(Drunk) Smile for the Pavement

Smile For The Pacement (demo)

Beaches(Production by Rich Mitcheee)

Jack (Demo)

Devil In A New Dress (Remix)

Big Dick NIgga V2

Cypher 34

world war trump everyone getting fucked
i aint staying quiet not keeping my tongue tucked
bloody are the hands of the man with the spray tan
demanding that we follow his wishes as he commands 
I dont know bout you but i think he got tiny hands 
my slanderous ways will get me killed I bet i die a man

with my head held high staring fascists in the eye
wave a flag in the air ill take them down if I can

run run fast as you can
the choice has been made 
we got a mad man

run run as fast as you can 
we fucked up this place 
dont even pretend

whether or not wer voted we fucked this up and we know it 
we wanted something so different but how did we get the motive 
going broke hell of a motivator to a sociopathic individual power player
popping off at the people griping pussy just like its legal but fuck it hes blue collar 
grab a beer shoot some people

Shadow Over America Cypher 44

Same Job

waking up to the thought of you missing in my bed
hear me fucking screaming I said I was leaving and I did
drunk and rowdy listen to nothing the sickness in my head
ate away the happiness everything that we ever did

everything that we didn't do everything that we shoulda said
now we fucking broke an my heard inst bleeding its just dead
 like my feelings im  dealing in grey seeing  dread
 like my happiness hearing your voice inside my head
 
asking my why I'm leaving my temper is always steaming 
its tempered in the oil of fucking up and my inner demons 
wish I could fight em wish I could push em down out of sight em 
but they creeping back and packing heat they treat me like a siren

lure my away bringing me down they know when I'm hiding 
bringing me nothing but pain that promise is inciting 
I been burning legs like im burning bridges wheres the sirens 
when theres smoke theres smoke theres fire a liar liar a burning island

its like real friends real shit depression I feel this'
aint nobody care about me hope she fucking feel

Real Friends

Lucid Soundz

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5j8rKytLQw4&t=0s&index=3&list=LLViBuQaiKXyA6M4cYZna5Ow

I said im tired cold and lonely  smoking on a dope tree
looking at my failures  stacking up because they own me
tired cold and lonely making music mostly
cigarettes and rye because I wanna die low key

thought I could make it as a rapper I should know better
im from the place beside the river with the cold weather
i know that dream is a pipe im  not a go-getter
someone tell my father hes right im applying low pressure

to all the things in my life like my job no pressure
when my sister is going to be a professor
she knows im proud but that shadow is like an oppressor 
kick me when im down im irrelevant like my displeasure

for the choices I made in my life smoking was tight
waking up to coughing fits in the night
its like I wanna die cant do it right 
so I grab that filthy cigarette to smoke while I sit and I cry

known to be unbalanced not a typical guy
im playing dungeons and dragons wishing I was high
somebody grab me a whiskey I think a fifth will do fine
no ima throw it back toss it down fuck suicide

unless im drowning my problems my thoughts on dropping out of college
the fact that im jobless I used to work inside of an office
im nauseous everything is spinning im just saying raw shit
one foot to the ground stabilize, lost it

people fucking telling me that im an alcoholic 
tell me get a handle and I tell em I drank all it
dont you see the humor got a problem and its chronic
self deprecating lackadaisical caustic

I guess its in my nature native american poet
a barley literate savage with dreams of being the dope shit
everybody hearing my shit staying they be staying stoic
cant tell if im a bad musician or omen

I said im tired cold and lonely  smoking on a dope tree
looking at my failures  stacking up because they own me
tired cold and lonely making music mostly
cigarettes and rye because I wanna die low key

out of order verses im cursed cause no reversals
what the fucks the purpose to practice my own rehearsals
I dont like the prep my mistakes they are always eternal
wear em like a vest so the threat seek doesn't them bleak hurdles 

feel like im that dude in that kendrick song sing about me
gun shots 'for they know what to say about me
self inflicted a round in the chamber staring at me
snagged it from the darkness the part of the ocean grabbing at me

pull me down pull me away from my purgatory
write is down in a book cause its full of allegory's 
hope my poetry helping somebody potently 
know its a sad story cant help that I tell it woefully

I said im tired cold and lonely  smoking on a dope tree
looking at my failures  stacking up because they own me
tired cold and lonely making music mostly
cigarettes and rye because I wanna die low key

No Pressure

Instrumental: https://soundcloud.com/sohlomusic

Intrusive thoughts passively play in my mind 
Poking and prodding my buttons emotions are high
Keep it hidden I hope that they heal with time 
All wounds stay open the salt of the earth in mine 

Big enough to fit a whole person my torso is ripped open 
Vision goes to black blood spills to the floor im focused 
Pouring nothing but my feelings in the ocean 
Hope im Big enough to feel small bet im loud enough to show it 

Its not a scream but a whisper the words loud 
Steady streaming out my mouth drizzle down like a storm cloud
Thunder crashes makalini mother fucker im with thor now 
Notch after notch after notch on my belt now

The death of my ego and its rise from the ashes
Is that cigarette smoke or a phoenix thats blowing past us
Fire in my lungs i know it's burning when the past is catching up to present day  
Unpleasantly I ask it 

When do you go away  
Can I make music when you’re gone
The muse of a toxic relationship 
withered health made my writing strong 

I made myself weak 
I dependent on your loving arms 
And now i wish you'd go away
from the words I write on every song   

Everytime i think about love its you that im stuck on
Its fucking bullshit
I just want to move on 

Memories of holidays 
I spent them with you 
Every one

Just another phase in my life 
And its over now its done

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