Away in the Night

I'm So Sorry By Love Eli (Sped Up)

Blur

Hate

Runners

lyrics:


Guess who got back
Im already on my way
Bitch im tryna hang 10
Since im already on the wave
Block bust
Who the fuck in here is bitched out
Not us
Press the button
And the doors fly off the whip
Im walking on this shit
Its wearing in just like chucks
I just bust up in the booth
Man this blunt is charged up
Ya im smoking on some Jupiter
And im blowing out these Oort clouds

Every time I hop inside this bitch im going all out
Every time u call me on some shit u build a dirt mound
Once the worst said
There’s aint nothing we could talk about
I dont see the problem that u have
But its dead now
Talk about
There aint shit to talk about
I just hit the window with some porcelain
Now hop out
Pop out
I need someone else that I could put down
Pull the mask down
Say it again oh they shook now
I feel I cant let it get the best of me
Ya I feel all of my demons take a breath with me
This shit full of sharks
Some of them called friends
Some of them called yours
And they aiming for the heart like blow
Jump when u hear this shit I turn the whole crowd
AP somewhere on 4th going in get wild
Ya I hit the stage it look like something from 8 mile
I was just a child
Shit look at me now

Guess who got back
Im already on my way
Bitch im tryna hang 10
Since im already on the wave
Block bust
Who the fuck in here is bitched out
Not us
Press the button
And the doors fly off the whip
Im walking on this shit
Its wearing in just like chucks
I just bust up in the booth
Man this blunt is charged up
Ya im smoking on some Jupiter
And im blowing out these Oort clouds

oort (jabarionthebeat)

raw vocals
guitar by michael harrison

I’m so afraid right now
feel like I’m close to the end somehow
thought I was just getting started
and now I’m stuck in my tracks

I’m scared that it’s all for nothing
I’ll lose it all in a blink of an eye
I devoted my life for this and I’d die for it

and I’d die for it
I’d die for it
would you die for it?

it feels like it’s all coming after me
they got my life on a stopwatch
feels like my own brain is after me
who even needs enemies
when you got urself straight torturing
put myself in a minefield
can’t even win when it’s my field
I’m losing a home game
how am I losing a home game?

home game

AGONY

AGONY-Love eli

Instrumental by Nheva x eien.
Vocal production, mixing and mastering by eien.
Enjoy this despair of mine.

Lyrics :

Can you show me love?
A sign from up above
You're drifting past it all
A shadow is set to fall
In the silence I hear your call
(woah)
So how can we begin?
You're turning into something
It all repeats again
I'm not the man you wanted 
So how can we begin?
You're turning into ashes
It all repeats again
I'm not the man you wanted
You can show me love
You can show me love
You can show me love
The sun from up above
You're drifting past it all 
A shadow is set to fall
You can show me love
The sun from up above 
You're drifting past it all
A shadow is set to fall

ashes(Prod.nheva x eien)

throwaway

I’ve turned through every page in the book
still don’t know if I shouldn’t or I should
cuz you taste so bittersweet 
it’s like it shouldn’t have been me
but I can’t lie to you, it feels so good

feel like I should’ve known better
is this everything I wanted?
cuz I got it but I wish that i could-

take a u-turn, let it crumble
watch it burn down into rubble 
hoping that you go and find another one of me 

bitch I wish you would
but you prolly could
(oh why?)

wish u would

reupload. someone took it upon themselves to upload "eyelids" to all platforms as their own song and in turn, my upload of my own original song was copyright striked and taken down automatically. this is the same song just slightly pitched down. if it stays up without issue, enjoy.

produced by never forever


lyrics:

i know that i'm clouded
hope the sun shines someday upon me
I’ll open my eyelids
and see what I was missing 
cause my mind was so weak
crack open a smile for all the times I couldn’t speak
my mind

it don’t even matter, never lost faith in it
now I make a little pape with it
fuck around make a name with it
this a cold brew with some pain in it
now the boy got some age in em
same book but the page different
set a bookmark but it kept flipping on me
I’m running outta time

eyelids (reupload)

Bleed

light green prod. mimo + bonxpf + rossxo

Please Stay

a lesser evil prod. mimo + blsq

prod. grayskies

[LYRICS]
I remember what you did
You told me that you’d stay
I gave you my whole heart
And you just threw it all away
What we had it wasn’t perfect
But I still think that I’d say
I really really loved you
Even if it was all fake

And somehow I still wish you stayed

I knew we weren’t perfect
But I still tried to wait
I thought it would get better
Could you tell me if I’m late
I’m trying to find the feeling in my heart
That your love gave
This love I can’t forget
And now I realize it was fake

Oh what do I do?
I still think about you
Oh what do I do, I do, I do
Oh what do i do?
I still think about you
Oh what do I do?

I remember what you did
You told me that you’d stay
I gave you my whole heart
And you just threw it all away
What we had it wasn’t perfect
But I still think that I’d say
I really really loved you
Even if it was all fake

And somehow I still wish you stayed

I knew we weren’t perfect
But I still tried to wait
I thought it would get better
Could you tell me if I’m late
I’m trying to find the feeling in my heart
That your love gave
This love I can’t forget
And now I realize it was fake

I remember what you did
You told me that you’d stay
I gave you my whole heart
And you just threw it all away

fake

IKNOWYOU prod. vvspipes

fools day. warm up
all plats now

produced by narxi 

lyrics:

the devils in my room tonight
hoping that I take the bite
pray my wrongs could all be right
that all my work would just suffice
extinguish hope and all the lights
the tables set for you and I 
I care bout your joy more than mine
if I walk out, am I justified?  

tell me when it all blows over
this rooms filled with paranoia
I admit I shoulda told ya
that I’m not ur strongest solider

and I never been, I know
I’m just frail flesh and bone
I hate the way you’ve changed ur tone

the devils in the room tonight 
the devils in the room tonight

you’re getting the best of me
I’ll take all the time I need
go and keep yourself alive for me
live your life then die for me

the devils in my room tonight
hoping that I take the bite
pray my wrongs could all be right
that all my work would just suffice
extinguish hope and all the lights
the tables set for you and I 
I care bout your joy more than mine
if I walk out, am I justified?  

am I justified?
cuz the devils in the room tonight
hoping that I take the bite
oh
cuz the devils in the room tonight
the tables set for you and I

suffice

[LYRICS]
Sometimes I wish you never came
I was fine before I heard your name
But then you came around and changed me
Now I'll never be the same
Oh will I trust again
Troubled minds am I insane?
No you're the one to blame
No you're the one to blame
Girl you're the one to-
These nights I've cried my tears go fast
I've got nothing left for me to last
I can't take no more, of the lies oh can
I lean on you before I collapse
Still stuck in the past
Oh I might collapse
Sometimes I wish you never came
I was fine before I heard your name
But then you came around and changed me
Now I'll never be the same
Oh will I trust again
Troubled minds am I insane?
No you're the one to blame
No you're the one to blame
Girl you're the one to blame

(adlibs for 2nd drop)
Am I insane? please tell me now
I might collapse, my legs feel hollow
You let me fall you let me down
I can't get up myself please  tell me how

prod. Rick Hardy

collapse

I Let It in and It Took Everything

Screaming

sorry not sorry. exiting 2020 entering 2021

thanks for a great year!


Q and Ponch on the intro.
kenna (@kenaede_) and jades on the outro


lyrics:

*a conversation about nuts needing strangulation and snapple*

I’m so sorry but you’re not what I need
I need some self love to get me on my feet
I don’t care how you feel about me so
Shut up, you meant nothing to me from the start 
x2

I fucking hate this place 
Get me out get me out I have no reason to stay
I have some old friends who gon say that I changed 
But they waited til now to even mention my name at all
So fuck them And I don’t care what they think
It’s a shame. it’s their loss that they ain’t like me until now
But it doesn’t matter I don’t think I need them around anymore

I’m so sorry but you’re not what I need
I need some self love to get me on my feet
I don’t care how you feel about me so
Shut up, you meant nothing to me from the start 
x2

This is my perfect victory, that’s right I win

Away in the Night

DeBruh