i was waiting for your songs, i love these vibes <333

this is so fucking insane. i love it. the feeling of oldschool punk rock from the mid west. i just cant get over this sound. this is what i grew up on. you killed this. its perfect. literally perfect. beautiful bro <33

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happy 3rd birthday decks & 19th to me B)
new summer ending pop punk with @ejcarrmusic & @evancarus
prod. polar & iof :)
hope u enjoyyy <333

lyrics:
(evan carus)
home again
feels like i’m right back where i started
i’ve walked down this road before, but it’s like my path is still uncharted

ways parted, bridges burned
heart guarded, lesson learned
worst nightmares, reaffirmed
past the point of no return

(decks)
im scared and reliant
im forced into place
their acts are defiant,
why have we all been replaced

(evan carus & decks)
grains of sand slipping away
we walk in darkness, lose the path
hand in hand we’re lead astray
time falls from our hourglass

i’ve been losing everyone
fell asleep and summer’s gone now
im lost and time is slipping away

(evan carr)
can we take a second to slow it down
before we burn this to the ground
these grains of sands are falling out and it’s over
this happens every time it’s just such a fatal flaw
can’t focus on one thing when i can feel it coming up
same thing new year
i’m stuck in fear
there’s nothing here

(evan carus & decks)
grains of sand slipping away
we walk in darkness, lose the path
hand in hand we’re lead astray
time falls from our hourglass

i’ve been losing everyone
fell asleep and summer’s gone now
im lost and time is slipping away

(all)
just tell me when you go (tell me when you go)
or promise me you’ll stay (promise me you’ll stay)
i’ve been losing everyone
(just tell me when you go)
fell asleep and summer’s gone but
(or promise me you’ll…)
no matter what i promise to stayyy

(evan carus & decks)
grains of sand slipping away
we walk in darkness, lose the path
hand in hand we’re lead astray
time falls from our hourglass

i’ve been losing everyone
fell asleep and summer’s gone now
im lost and time is slipping away

hourglass (feat. evan carr & evan carus) [polar x iof]

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i know i’m always overthinking, love 
but what can be done?
i was sedated when you broke my trust
you say it’s my condition and- 
but i don’t give a fuck
these constant comparisons turn me to dust
so tell me all about him
do you laugh hard when around him?
do these shackles that i’m bound in make you think that i’m not enough? 
im pathetic
but you wouldn’t get it
that's tough
it’s AvPD but i blame it on luck

can’t take drugs cause anxiety kills me
go smoke spliffs with your friends 
envy fills me
i am sorry for how i am ugly
in your shadow i sulk
i’m nobody
i self isolate for days 
now i cant get out of bed without crying
draining all my veins out is the way i talk to the reaper without dying

i know i’m always overthinking, love 
but what can be done?
i was sedated when you broke my trust
you say it’s my condition and- 
but i don’t give a fuck
these constant comparisons turn me to dust
so tell me all about him
do you laugh hard when around him?
do these shackles that i’m bound in make you think that i’m not enough? 
im pathetic
but you wouldn’t get it
that's tough
it’s AvPD but i blame it on luck

medical exam fetishist

shoutout to everyone in this song ily all :) <3
prod. sorrow bringer (goat)
mix: epitome, kanashi, autumn, casperrr
master: epitome

EPITOME:

if you look into my blackened soul 
you’ll see i’ve begun to decompose 
and with nothing but a rope around my neck
i’ll hang in the gallows dead
hold back the tears you’ll shed
leave all the words unsaid
i was hanging on by a thread
it’s better off instead 
that i’m 6 feet deep beneath the surface
i’ve said this once i know i’m worthless
i fall short of being perfect 
can you show me that i’m worth it
am i worth saving?
my body’s decaying
my flesh is rotting 
i feel like a zombie
i think the ends approaching
i feel it upon me
now i know i’m not worth saving 
i’m trying but it doesn’t seem to be enough
no one gives a fuck
i don’t even know what i’ve become
(can you tell me what i’ve become i give in too easy oh the end has just begun)

KANASHI:

Ion even know what I’ve become 
shits got me so fucked up…
And pls don’t wake me 
I’m busy taking a break from life
Ion wanna be a part of this anymore 
One foot in and the other out the door 
Cuz nothing lasts forever 
So just toss me like a wrapper on the floor…

AUTUMN:

i can't tell tonight apart from all them in the past
i can speak, i can breathe, but my brain is gonna gache
if you feed off of me, hope you like consuming trash
waking up inside this bed 
is something i'd rather not have
i'm tearing at my skin
could it get much worse than this
that's the only thing i'd ask
besides when you'll text me back

CASPERRR:

don't you text me back 
please i don't wanna relapse
feel this agonizing pressure on my chest
i can't breathe,i can't eat i can't get no rest  

fucked up, over what u told me
u left and now i'm lonely 
got 5gs and smoked that whole shit, holy-moly
u really said i was ur only
that guy was just a homie 
and now im dyin slowly, lonely

epitomeoffailure x kanashi x autumndropsdead x casperrr - blackened soul (sorrow bringer)

prod. @diamoonofnhg
🖤🤍
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3YEwuD2n3QYFZL2y2cHde8?si=0d2da8dd23674808
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8hWmKE2stpI
❤️💔

Lyrics:
Live in the inside
Die on the outside
Thats my world
Whats yours girl

Drugs in the night time
Club lights show my lies
The past it made me think
Keep sippin my drink

In the mirror i see opposites 
Conflicts i cant fix
When i die ill go to hell and burn in the abyss
Fight my demons at the source and kill my emptiness
Kill my emptiness 

Im so stuck in my own head
Every second i spend in my own bed

I dont really know
If i can go here anymore
And i dont care if im alone

Some days its getting easier
Some days it gets hard and i start bleeding first

I think i be needing her
I think im not seeing clearly
Everything i held so dearly
Faded like myself yearly
Waiting for the end sincerely

MY WORLD (Prod. Diamoon)

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SELFISH (SORROW EXCLUSIVE) HEARTLESS X SEEJAYXO

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Artwork / Recorded / Mixed by @illfaith

Ask If I Miss You, I'll Lie

prod/mix/master/feat/art: @trechorboy

i never learned how to focus on the truth
you never taught me how to make it through
this life is nothing but an endless pit 
just drag me down
i always think of all the shit i put you through 
the past is in the past but i owe u a-r-e 
not meant for me
maybe this wasnt meant to be

you had that fast car brain and from the looks of it
you got me fucked up every time i visited it
we always talked all night 
hitting up my phone
every time i found myself alone
stop…
think about it for a second now
why would i hide my face?
somehow my confidence is none existent 
the rate at which i dodge; consistent

i never learned how to focus on the truth
you never taught me how to make it through
this life is nothing but an endless pit 
just drag me down
i always think of all the shit i put you through 
the past is in the past but i owe u a-r-e 
not meant for me
maybe this wasnt meant to be

the truth

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6:40 in the morning on an empty road
Keep cuttin it close
On the 14th floor
Keep showin my code
Keep hearin you're chorus in the
Back of my mind
And it's keepin me afloat

But this is critical mass
We both fill up the room
and this is real as it gets
You grew up too soon
The only moment is now
We just figured it out
I can't feel the ground

Can you keep a secret?
I've got nowhere to be right now
Meet me in the deep end
In the silence I hear you loud

Try to pick up my feet
Didn't get much sleep
Keep starin at the sun
Feel the retina burn
Still can't unsee
On the redline stop
Can I hear your thoughts?
Can I hear your chorus in the back of my mind?
Still shakin off the shock

But this is critical mass
We both fill up the room
and this is real as it gets
You grew up too soon
The only moment is now
We just figured it out
I can't feel the ground

Can you keep a secret?
I've got nowhere to be right now
Meet me in the deep end
In the silence I hear you loud

I didn't know
I'm sorry
Taking apart every word
Every corner and cranny of story
Are we nothing but story?

Can you keep a secret?
I've got nowhere to be right now
Meet me in the deep end
In the silence I hear you loud

Critical Mass

No auto-tune or voice correction used, poured my haert into this one, love you Minivans <3
Lyrics-
Oh, Where do I go
No direction in my heart nor in my soul 
Oh, Where do I stay
I feel like I’m not meant to fit in any place 
I never knew what I wanted to be in everybody else’s mind
I don’t know why I ever try again
Maybe if I make up a new lie again
You will let me peak inside again
Oh, Where do I go
No direction in my heart nor in my soul 
Oh, Where do I stay
I feel like I'm not meant to fit in any place
So I run away, run away from all my problems
It's okay as long as I get ahead of them
Am I ahead of them?
Do you even want to know the reason that I cry
Everynight I look inside myself I wanna die
I wanna cry again
But Inside
I don't feell like I'm alive
Maybe something's wrong inside this little soul of mine

Where Do I Go (Prod. Ghoul beats)

For my last track of the year, I took it back to my roots.  This track is my take/a homage to the bands/music I grew up on and played before Young Heartbreak was ever a thing.  Hope you enjoy!

Therapy (Prod. TNVR)

with the life i’m given, i’m healing.

@lovelessgroup
@butaneband

hourglass (feat. evan carr & evan carus) [polar x iof]

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