FIST. (rawuncut demo)

instrumental demo of song to come!

Produced by Young Dumpling + debbiedahmer

_childsplay [INSTRM]

a first voice effort in something super important
to the example of what dahmer means to debbie
to every man who took advantage
for every sexual assault survivor
for everyone who walked home at 5am crying
for every blurry experience with a man afterhours
for every time you felt vulnerable
for every family member who disobeyed your trust
for the strength to take your power back
we are all survivors. 
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I’m sinking in paranoia
Sinking deep into sin
Another man undercovers
Another boy to tell me when
As soon as you're deep inside me
Another sip to forget
Turn around to look behind you
Face too pure to let it in

Another bump, on the lover
Another to tell your friends
Hit me up on his bar tab
Too much sleeping in
Blast it to all that’ll listen
Block it out and never mention
Another one who forgot u
Another one who lost their kin

Love the taste of a drunk kid
Another lit, hit, and shot
To soften the penetration
That i almost forgot
Let me pour you another, child
Come sit here on the couch
Ill rub your shoulder, rub it out
You’ll still be pretty when you wake up

Lost all my change
And its early morning
Bus pulls up and fell right through
Children staring, at the horror
This is just my chock in tens
Hope one day, they’ll remember
Hope one day they’ll believe
The concept of consensual courtesy

I survived and I know
Another drink won't kill my soul
Just numb out every other word
Every bit i sprinkled on your mouth
So cried, but i'm alive
Made it out, of your door
Back to work, smiling high
A normal day, nowhere to hide
But you can't break me
Cuz you're weaker
Another tweaker
You're just another dude who tried
Just Another dude i survived

Mmmmm…..
Just another dude i survived
Just another dude i survived

Produced by Young Dumpling + debbiedahmer

_childsplay

Dive deep, sink deep, six underground
Death no concept , cept for a clown
Marvel at the military
Plowin through the ground
Makin haste, throwin waste
Citizens in bound
Bounties, referees, secular religious towns

C1:
Mother teach me how
Godmothers worries not around
What is this system we weed
What is this useless degree

TELL ME
Mother you were wrong
May seem weak but im fuckin strong
Money may be the key to a wife
But i aint about that life
TELL me, TELL ME, TELL ME

Therapist, roofie rest, sixty minutes go unfound
Rapists, children missed, slavery in every town
North west, chri$tma$, florida
The rest in kilos
Jonbenet, amber, cher alert
Hide yo kids and yo wife avert
Next level alchemist
FTW bout to gain power
Narcissist, weight lift, that's just online
Meet him, wanna fist, but your name i decline
aHole, AOL, 13/f/ from nowhere
Catch this predator with iced tea and a smile
Finally no jc penney or dime 

C1:
Mother teach me how
Godmothers worries not around
What is this system we weed
What is this useless degree
TELL ME
Mother you were wrong
May seem weak but im fuckin strong
Money may be the key to a wife
But i aint about that life
TELL me, TELL ME, TELL ME

B1:
Tell me mutha dear
Is this letter not sincere
Will lightning strike me hard
From hell up above
Or will this witch bitch
Like carrie rise above
Will this water be my key to life
Or will this blood spilt become my sun-shine
TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME

written:debbiedahmer
Prod: debbiedahmer + bk35

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