RottingInside : https://soundcloud.com/rottinginsid3

It's Not My Day w RottingInside (IhateInvain)

Prod Kvader
With @bxnemxrrow

LYRICS:

Im better off alone yea
Away from your love yea
Can she cure my loneliness
or will I fucking rot?
You're such a different person than what you used to be
I dont enjoy talking to you anymore
I want to disappear without a trace
Leave my body there to rest
Can you be my pretty guest
Walk into my own mess
Be my pretty princess
Call me fucking reckless
Baby im so heartless
So can you be my heart
I fucking miss you
yeah I fucking do
Everyday I just want to cry
Slit my fucking thigh and I'll make you cry
I want to disappear without a trace
I dont want to leave this fucking place

Mxrrow:

yall being so toxic
i cant feel my eyes 
and im getting my fans
we been partying and dancing

my ex feeling toxic
and she wants me so bad
fuck you bitch youre fucked up
cuz you do not deserve me

i been cuttin deep but i can see my healing
she is in my past i dont care about her feelings
baby youre so dumb, i dont see no point in talking
you cant change my mind and you make me feel disgusting

i been cuttin deep but i saw that u been cryin
fucking kill yourself, bitch you dont deserve no life 
and i dont care if your friends, talking shit about me
i got numbers so, cant u see im getting money

Disappear without a trace + mxrrow (KVader)

master @p3acexo

The One Peace hahahahahahh

KISS MEH + Peacexo (ldlad)

Now on spotify 

prod n mixed by me
mastered by me n @P3acexo

Lyrics :

She started cutting up my skin
Voices screaming in my dreams
She told me that she'll never leave
Only that it was a dream
Pretty eyes hide lies
They are never good ones
Her body's fucking mangled
Cross my arms and keep them tangled
Her name starts with Alex
Write her name with some Italics
Tilted up my fucking life
Now I wanna fucking die
Cross my heart and hope to die
Keep the razor by my side
Baby im a fucking stalker
I am such a fucker
Ring around the rosie
Hang me with some rope please
Choke me trough the phone screen
Lame ass brokie
Saw u in the bus today
You ruined up my fucking day
Your voice is so angelic
I swear its just magnetic
Get out of my fucking head
Im trying to forget
Remember when u held my hand
And told me that im cute

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@p3acexo :

cut me up
show me love
bae im desperate for ur touch
bruise me up
feel my body
maybe u can give me drugs

its been tough without u
cut myself without u
i hate when im around u
cant even call but im bout to

someone really gotta tell you u a bitch
yea u left me at the lowest rly treatin me like shit

dont got no empathy
cuz ur dead to me
ur an enemy
cant b friends w me
im so fucked up
hear ur remedies
want ur love so bad its killing me

yea
and i dont wanna relapse
u say u fw me and then u fucking leave me to crash
but honestly id go back
dont give a fuck bout the past
you really hurt me but i love you
ill get stabbed in the back

lifeless + peacexo

putrid + rivr persn

Now on spotify

prod master mix me

lyrics :

She thinks that I care
when she fucking slits her thigh
I got a million problems
And Im trying to just fix them

Stalking her on pinterest
I'll see the fits she wears this night
Stitched her up and now she wants to
cut me till I say good night


Pretty straight red hair
I swear im not obsessive
Think Im stuck with feelings
That she left on her own way out

Her journal's full of sketches
She's got OCs based off me
She doesn't use colors
Cuz her mind is super empty

Think that you're so clever?
You got shirts stained with your own blood
Drawings full of terror
Yet yourself in them

See me at your window
Imma come to slash you up
I think ur in the wrong here
I swear ur so depressive

decay

Prod mix me
master ldlad
w snuffcide

Yes im aware that there are some clicking sounds , I made this in a rush and couldnt fix them

Lyrics :

Decay :

Always comes to highschool
And looks me in my eye
I think she wants me dead
But I have no fucking time
Melatonin down my throat
Really helps me sleep
Sing me a lullaby
And dont peak
I hate her everytime she walks past me
Why do you still give a fuck about me
See her everytime when I go home by bus
Sits there in the corner making nothing but a fuss
3 2 1 hide and seek lets go
pictures of ur corpse all over my phone
Her body's really cold
She's in my wardrobe
Keeping it locked
So no one can find your corpse
Knife in my pocket but I wont really use it
Got no shit to lose, but i dont want to abuse it
Body in the closet, no one knows her name
never letting go, trapped inside my game

Snuffcide :

and u look better dead
let that get in ur head
can u do it tonight 
n stain ur wall red
carve my name into my wall
im so skinny chronicle
such a pretty dirty doll
in a lonely sadning fall
i dont look too friendly
i cnt even bare me
scars like sally
may god fkn spare me
inner lies a crooked smile
a sad goodbye its been a while

Decay :

Thought I saw you move, guess I was wrong
Got you in the dark where you can't belong
Cold breath on my neck, but I don’t feel the chill
Fucked up my mind, I took the wrong pill
3 2 1 hide and seek lets go
pictures of ur corpse all over my phone
Her body's really cold
She's in my wardrobe
Keeping it locked
So no one can find your corpse

locked + snuffcide

Thank u @kaneda_7 for the main melody midi

Prod , mix me
master @ldlad

Sorry if there are some clicks in my vocals mix was too heavy

Lyrics :
Dust in the milk glass
Claws under the bed
Static in the hallway
There's a voice in my head

If I drowned in perfume
Would you still breathe me in?
We stitched ourselves together
But I’m fraying at the limbs

There’s a mirror on the ceiling
watching me sleep
The bruises form patterns
constellations on her spine

I filmed your last breath
On a camera made of time
Your eyes spoke in reverse
No language, just a curse

Her skin hums a ghostly hymn
Beneath the autumn dirt
kitchen full of lies
and my name's scratched in the tiles
Developed in a dream
Where beauty rots in style

A ritual at dinner
Forks wrapped in gauze
She eats like she’s praying
To whatever god she saw

You blink and she's vanished
Just dust on the seat
With bones in her suitcase
And glass where she sleeps

A memory misplaced
Like lipstick on a child
She screams into laughter
It echoes for a mile

You whispered like a scalpel
Through my paper-thin chest
Said, If you feel nothing
Then you’re already blessed

A slideshow of bruises
flickers on tape
Each frame a confession 
they’ll force you to fake

The Lord’s in the hallway
but he won’t come in
Just stares at the stains 
you’ve been cleaning with sin

You wear your youth 
like a costume too tight
They cheer when you bleed 
under hospital lights

A child with no teeth 
still learns how to bite
Her lullabies smother 
you softly each night

Your name's been erased
from the family tree
But the fruit keeps falling
too rotten to eat

Are you still a daughter 
when your blood's on the floor?
They stitched up your silence
then called it decor

Static Hallway

Prod & mix me
master @ldlad

Lyrics :

Too quiet to cry
But too loud to be gone
They nailed her to silence
With a voice not her own
Don’t move, it clicks
It’s watching through the bricks
Just breathe, then sink
Pull the wires from my wrists
His words were made of copper
They turned her spine to clay
Tick, tock
Did you hear the hallway knock?
Cracked frames and burned out light
For the boy with sockets blooming
Full of moths and neon fright

A garden of keys
Grown from her knees
Will they open your throat
Or just lock you to dreams
Their hearts made of thread
Too tangled for death
You're sugar and static
They’ll chew through your breath
Laugh tracks and bile
A puppet in style
He danced for the hole
But the hole only smiled
A flicker, then gone
A chorus of swans
Just kiss me through glass
Before I dissolve

White Night Sermon

( old )

Bite marks on my neck 
I don’t wanna cover them up
Your hands around my throat 
Yeah, that’s how I feel love
We can crash this car
I don’t care if we live
Cut my chest open
Take whatever I give
You’re fucked in the head
And I think that’s hot
I’d bleed out for you in the parking lot
If hell’s where you’re going
I’m taking my turn
I’m not tryna save us
I’m just here to burn

parking lot (ldlad)

Bb I don’t even know 
Why I wanna fucking wake up
Every day feels the same
I just wanna give up
Im tired of my skin
Im tired of my head
I keep thinking about
Dying when I’m lying in bed
You say you love me
but I don’t feel shit
My chest feels heavy
N my brain won’t quit
I laugh when I’m hurting 
I smile when I bleed
I am not alive
Im just rotting underneath

Im a wreck
Im disgusting
Im nothing at all
I post my pain online 
just to feel like I fall
Feeling like the tin man
When I can't be fixed
Want to be broken where nobody exists
Bb im screaming 
But it’s quiet to you
You look so perfect 
when you’re broken too
I fucking hate myself
I don’t wanna pretend
I’m not looking for a cure
I just want it to end

kissluv^^ (ldlad)

fuck it
u can carve ur name right into my chest
if i die tonight at least i’ll die obsessed
we r both fucked up, yeah, that’s why we fit
hold my hand tight while we sink in this shit
slice n slice my fucking wrist
stalking me just stop it bitch
tell me that u love met too
tell me that u’ll bleed too
ur perfume's in my lungs while i'm choking on smoke
everything we do feels like some sick inside joke

cut my skin open just 2 see if i’m alive
u love the broken parts but i fucking hate this life
i’m throwing up blood, bathroom floor is my bed
u keep saying i’m dramatic but i just wish i was dead
razor in my mouth, yeah i wanna taste the pain
scream into the mirror, swear i’ll never b the same
u said “baby pls don’t” but u cut urself too
so what the fuck is love if it’s not me + u?

fuck it
u can carve ur name right into my chest
if i die tonight at least i’ll die obsessed
we r both fucked up, yeah, that’s why we fit
hold my hand tight while we sink in this shit
slice n slice my fucking wrist
stalking me just stop it bitch
tell me that u love met too
tell me that u’ll bleed too
ur perfume's in my lungs while i'm choking on smoke
everything we do feels like some sick inside joke

u say “ur fine” but ur eyes don’t match ur words
we both know u love me fucked up, in the dirt
shaking in the fucking bathroom, breaking bones that won’t break
fuck it, i’m done, i just scream at the walls

tired of bleeding
tired of screaming
tired of bleeding
tired of it all

slice n slice my fucking wrist
stalking me just stop it bitch
tell me that u love met too
tell me that u’ll bleed too
ur perfume's in my lungs while i'm choking on smoke
everything we do feels like some sick inside joke
cut my skin open just 2 see if i’m alive
u love the broken parts but i fucking hate this life
i’m throwing up blood, bathroom floor is my bed
u keep saying i’m dramatic but i just wish i was dead

hold my hand while I rot (decay)

I wake up shaking
blood under my nails
my body’s a prison
n my heartbeat fails
Im alive but I dont
feel like I exist

You said I’m pretty when I fucking break
so I keep fucking breaking for your own sake
I spit out teeth and call it love
you drag me down I can’t get up

Fuck me up I’ll let you in
tear my chest and wear my skin
call it passion call it pain
I’ll burn for you again and again

my lungs are ropes my ribs are smoke
im screaming quiet in my throat
my shadow laughs it never claps
the floor’s stained red where I collapse

bb, im not a person, im a scar,
a crash, a wreck, a stolen car
u hold the wheel, I close my eyes
I live in hurt, I dream in knives

bb u can kiss me anytime that u want
I promise I'll keep it a secret u told me

I laugh at shit thats killing me slow
I’ll be your ruin, soft and slow
a human shell you’ll never know
Say you love me, bb, make it true

my hands wont stop shaking
floor sticky and im slipping
i laugh when i choke cause it feels like you
you dont want me
you just want my body ruined
i tear myself open so you’ll see me moving

slit my smile (withdrawn)

Cut me open
Just 2 prove that im real
Bb kiss my fucking wounds
Cuz the scars wont heal
I’d crawl through glass 
If you said my name
Obsession’s just another word
4 holy pain

You’re laughing while I’m bleeding out
Swear I love the way it hurts
Call me sick call me fucked
I just need you to say the word

Break me
Use me
Throw me away
I’ll still beg 4 u 
At the end of the day
Love’s not pretty 
It’s a hole in my lungs
Said I'm alive waiting 4 u 
Not because it starts
Bb im your puppet
I’ll confess every sin
I'll carve your name in my arm
just 2 feel you again

luv it <3 (tnfmb)

Im sharpening machetes
pray that im not ready
overdose on me
cuz im on naughty list 2nite
bullets sprayed
on me
u think u can
stop me?
shoot it all on black
cuz dis bitch a fucking fag
clean cuts betadyne
promise me u'll never leave
I'd kill u 4 myself
N I'd kill myself 4 u
make me look so pretty
stitch my pretty face with stitches
blow me pretty kisses
cuz im only fucking pretty bitch

machetes (ldlad)

haven’t slept in 3 days
my veins r screaming my name
baby hold me tighter i’m fucking breaking
cig burns on my skin, they’re fucking shaking from ur voice

every mirror hates me back
i see my face n it just cracks
cant stop picking at my scar
im tired of hiding who we r
u said u’d never leave me alone
but ur typing slow on ur fucking phone
I'll carve ur name until i shake
even if my hands just break
promise me u wont forget
im ur razor , ur cig

bb ur eyes say that u fucking hate me
fuck it I'll bleed to my own sleeve

bleeding sleeves (tnfmb)

i can’t close my eyes without seeing bones
every dream feels like a fucking home
i keep scratching at my chest till i bleed
just 2 prove there’s something still in me

my veins look like train tracks gone wrong
every cut is a chorus to a fucked up song
i hate mirrors more than i hate my dad
cuz every reflection just makes me feel bad

hold my hand while i rot in the sink
blood in the water makes me finally think
that i’m not alive, i’m just meat in bed
every “i love you” just echoes in my head

fuck, i keep choking on my spit when i cry
tell me a reason i shouldn’t fucking die
these walls know more than my friends ever will
my secrets taste bitter but they go down still

rip my tongue out if i ever say “fine”
baby, i’m rotting but at least you’re mine
carve your name in the back of my throat
so when i stop breathing, it’s you i still choke

i’ll paint the floor with the parts of me left
don’t call it “art” when it’s just a fucking mess
if i make it next morning just promise this shit
that you’ll burn my diary instead of reading it

scratches (ldlad)

im not fixed im not better
i still feel like a ghost most days
but i know you saved me
in a hundred small ways
if i make it, it’s cause of you
if i don’t, i hope you knew
that i was thankful, even when i was gone
that you were the only one who kept me strong
you kept me alive when i hated my heart
i don’t got no answers, i don’t got peace, I dont got no nothing
i just got sum scars and broken sleep
but you sat with me when i shook apart
i can’t breathe half of the nights
my chest caves in and i think i’m done
shoutout onyx u were the only one
cuz im not here n ur not fucking far

onyx ashes (ldlad)

similar 2 friday night horrormovies

im so fucked up i forgot my name
bb kiss me bloody it all feels the same
i don’t care if u lie just make it hot
tell me that u love me even if u do not

puke on the floor then i'll kiss ur lips
laugh till i choke on the pain i sip
life’s a haunted house w the lights all gone
bb fuck it all let’s keep moving on

bb got a razor in my pocket now
you’re the only reason i don’t pull it out
bb dance w me while the room spins round
if i crash 2night don’t make a sound

every kiss tastes like cigarettes n dirt
i laugh when it stings cuz i love the hurt
take my hand, carve ur name in my spine
i don’t give a fuck, just pretend ur mine

snuffcide :

last night im alive afraid u wanna cry
but u make me cry see it on my eye
damn i feel lost, i pretend to be, these things that im not
im a fraud, leave me dead like a dog
hands in the air
they all dont see
that im crying all alone
u mean so much for me
walking alone it hurts so bad
u left me dead u dont rly understand

plastic veins w snuffcide (decay)

prod teeth
w snuffcide
master snuffcide

lyrics :

Decay

I wanna choke u out
I wanna drag u down
I wanna b the ghost
haunting ur dead town
kiss me in the graveyard
under broken lights
lets dance in the dirt
lets get married 2nite
im so twisted im so cursed
ur my drug u make it worse
hold me tight in a coffin
n never let me go
bb stitch my heart w wire
drag me deep into ur fire
pls just kill me 2nite
I think im not alright
taste like poison taste like pain
carve my name into ur veins
cig burns on my sleeve
I dont feel a fucking thing
love feels toxic
but it cuts so sweet
i may cut deep
where da pain shld sleep
bleeding hearts beat slow under broken lights
If I died 2nite
would u hold me tight?
would u hold me tight?
if the pills dont work
and the blade just might
would u hold my hand 2nite?

Snuffcide :

bless myself i dont want any help
crying alone, i havent been feeling myself
sofly decay, dont forget my name
if beauty is pain why do i feel sm pain
cut u when I love, cut your whole body forever
i been feeling stuck, i will never say never
sacrifice wat i lost, hate my brain its my fault 
locking up myself, i feel better when im gone
basic is torture, bury my body 
laugh in horror, pretty and morbid 
i wont walk alone, dont forget your time 
i been so alone, i am dead inside

hold me tight + snuffcide (teeth)

available on spotify

Im not feeling real
every word she says
still echoes in my skull
told me I was nothing
n I believed her
I laugh at the party
but its all fucking fake
I carry those words
like knives in my chest
behind my smile
bleeding out slowly
like a mirror cracked
down in the middle
every piece of me 
reflecting back her voice
break me without touching
silence louder, scream
memory's a wound
that wont fucking close

and I cant scream
i cant heal
now i cant sleep
now i cant feel
just her voice
in my fucking head
over n over n over again

im not asking 2 be saved
im just asking 4 the pain
2 mean smth
every night I wonder if
dying would stop this loop
or if I'd just carry her
with me into the dark

im so tired
of pretending im strong
choking on whats
left of me 2nite

CANT HEAL (GUTTER WHORE)

old open that never made it into K & R

prod mix me
master ldlad
w sogory

lyrics soon

lost myself + SoGory (decay)

Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/track/4LjH5syTs0SlVxGf7HZ8YP?si=1ec561fa0fbc446d

prod mix master ldlad

Lyrics :

Yeah
my room looks like a crime scene
no one bothered 2 solve
Clothes on the floor
problems I never resolve
Sink full of red 
looks like some1 coughed a lung
I aint fucking dying
and my heartbeat came undone

spilling my guts on the carpet floor
I didn't know where tf to go
crying alone
you mean so much to me ( shoutout snuff :D )
If you ask me how im doing
I would say I wanna bleed
leaking out the parts of me
I swore i'd never let you see
bb im the tinman
dripping slow like honesty
come and fucking cut me
if you really want me dying
I didnt know
where the fuck to go

Breaking my heart
everytime you text me i luv u
why would u lie
if you promised 2 b honest
Taking my knife n I keep
ripping at ur body
You know I feel nothing
not close 2 surprising
( shoutout Hauntingclaire )

chase u thru the night
im a killer in da dark
hide-and-seek
uh oh, you're gone
My brain’s a butcher shop
you can look around the hooks
every lie u fed me
in the corner of my looks

keep ripping at the versions of
you living in my head
You dyed your hair again
from purple to blue
3 2 1 hide n seek
lets go
pictures of ur corpse all
over my room
(x2)

spilling my guts on the carpet floor
I didn't know where tf to go
crying alone
you mean so much to me ( shoutout snuff :D )
If you ask me how im doing
I would say I wanna bleed
leaking out the parts of me
I swore i'd never let you see
bb im the tinman
dripping slow like honesty
come and fucking cut me
if you really want me dying
I didnt know
where the fuck to go

Butcher (ldlad)

prod mix master me 

lyrics :

she got bruises on her wrists
from the shit she never said
i dragged her down the staircase
right before i smashed her head

got her crying through the ductwork
and my bitch said im enough
curbstomp on the floor
and she said she wants more

she keeps shaking in the corner
i can hear her pulse stutter
purple hair she has no father
and i think im gonna haunt her

if u scream its fucking fine
i've been dead since 99
wipe the dirt off from my face
not okay but I still shine

crack my ribz like frozen wood
chew me up I know u would

yuh ur lovely
ur so fucking grim
scream my fucking name
until the lights go dim

kick my chest open
let my ribs fall out and bend
living like a bruise
stab my heart like its a trend

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