Put up the camera and look at me
Put up the camera the pain you see
I cant do it all
I cant see what you want
What you want x6

What You Want

Play in the snow, no where to go
But was it always about you
You took my hand, then left me again
Now december's freezing without you

Oh give me a gun
I'll blow my head off
Oh give me a gun
I'll just set it off

You know I will 15x

You Know I Will

Lyrics:
Somedays i wish was dead
I wish a wolf would come and find me and just tear me to streads
Ill never understand what's happening 
but im Just dead
I'll kill myself someday
But I'll wait until im famous to be gone one day 
Im hearing voices in my head and they'll evolve someday
I'll never understand what's happening to me
I'll understand what's happening to me
I'll never understood
I'lla never understanded
I'll never understood

I’ll never understand

You know, you cant forget me
You know, I was meant for you

You know, I am perfect
You are worthless
Dig in your skin
I hope you rot

Picture yourself in my arms
Maybe we could live on a barn
Baby its not a race
Oh I hate you but theres no way

Cut myself but its not the way
You know ill bleed for you

BLEED

guitar by me

lyrics
im home at 3
folding my clothes
you buzz like a bee
around in my skull
lights on the tree
she loves when it snows
december breeze
feel it on your nose

bitter

kaysnoto:
yeah you run round my head
as the days go by and i feel alive again
if i get time would u see me then ill be fine if were just friends
you did again i did it again
you did again i did it again
is it the end
yeah you run round my head
as the days go by and i feel alive again
if i get time would u see me then ill be fine if were just friends
you did again i did it again
you did again i did it again
is it the end

december:
I hate the sight of you
I did what you wanted me to
Wanted me to
I HATE YOU
You said you needed some time
But your walking with another guy
Oh, tell me the reason why
Or maybe I should just die
I said I hate the sight of you
I did what you wanted me to
I can still smell the scent of you
But you know ill do it again

do it again (feat. kaysnoto)

Lyrics:
Break my bones when u fall
Can’t help no body else 
Help me
I thought you were tall
but that’s somebody else
Idk what to do 
I’m trapped inside my room
Lonely my head gets to spinning 
I really think of you

Singing (monologue)

deleting later

the water ran down , as you looked back at me
the Creepy crawlys is crawling up my back

I forgot your name I shouldve wrote it down
Im losing myself I might end it

Im losing my head , i guess im better off dead
oh someone put me to rest , i wanna lay my head
im sinking but im not dead , but was it worth it.

i havent been sober ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ :-(

my lover, my wave

PROD  MERCENARYCHILD
12/01 FIRST DAY OF WINTER

im starting to see clearly
now that im 17, i can breath
my fingers run through my hair
and everyone sit and stare

no one showed up
so i just shut up
im losing my spark
the lighter i spark

i smoke my years away
will i make it past 20

seventeen

december 1st

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