bloodsekai - world despaired | 未修理 B-Side

didn't pitch this one

she said
she cut her wrist
photos
in our fucking texts
i am 
not made for this
i can
not take this shit
she said
her life is sad
blowing 
up my phone again
saying
that she wants me dead
but she
keeps on coming back

and i can't see
a future with
her in my life
but i won't leave
her pretty face
drives me insane
i cannot stand
to see her bleed

psych ward girl

cover of my favorite blink song ^_^

its alright
to tell me
what you think
about me
i wont try
to argue
or hold it
against you
i know that
youre leaving
you must have
your reasons
the season
is calling
your pictures
are falling down

the steps that 
i retrace
the sad look
on your face
the timing
the structure
did u hear
he fucked her :(
a day late
a buck short
im writing
the report
on losing
and failing
when i move
i'm flailing now

and it's happened once again
ill turn to a friend
someone who understands
sees through the master plan
but everybodys gone
and ive been here for too long
to face this on my own
well i guess this is growing up

and maybe
ill see you
at a movie
sneak preview
youll show up
and walk by
on the arm
of that guy
and i'll smile
and youll wave
we'll pretend
it's okay 
the charade
it wont last
when he's gone
i wont come back

and it's happened once again
ill turn to a friend
someone who understands
sees through the master plan
but everybodys gone
and ive been here for too long
to face this on my own
well i guess this is growing up

dammit

ive seen u for a couple days now
and i wanted to ask u for ur cord
but theres this girl that ive kinda liked
but we havent rlly talked that much
and i wuz thinking i couldve asked u out
and i wuz i kinda thinking that u might like me too

u r rlly pretty 
and u r rlly freaking cute
and i wanted to ask u 
for ur number
but i dont have any confidence

guess my life is just fucked
fuck girls
and do more drugs

i want to die

im based in every way

im girl on r9k 
im on ther everyday 
im looki9ng for a friend 
or something more i guess (x2)

incel bf 
yeah i want that 
i need more drugs fucked up 
on the prozac 
break hearts yeah girl now i do that 
im on top of the threads ye im cool now 
i dont fit in 
im not like other girls 
ima neet 18 and im unemployed 
on my friends list i got like a hundread boys 
love to use them yeah they mf fgucking toys

im girl on r9k 
im on ther everyday 
im looki9ng for a friend 
or something more i gues (x4 or somethign)

wujek - i'm girl on /r9k/

prod me ft @bloodsekai

@yukisasayaki:
can u see my lies
theres no god up in the sky
just a pessimistic guy
always need a point to cry

need a fucking life
cut my wrists up with this knife
cuz ur always fucking right
and i wont put up a fight

no one even cares
im a loser i get stares
try and talk to u
i wouldnt even dare

suicide is so quick
reality is all a trick
suicide is so quick
reality is all a trick

can u see my lies
theres no god up in the sky
just a pessimistic guy
always need a point to cry

need a fucking life
cut my wrists up with this knife
cuz ur always fucking right
and i wont put up a fight

no one even cares
im a loser i get stares
try and talk to u
i wouldnt even dare

@bloodsekai:
blood is pouring 
off of my neck
u rly should've died 
when she stabbed u in the eyes
all these bad thoughts clouding my head
i cant even think i just want u dead
knifes are laying down on the floor
its always so silent after war
i rly thought u said i was urs
but  i guess all roses are covered in
are covered in thorns

brought this on myself
and i know it cant be helped
i fell in love with hell
cuz i fell in love with hell
i rly loved ur hair
and i rly wish u cared
now im staring at the end
at the end i just stare

can you see my lies w/ bloodsekai

kmk discord server - discord.gg/EyaZkHkwZG

instrumental / mix / master: @bloodsekai | featuring: @odihu @bloodsekai @foreverstained

[odihu:]
im feeling empty like no ones at home
im scared im gonna die alone
a feeling that nobody knows
and my head is feeling really cold
its only me inside of this school
everyone stares at me like a fool
in their heads i think that theyre judging me
or its just my thoughts that are killing me
i deal with this shit like everyday
i really do not like my face
why not just speak to me and say im okay
i wish someone would just take my place

[sekai:]
stuck in this school
idk what to do
im not comedy
not another stupid fool
and all of these jerks
and all of those jocks
they treat me like trash
just another kid to mock
wallowing, wallowing everyday
sobbing crying in the hallways
feels like the protagonist left me in the rain
u'd think by now i'd know my place

[odihu:]
im feeling empty like no ones at home
im scared im gonna die alone
a feeling that nobody knows
and my head is feeling really cold
its only me inside of this school
everyone stares at me like a fool
in their heads i think that theyre judging me
or its just my thoughts that are killing me

oh no
oh no
oh no
oh no
oh no
oh no
oh no

[lifeless:]
in ur crystal palace
i enjoy this poisoned chalice
i see ur face thru the flashing lights
yea ur glare stabs my guts wit a knife

my ice heart
is shattered art
are u ashamed
blood splattered face
u turn away
i jus suck in pain
my hearts filled with waste
all i am is a skeleton
i'll still be a gentleman
maybe i'll feel real again
maybe i'll just settle in
i cant hold this embarrassment
maybe i was too love bent
i watched u disappear into the crowd

music too loud u cant hear me shout
pulled to hell i cry on the ground
pushing thru jus to find u
why's it odd that i see two
its him yea its him
ur lips fixed to his
i'm hollow chested and my eyes are lifeless

imdyingalone

w/ @odihu beat by me

https://open.spotify.com/track/7enEtmXyYpxWA8ZU1cspgL?si=243f9b6a0db14f55

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type

its like lately ive been feelin horrible
cuts on my wrist man i hope they dont notice tho
gonna grab my pistol shoot ur face so i can break you
you took my heart and now its broke i fucking hate you
dont run from me
i really need company
why cant you see
you make me feel so lonely

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type
i wanna be someone
that u like
i wanna be someone 
that u like
i wanna be someone
that u like

cant wait for the day that i can make you mine
when you look me in my eyes your face just looks so sublime
but its hard to keep you close i really try
every single thing i do for you is just never right
so ill just rot
inside of my bed
replays of your voice stuck in my head
said id kill myself
but instead
im gonna grab my fucking gun and shoot you right in your head

its so hard 2 make friends :(

red riding hood

red riding hood (ft. deathwish)

h4rtbrkr - u will never be xo_willow

https://open.spotify.com/track/3Nb8bB1ApT9z4M3fLnykmy?si=e56a297aa5ca46dd

prod me + featuring @odihu

lyrics:
bloodstained door
lets walk right through
this stupid whore
she think she's cool
i have to tell her
she's like helen fucking keller
i wanna fucking kill her
embarrassing as is
go ahead and steal my kiss
purse ur lips against his
then mine against my wish
u want me in ur life
i want u dead tonight
a rascal in plain sight
so pretty yet so blind
she's blind and deaf like keller
so even if u tell her
it's wrong she won't get better
won't get better

she thinks that she rules the world 
but shes just a stupid girl
shes so stuck inside her head
i wanna catch her and leave her dead
she thinks she can steal from me
ill kill her right in a blink
hes only mine
one day she is gonna die
she thinks that she rules the world 
but shes just a stupid girl
shes so stuck inside her head
i wanna catch her and leave her dead

bloodstained door
lets walk right through
this stupid whore
she think she's cool
i have to tell her
she's like helen fucking keller
i wanna fucking kill her
embarrassing as is
go ahead and steal my kiss
purse ur lips against his
then mine against my wish
u want me in ur life
i want u dead tonight
a rascal in plain sight
so pretty yet so blind
she's blind and deaf like keller
so even if u tell her
it's wrong she won't get better
won't get better

helen keller (ft. odihu)

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