This part makes me feel like my non existent dream girls laying next to me telling me to fly away from existence with her

https://soundcloud.com/wakeup-gavin
vocals mixed by @cpt_sad

every time i step outside gotta double up
this beat im on is hard as fuck
talk to ur bitch i try my luck
i know that she wanna fuck she wanna fuck
yeah she wanna fuck!
how i know cause she talked me up
she pulled me off right to the side said baby let me slop u up
idk what the fuck ur on about i just wanna get this nut!

played out 
fade out
all these thoughts inside my head
they fuckin sound the same now
never one to do this shit in front of you
i gotta keep it to myself
i been in the background worrying all abt my health 
every little detail you thought you knew so well
was all apart of the plan i wont pick up my cell
stashin all my shit up in the centerfold
i get pulled over but theyll never find the fuckin shit im on
baby wont u let me go jus let me go i gotta go
every second away from my addiction thats a deeper hole
i dig for myself
i need sumn to distract me
nothin in this world will ever seem 2 make me happy
i flick my ash all up in the backseat
drive away my feelins like a mf taxi
something in this light makes me see 
every detail in ur face
theres no fucking way ill ever remember this day

i step outside gotta double up
this beat im on is hard as fuck
i been always tryin my luck
but idk what the fuck is up
i know what u be thinkin
i know i cant be wrong
i know what i be thinkin
i thought it all along
life will surely change in the blink of an eye
what once made me laugh will now bring tears to my eyes
im off away with it
i never fuck with this
i dont want to believe 
that what u did to me
is still fuckin with me to this day to this day
i just wanna throw it all away

music video

stash it in the centerfold (prod wakeupgavin)

loneliness consumes me
all i see are spirits i'm abusing
i feel like a ghost am i translucent?
life is getting old
should i just do it?

every night i dream about a perfect end like hemingway
i got nothing left to say
i'm always drawing a blank
feels like i'll never fit
abstract shape
can't look in the mirror cuz i hate my face
i been drinking so much
cuz without that i can't depend on anything

i feel like a ghost

loneliness consumes me (prod. taylor morgan & caspr)

SUL SUL! (prod reesoo)

@ihateshinigami

full album, split into its respective singles

OXYGEN

prod by taylor king
♡https://soundcloud.com/ianriver♡

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Alive At Last 2

YungJZAisDead - Until I Die(Prod. by Hrbn Lgnd & SoloMon Grungy)

can't break a smile
there's hell in the stars
go for a swim
can't break a smile

tell it to me straight
tell it to me straight
you don't got the time i know i can wait

over-contemplate
over-contemplate
i know you're back with him just don't hesitate

moreland

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