i don't see the world or my life getting any better and i have thoughts about how i would rather end it on my own accord

replaced

lyrics: suicide on my mind
she smiles at me
she’s so kind
her pale skin
and green eyes
her black hair
and small thighs
angelgirl living online
i wish that she was mine
i want her i need her
but i’m too scared to go outside
my life is boring
i’m scared to go outside
my life is boring
i’m scared to go outside
my life is boring
i’m scared to go outside
always i know
you’ll be at my show
watching waiting
commiserating 
say it ain’t so
i will not go
turn the lights off
carry me home
keep your lips still
i’ll be your thrill
the night will go on
my little windmill

my cold heart reaches out for you
i’m so sick i’m turning blue
i hope you know how you make me feel
drawing my blood to know i’m real
i hope you know how you make me feel

always i know
you’ll be at my show
watching waiting
commiserating 
say it ain’t so
i will not go
turn the lights off
carry me home
keep your lips still
i’ll be your thrill
the night will go on
my little windmill

suicide on my mind
she smiles at me
she’s so kind
her pale skin
and green eyes
her black hair
and small thighs

lmfao im sorry

scars 4 u they're bleeding out scars 4 u need healing now

scars 4 u (xofilo)

skinny loser

manipulate & gaslight
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feat @luvwillow
@deadat18
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mixed + mastered by me & willow
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Stupid little liar w/ luvwillow

motorola ft. luvwillow

prod soturesu

doll joints rotten 
girl u got me starvin
yea u know u caught me
this a graveyard classic
walkin by the den
the wolves just wnt ur lil heart
its rlly cold the frost is hurting
to breath is becoming hard
a porcelain doll rotting from her knees
were in the canyon girl
no one can hear u scream
i think its cute how they plead
for me to stop before they bleed

wanna make a movie y u w a truly
call it scream bitch and ur sidney
i know what u did last summer
with a big bloody knife ur a backstabber
its a graveyard rave
were dancing in the cemetery
singing in ur velvet dress
and i think its kinda scary
i need to calm down im getting overwhelmed
i need to cut ye fuck my health :(

despoiled romance ur love is all i need
after this facetime do u wanna meet
call me at midnight
tell me where u r
ill find u later by ur scars
a dozen lambs await for thine flesh
to eat upon, how thy will end
an ember halo for the evil angel
can u plzz kill me even if its painful

rotten jointed doll #graveyardclassic

lyrics:
it never is forever
it always ends whenever
you'd like to be together
you know its bad however

was she really an angel?
you were never together
seems like a bad decision
shouldve trusted your prevision
were you really an angel?
you were always together
everyone saw the collision
shouldve made a division [x2]

this is time for the adoration
let me give you some dedication
story so short but it shows my time
in everyones life its never their prime
maybe i should explain some more
fuck the sex part let me adore one
i wanna cry in your arms
satisfy my greatest one

(was she really an angel?
you were never together
seems like a bad decision
shouldve trusted your prevision
were you really an angel?
you were always together
everyone saw the collision
shouldve made a division)

was she really an angel?
you were never together
seems like a bad decision
shouldve trusted your prevision
were you really an angel?
you were always together
everyone saw the collision
shouldve made a division [x2]

this is how the story ends
dont know if its fine or less
maybe she will find a man
you will always be someone
story so short but it shows my life
story so short now is the suicide

angelsong (prod. xnti)

DREAD + hoshie star (Kaneda)

I can be your dumb slut, do you wanna marry me?
Kiss me when my corpse dies, you can fucking bury me!
I can be your dumb slut, do you wanna marry me?
Kiss me when my corpse dies, you can fucking bury me!

Tie me in a ribbon, make my pain your melody.
Cut me into verses, write our names in elegy.
Bleeding through the vial now, I'm haunted by your stare.
Your love is like a joke, bitch, there's nothing I can change. 

yuh yuh yuh yuhhhh 
yuh yuh yuh yuhhhh 
yuh yuh yuh yuhhhh 
yuh yuh yuh yuhhhh

I can be your dumb slut, do you wanna marry me?
Kiss me when my corpse dies, you can fucking bury me.
I can be your dumb slut, do you wanna marry me?
Kiss me when my corpse dies, you can fucking bury me.
I can be your dumb slut, do you wanna marry me?
Kiss me when my corpse dies, you can fucking bury me.
I can be your dumb slut, do you wanna marry me?
Kiss me when my corpse dies, you can fucking bury me.

Do You Wanna Marry Me? *prod. NyanMan310*

( old )

Bite marks on my neck 
I don’t wanna cover them up
Your hands around my throat 
Yeah, that’s how I feel love
We can crash this car
I don’t care if we live
Cut my chest open
Take whatever I give
You’re fucked in the head
And I think that’s hot
I’d bleed out for you in the parking lot
If hell’s where you’re going
I’m taking my turn
I’m not tryna save us
I’m just here to burn

parking lot (ldlad)

Bb I don’t even know 
Why I wanna fucking wake up
Every day feels the same
I just wanna give up
Im tired of my skin
Im tired of my head
I keep thinking about
Dying when I’m lying in bed
You say you love me
but I don’t feel shit
My chest feels heavy
N my brain won’t quit
I laugh when I’m hurting 
I smile when I bleed
I am not alive
Im just rotting underneath

Im a wreck
Im disgusting
Im nothing at all
I post my pain online 
just to feel like I fall
Feeling like the tin man
When I can't be fixed
Want to be broken where nobody exists
Bb im screaming 
But it’s quiet to you
You look so perfect 
when you’re broken too
I fucking hate myself
I don’t wanna pretend
I’m not looking for a cure
I just want it to end

kissluv^^ (ldlad)

fuck it
u can carve ur name right into my chest
if i die tonight at least i’ll die obsessed
we r both fucked up, yeah, that’s why we fit
hold my hand tight while we sink in this shit
slice n slice my fucking wrist
stalking me just stop it bitch
tell me that u love met too
tell me that u’ll bleed too
ur perfume's in my lungs while i'm choking on smoke
everything we do feels like some sick inside joke

cut my skin open just 2 see if i’m alive
u love the broken parts but i fucking hate this life
i’m throwing up blood, bathroom floor is my bed
u keep saying i’m dramatic but i just wish i was dead
razor in my mouth, yeah i wanna taste the pain
scream into the mirror, swear i’ll never b the same
u said “baby pls don’t” but u cut urself too
so what the fuck is love if it’s not me + u?

fuck it
u can carve ur name right into my chest
if i die tonight at least i’ll die obsessed
we r both fucked up, yeah, that’s why we fit
hold my hand tight while we sink in this shit
slice n slice my fucking wrist
stalking me just stop it bitch
tell me that u love met too
tell me that u’ll bleed too
ur perfume's in my lungs while i'm choking on smoke
everything we do feels like some sick inside joke

u say “ur fine” but ur eyes don’t match ur words
we both know u love me fucked up, in the dirt
shaking in the fucking bathroom, breaking bones that won’t break
fuck it, i’m done, i just scream at the walls

tired of bleeding
tired of screaming
tired of bleeding
tired of it all

slice n slice my fucking wrist
stalking me just stop it bitch
tell me that u love met too
tell me that u’ll bleed too
ur perfume's in my lungs while i'm choking on smoke
everything we do feels like some sick inside joke
cut my skin open just 2 see if i’m alive
u love the broken parts but i fucking hate this life
i’m throwing up blood, bathroom floor is my bed
u keep saying i’m dramatic but i just wish i was dead

hold my hand while I rot (decay)

@welcometocorpseparty

blades blades to your face
you're such a pretty doll and I wanna carve your name
you're all I wanna taste
with such a skinny waist that I just wanna break
I wanna kill you my way so Imma grab my-
blades blades to your face
you're such a pretty doll and I wanna carve your name
so hot when you decay
I hate when you escaped oh god oh what a shame
I really hate the monster I slowly became
cut me up make me feel disgusting
you're a gory whore but yknow I love it
stop it and chill I do it for the thrill
you're a pretty little whore and I wanna see your guts spill

omg you're such a pretty doll to me
I'll cut you up I'll give you plastic surgery
I'll cut you up I'll give you a lobotomy
I'll cut you up and I'll be the last thing you see

@ecstasywhore666

a blade is all i need
shut up bitch its not that deep
stalking u all the time
u jus wanna escape from me
i just wanna cut u up
drink ur blood i wanna cut 
shotgun 2 my head
now i fucking died
feel so scary at the night
keep the cutter by my side
ima chop her head off
ima let her body rot
bitch why u stalking me
i Thot we're so apart 
hrt in my veins 
feel so fucked up in the mind 

corpseparty x watchherfadeaway - blades #hrt (whfa x incelcidal)

similar 2 friday night horrormovies

im so fucked up i forgot my name
bb kiss me bloody it all feels the same
i don’t care if u lie just make it hot
tell me that u love me even if u do not

puke on the floor then i'll kiss ur lips
laugh till i choke on the pain i sip
life’s a haunted house w the lights all gone
bb fuck it all let’s keep moving on

bb got a razor in my pocket now
you’re the only reason i don’t pull it out
bb dance w me while the room spins round
if i crash 2night don’t make a sound

every kiss tastes like cigarettes n dirt
i laugh when it stings cuz i love the hurt
take my hand, carve ur name in my spine
i don’t give a fuck, just pretend ur mine

snuffcide :

last night im alive afraid u wanna cry
but u make me cry see it on my eye
damn i feel lost, i pretend to be, these things that im not
im a fraud, leave me dead like a dog
hands in the air
they all dont see
that im crying all alone
u mean so much for me
walking alone it hurts so bad
u left me dead u dont rly understand

plastic veins w snuffcide (decay)

prod @hakari

@ldlad

like a dog i feel so lost
everytime you want to talk i feel like i'll fuck it up
my head fucking hurts & you're crying on me
i wanna cut u up so you're always with me

my arm feels numb & i love it
i'm so sorry i can't stand you like this
i wanna hurt i wanna die
you're the only one i need & i promise it's not a lie

@sogory

taking oxys
i cant breathe
cut me till im dead
u on liveleak cut my body
romantic suicide
so obsessesive when u cry
romantic suicide
i love it when u cut ur thigh

everytime i fall in love it makes me wanna cut
light a cigarette in my hand
im bleeding in the bathroom
obesessive gory girl
im bleeding in the bathroom
pls get out my head

like a dog i feel lost w sogory!! (hakari)

Back with another twist.
This time it’s a JAYR0ME remix of You Broke Me First by Tate McRae – emotional, melodic, and reimagined with my own sound.

Same heartbreak, new energy. 🖤🎶

– JAYR0ME

hold my hand while I rot (decay)

Decaying4u

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