all of hvk

(song was replaced)
circa. September 2022

old ways demo

working on an album, sorry for the wait [it'll be worth it]

everything by me (with real drums and guitar this time)

lyrics:
wake up
you're daydreaming again
I know you too well
I know you too well
wake up
just to fall asleep again
but this time it's not the same
just a feeling I can't shake

I don't know where I belong
the river of indecision
in between right and wrong
now I'm spread thin between all I love
the people who care are all so unaware
I don't know what to do next or where to go now
and as I break down you tell me I'm not half the man I used to be
I'm not half the man I used to be 
that I used to be!

wake up
I'm daydreaming again
of a place that I can go
clear my mind of it all
I don't wanna wake up
from the world inside my head
my thoughts surround my mind in a flash and leave me there for dead

I tell myself I didn't need them
but that doesn't help me one bit
we hold life so close 'til we've lost it
and only then ask what we did
I fell out of favor with death
I've been around so many times
it's a face that you'll never forget
it hides in the back of your mind

I wish I could be there for you
I wish I could be there for you
I wish I could be there for you
I hurt when you leave
I hope you don't leave

I don't know if it matters
I don't know if it matters to you
just like glass my mind shatters
I don't know if I matter to you
tried to talk to the pastor
tried to talk to the pastor to prove
I'm trying to get better
but we both know that isn't the truth
the only thing I've learned
Is all that I love burns
it didn't have to be this way
that won't change that fact that it is
I know we're better off alone
I love you and wish you the best

daydreamer

produced by okayjml

out everywhere woo

lbgri qp tfednf | tepcu

i just watch
the leaves fall
and everyone crowding round my body after i freefall
I don't want to be the only person you gon grieve for
i can't really make you the blame because it seems all

life has been given a chance
I really wanted to go talk to you all in advance
because it seems that I fucked it up all over again
i just been jaded in my room, I want to fucking ascend
i know that this is the end

turn the tv off
i dont wanna see my mangled body on the screen no more
fuck the alcohol
I can give all this venting a try, but after that i wont fight
(no more)

ive been leaving my camera on me while i prepare
watch me drive into insanity and pure despair
I been wasting my energy watch me peel and tear
i couldn't ever drive through my roots, now I'm thinking life isn't fair

I've been seeing all these ghosts inside my room
I never knew where to go until i found you
im gonna break soon
watching you leave my body behind made me look like a damn fool

Again, I see why
I couldn't ever end it on bad terms
we straight like a bad perm
but you never answer
you phone i guess
that's signal
or you're ignoring all my missed calls

i just watch
the leaves fall
and everyone crowding round my body after i freefall
I don't want to be the only person you gon grieve for
i can't really make you the blame because it seems all

life has been given a chance
I really wanted to go talk to you all in advance
because it seems that I fucked it up all over again
i just been jaded in my room, I want to fucking ascend
i know that this is the end

hvk.

jaded

ovp | tepcu | tfednf

I just been releasing all of these thoughts inside of my head
the park goes too dumb, we don't ever rest
ever since we formed, yeah I swear that we feelin the best
every single day, we just chill until the sky red

I can't separate from the bro's (ever)
We've been tryna get to the cash (cheddar)
when do you think that we gon stop? (neva)
Hit the bro's we slide to the bank, pull out the beretta

and the .45 cal get to getting what the fuck we need
we next in the scene
turn 12 red pockets into motherfucking green
We gon make sure the stock stick straight to the beam

ever since we all started talking, we never waste time
I’m fine
swear I'm an insomniac
voices building all up in my head, I wanna have em back
People tryna talk to me, I know that they don't have my back

Every single thing in my life is a gradual hill
I ignore all that shit and go and take a pill
next thing you know it in a year, we making a mil
or two

say I'm similar to
someone that they heard before

probably me
see me from a closed door
call it a cheat
meet me on the first floor
I ain't a fiend

I just really want your love
only for me
stay under my feet

like soles
My clothes
shoot off when you're right next to me
life goes
I know
that its all celibacy
dont reap
what you sow
dont ever want you to leave
I want you staying with me
I'm the only one that should keep

track of how I feel in the meantime
feel like nothing's real, it don't feel right
way too overkill, paint the sky white and black like mono
red tips hollow

I just been releasing all of these thoughts inside of my head
the park goes too dumb, we don't ever rest
ever since we formed, yeah I swear that we feelin the best
every single day, we just chill until the sky red

I can't separate from the bro's (ever)
We've been tryna get to the cash (cheddar)
when do you think that we gon stop? (neva)
Hit the bro's we slide to the bank, pull out the beretta

talk down when the time is shifting around me
talk abt ur fake friends n leave me 4 dead weight
i dont got a problem with u but u movin like a snake
everybody talks about u in this town like
get back when everything feels convenient
everytime i talk 2 u i try to be lenient 
i dont got a problem with u but u movin like a snake
everybody talks about u in this town like
everybody looking round their shoulder
alleyways clear ur  moving aroudn the corner
make amends eveyrthing is different when ur looking thru the lens of scared man not afraid to do some scary shit
8 fold all told
and im blindfolded until it bends
i dont intend to do some backtalk
talk about abt the park and ur gonna get some backshots
(wtf)

I just been releasing all of these thoughts inside of my head
the park goes too dumb, we don't ever rest
ever since we formed, yeah I swear that we feelin the best
every single day, we just chill until the sky red

I can't separate from the bro's (ever)
We've been tryna get to the cash (cheddar)
when do you think that we gon stop? (neva)
Hit the bro's we slide to the bank, pull out the beretta

and the .45 cal get to getting what the fuck we need
we next in the scene
turn 12 red pockets into motherfucking green

ovp remix ft. qlein

rolo | tepcu | tfednf

attention when I walk into the room i'm a statement 
meant to be a bother, now I'm stuck up on the pavement
watching all my moves, you would think I'm playing snake 
man i could be better than the rest, but i stay spent 

i say less 
but i mean more
when the pain wrecks
through like three doors

yeah you don't need a warning 
cuz you crossed that territory
in the past, no room here for mistakes there's only purgatory

feel my teeth when i bite back
feel the force when i strike back 
all the pain yeah I like that 
all the hits yeah i fight back

attention when I walk into the room i'm a statement 
meant to be a bother, now I'm stuck up on the pavement
watching all my moves, you would think I'm playing snake 
man i could be better than the rest, but i stay spent 

i say less 
but i mean more
when the pain wrecks
through like three doors

yeah you don't need a warning 
cuz you crossed that territory
in the past, no room here for mistakes there's only purgatory

feel my teeth when i bite back
feel the force when i strike back 
all the pain yeah I like that 
all the hits yeah i fight back

statement

ttthou | tepcu | tfednf

one, two, three, four
one, two, three, three, three
one, two, three, four
one, two, three, four, four

one, two, three, four
one, two, three, three, three
one, two, three, four
one, two, three, four, four

one, two, three, four
one, two, three…
(shit.)

Don’t 
Just text me when you’re bored
I’ve been staring at my phone just waiting for you
I been reconsidering my feelings for you

Don't
“Don’t let go”
That’s what she told me when I said I wanted to leave her again

one, two, three, four
one, two, three, three, three
one, two, three, four
one, two, three, four, four

one, two, three, four
one, two, three, three, three
one, two, three, four
one, two, three, four, four

I can’t keep putting on an act for someone I don’t love
So tell me if you want to recommit or let me run

I might be happier if we go the second route
Less of a chance of there being someone else
I’ve been running from the root of the source of the problem
Leaving you behind is the only humane way to solve it

I see you falling down
But I won’t come to help
Rather dip than just drown
In sorrow than I am to wealth

I know that you need me to the point that you start crossing all my boundaries I hate being so in love

So

Don’t 
Just text me when you’re bored
I’ve been staring at my phone just waiting for you
I been reconsidering my feelings for you

Don't
“Don’t let go”
That’s what she told me when I said I wanted to leave her again

one, two, three, four
one, two, three, three, three
one, two, three, four
one, two, three, four, four

one, two, three, four
one, two, three, three, three
one, two, three, four
one, two, three, four, four

one, two, three, four
one, two, three, three, three
one, two, three, four
one, two, three, four, four

one, two, three, four
one, two, three, three, three
one, two, three, four
one, two, three, four, four

chosen prod. me

tepcu

the way you took my heart and then my head
you left me speechless
I don't think I can forgive the way you've made me feel, you've got me

losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my
losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my

thoughts for you
i've been too
deep in your trance, it's my
solitude
only you
all in advance I've been

stuck
i've been stuck
i've been

losing my sanity wonder if I'm about to pass out
getting a grip on reality might just make me tap out
nothing else
to control me while getting my ass out
swear you got me bout

losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my
losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my

thoughts for you
i've been too
deep in your trance, it's my
solitude
only you
all in advance I've been

losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my
losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my

thoughts for you
i've been too
deep in your trance, it's my
solitude
only you
all in advance I've been

saudade

a song about a boy named jack who is left in an open air void after trying to save the world, until a mysterious door appears that leads him back to the earth he saved sixteen years ago

[verse 1]
plant my feet on no ground
are we all safe and sound?
sixteen years, open jail
spent just screaming, "god, ive failed"

[prechorus]
this place aint worth the wait
it all will fall with the snow
ill stew here in my fate
a hundred years

[chorus]
tell myself what
what i once was
dont mean a thing
when im in this place
and ill tell myself (whatever i want)
what i once was (do what i must)
dont mean a thing (its all nothing)
when im in this place (when im in this place)

[verse 2]
soul of light, my demise
save the world, lose your life
suddenly, theres the door
take me back please, take me home

[prechorus]
this place is what ive missed (this place aint what it seems)
since ive been gone, in the void (it all will fall down with the snow)
but something is amiss (this place aint what it seems)
this world has changed

[chorus]
tell myself what
what i once was
dont mean a thing
when im in this place
and ill tell myself (whatever i want)
what i once was (do what i must)
dont mean a thing (its all nothing)
when im in this place (when im in this place)

[bridge]
jagged eyes
pointed stares
take a walk, weave through all the apathy
shake the feeling that something is wrong

is this life just what i
left behind, is it mine?
is this life just what i
left behind, is it mine?
is this life just what i
left behind, is it mine?
is this life just what i
left behind, is it mine?

place - demo

fun time wit gang B)
@hvk2

original song and og pitch version! :
@quadecax8
https://soundcloud.com/quadecax8/a-la-carte-feat-brakence-1
https://soundcloud.com/epkim/a-la-carte-og/s-CMpGY1scqJZ?si=eecc1795eb3b48bc8b9d68ae19b4131f&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

a la carte cover (quadeca) (wit hovik)

tsuyunoshi - What's Gotten Into You? (f. zzavi)

Produced by ily2 & Chris Marek
Mixed and mastered by me
Lyrics by me

Back then, wasn’t doing well, oh
Last year wanted to kill myself
But I chose to be a loner
It’s better than being sober
My friends on fentanyl now
Can’t seem to be seen alone now
Shitty weather and this shit is cold out
Cheap drugs and the shit is sold out
It’s hard to believe that you wanna be with me
Oh, but mother always said
That this shit ain’t pretend

And my mother told me, “It’s better to feel lonely
Than trust someone you don’t love”
And as I get older, I realize I know you
More than I thought I had before
And I don’t wanna know you anymore 

I’d shoot myself before I leave you behind
You’ve got the touch of serotonin in mind
You live your life without any repercussions 
I’m angrier than ever, take it out on percussions
I ain’t what you want, you ain’t the girl that I fucking loved
Yeah, something changed, there’s no other way
Either you leave before I run away
And I won’t lie, you’re better living life with someone else
But keep in mind, you’re someone that I love more than myself 

And my mother told me, “It’s better to feel lonely
Than trust someone you don’t love”
And as I get older, I realize I know you
More than I thought I had before
And I don’t wanna know you anymore 

I’m breaking free from my cell
Fuck you, I wish you’re in hell
I hope you rot in the dirt
I wish that this shit would work

And my mother told me, “It’s better to feel lonely
Than trust someone you don’t love”
(You don’t love)
And as I get older, I realize I know you
More than I thought I had before
And I don’t wanna know you anymore

facade

mother always said

mother always said [p. ily2 + chris marek]

watchuwant (prod. neverforever)

prod: sabrr, pk, + lizzeri
mix & master: DiLo

luh song for funzies
i hope you enjoy

if yall really want it on all platforms i can do dat lol

sorry mama dukes

ur my world

original by @sanriorose
took jack off (not perfect since i couldnt find the original flp)

a la carte cover (quadeca) (wit hovik)

dec 21

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