lifes cold hand. in lifes cold hands

when i look back at a life in peace,theres no release,ive failed at this game
only thing i have left taken from me,nothing left to live for

why do those you love go away theres nothing to live for
the ones you care about suddenly leave nothing to live for
shut themselves in and shut you out nothing to live for
why do those you love go away theres nothing to live for


01 nothing left to live for (unmixed rehearsal)

02 no salvation in this world

ive been pushed off the edge 
now i cannot feel
only way i could hang on
the only way i could survive
what have i become
a mirror of whats around me
am i a soul less monster
no feelings just hate

now i reflect crystal clear
i am society's mirror
no one can ever get near
i built a wall of fear
a wall of fear

now im just waiting for them
to cut off my hands
it doesnt really matter 
im not holding on tight anyways
iv'e never asked for much
but now i imply
please finish the job
so i may rest in peace

no salvation in this world
as i watch my life unfold
temporary solutions
heartbreak and alienation
no salvation in this world
as i freeze in this cold
temporary solutions
no aslylum no vindication


02 no salvation in this world (unmixed rehearsal.no bass)

03 waiting for the end

no i didnt ask to live
why is the pain forced on me
what previous life have i squandered
what will i do to deserve this
i want to be unborn
please disentegrate me
no i dont want to exist
i am waiting for the end

am i someone elses nightmare
am i someone elses story
theres no future theres no hope
wont go down in a blaze of glory

weight of the world on my shoulders
no ultimate satisfaction
pushed away and thrown around 
used,abused,beaten,bound
i want to be unborn
please disentegrate me
no i dont want to exist
i am waiting for the end



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