neverbeenworse *SOUNDCLOUD EXCLUSIVE BONUS TRACK* (prod. noahmadethiss)

conclusion; the end of an era
produced by @idlyblare
<3

lyrics:
sing me a song and tell me everything is normal
its been months since i had felt at all, im tryna keep it formal with the
things that i say to those who don’t quite get the most of me
its harder to find out when
they’re leaving

find me a stone & write my name in tiny letters
if u throw it far enough then you and i are stuck together for the
rest of our years or just as long as you put up with me
i know that it has to end
you’re leaving

so if i go
no complaints
we’ll take it slow
until we break

i shop the windows of this breezy inner city
hoping for some inspiration, maybe i’ll find something pretty in the
regurgitation of my life in front of you
i put myself for sale, just wondering
if you still want me too

i break the habits of my past, im nothin better than a
old pair of shoes that no one wears until they gotta
but its
nothing personal
something terminal

i saw the rain
reflecting off your windowsill
i took the pain i gathered
turned it into chlorophyll
who knows the way
we’ll fall back into open arms
i tried to find it comforting
here i am with battle scars

learning to lose

chlorophyll [idly blare]

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lyrics
-and all I ever want, to be
is a train wreck, apology
left for me
is there anything, anything at all!

i just wanna talk a little bit
dream about my arteries, compressing everything
i lost all of my tolerance, is there anything, i need, i need  to see

to be!
awaken, from my dreams
too many disease
i walk down the street

people and everything
we ruin the planet, i mean
were just trying to live, and dream
were all afraid to die, god save us please 

complicated, decision
i mean it
im breathing, in
slow,ly
don't bleed
ur everything

i just need to take another second
and think about what you mean to me
all i ever want to see
the only person i want to be

crying myself to sleep
it was all in 2020, swear it felt just like a dream
to many people, wanna latch on it seems
if you wanna be there, bring value to me

dying in a cave, on the north side, of Saskatchewan, i tried
to be the man, i wanna be, not fortunate, in life
dying in a cave, on the north side, of Saskatchwan, i tried
am i hallow as can be? do you mean anything, to me

people and everything
we ruin the planet, i mean
were just trying to live, and dream
were all afraid to die, god save us please 

complicated, decision
i mean it
im breathing, in
slow,ly
dont bleed
ur everything

Saskatchewan (prod. splashgvng x pekarot)

Breakeven (Cover)

it takes time to trust
red line from love
why did i let you slip out of my hands?
i act surprised that you went and made new friends

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if only w/ evan carr [immortal x aidan han]

Acoustic cover of the song: Panucci's Pizza - I Killed Arbor Day For You

I Killed Arbor Day For You acoustic cover

Panucci's Pizza - I Killed Arbor Day For You *acoustic cover*

not home. playing his song "let me sleep" acoustic live

let me sleep acoustic

not home. - let me sleep *acoustic*

Acoustic cover of the song: Little Tyrant - Alien

alien acoustic cover

Little Tyrant - Alien *acoustic cover*

w/ the goat @matt-kelly-115 from pet rock olympian
prod grayskies
merry christmas <3

lyrics:
just another month wasted 
on someone who’s never there for me 
i’m getting sick of your shit 
please cut the line and set me free

and its not like i don’t care at all
my stomach just cant handle all 
the back and forth
what am i asking for?
now im stuck and i feel terrible
the presence, more than bearable
but i cant afford
i think i’ll start a war

over
something stupid
convoluted
something used
when im still useless

when the time it takes will heal all these wounds
i just leave the battleground feelin screwed
its a problem, you don’t care about who
you’re hurting too

never realized what i couldn’t do
i’m not the one who’s gonna fix you
it took some time to see that we’re better off as two

i think i know what i’m facing
its a problem with sincerity
trust i know thats it worth it, i’m sure it’s
perfect, in a world thats only you and me

and i just cant decipher intentions
when you say it’s never meant to be
you said that we could still be friends
but i’ve been there and i’ve done that
we make up and go through the motions 
mess with my head
you wind up in my bed again 

when the time it takes will heal all these wounds
i just leave the battleground feelin screwed
its a problem, you don’t care about who
you’re hurting too

never realized what i couldn’t do
i’m not the one who’s gonna fix you
it took some time to see that we’re better off as two

hook, line, and sinker w/ matt kelly [grayskies]

This song took me ages to get it right but in this one, i'm confident that some of you will enjoy. It's a part of me that i drew on a single; a page of my life that i had to bury for many reasons but when i think about it; it was a real foundation for who i am nowadays as an artist, so listen to it and let me know if you like.
Muscially Arana Bright... 

with the life i’m given, i’m healing.

@lovelessgroup
@butaneband

chlorophyll [idly blare]

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