this somewhat soothed my soul for a time being :') ty decks

it's only ever really gonna fuck up our perception of us is such a good line

cant believe this has 10k i love you decks

new one from the archives with my partner in crime >:D    @mediumarchive
produced by @majinaruu
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
(sean)
i don't wanna think about you at all 
every single conversations ends up like a battle 
i don't think I'll ever make some time for us tio chat cuz 
you act like a baby with a binkie a rattle

and i tried 
but it's never enough 
and you lie 
like you do it for fun 
it's alright 
i can still feel your touch 
and it's dry 
like the blood on your tongue

(decks)
and i know you been elsewhere
telling me lies cuz you dont care
leave me alone and go fuck up
someone else’s life

so shut up, shut up
because i know you never wanna
make up, make up
its only really ever gonna
fuck up, fuck up
our perception of us
and the blood’s on your hands 
cuz its never enough for you

and i tried to help it,
but you never would take fall
you’re more than selfish
cuz you never really cared at all

shut up! w/ medium sean [majinaru]

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went for something different.
made this with the intention to expand my creativity as an artist
and the hopes to understand myself more as a person.
hope you enjoy :')
prod. @branwenmusic & @rvrhiv 🖤
cover art done by @akanenosketch

~~lyrics~~
(i got these daggers in my spine)
(they come right at me from the skies)
(just tell me why, why)

knowing that you’re safe
could you save me from this bad dream
know it’s kinda late
girl i’m sorry that i’m asking
glass to the fist 
for the flesh in my skin 
don’t get attached
yeah my body full of sin

worms in my teeth
cause i overeat  
serenity i seek
but my heart is getting weak
you people make me sick
roll another spliff 
rotting from within
until i meet an end
do you understand?

go into a rage 
when i see you in my sight
everyone the same 
and i always wonder why
tell me what it takes
just for you to stay mine

swear i’m fucking sick
everyone’s a prick 
running fucking swift
don’t ever stop, won’t ever quit
eh i was a mistake
in this world; why do i stay?
no, seriously.
THIS SHIT SUCKS!!!

hush…

glass to the fist 
for the flesh in my skin 
don’t get attached
yeah my body full of sin

worms in my teeth
cause i overeat 
serenity i seek
but my heart is getting weak
you people make me sick
roll another spliff 
rotting from within

i’m rotting from within!
i should probably go
there's blood under the snow 
infinity below
i hear the echoes of bellows

aren’t you just happy for me
i wanna be someone else
stuck inside a catacomb
it’s like my own personal hell 
just give me the signal 
and i’ll try to book it outta here
it’s not that i’m terrified
this is just how i look my dear 

i got these daggers in my spine
they started raining from the sky
i didn’t make it home in time
within your arms is where i lie

i rot, everything’s stupid 
i want you, but i’m useless
time’s not real, we are lucid 
i’m just, gonna lose it all


glass to the fist 
for the flesh in my skin 
don’t get attached
yeah my body full of sin

worms in my teeth
cause i overeat 
serenity i seek
but my heart is getting weak
you people make me sick
roll another spliff 
rotting from within
until i meet an end 
do you understand?…

infinity below [prod. branwen x rvrhiv]

Let Me Go ft. hoepless (prod. switch)

VIDEO: https://youtu.be/XZvFXCQpAPA
prod @shikixo x @thislandismusic

LYRICS
I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
Out my thoughts, what I want? I won't

I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
Out my thoughts, what I want. I won't talk about it
I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
Out my thoughts, what I want. I won't talk about it

I been so fucked up
I don't need no love
Ain't been thinking 'bout you much
I been off these fucking drugs
Baby baby, drive me crazy
I don't know what else to say about it
I know I promised I'll be fine
But I doubt it
And I don't wanna waste no time, I been losing my mind
Crushing little blue pills into little blue lines
And I been tryna do right by you but it's hard
Cuz I been so fucked up

I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
Out my thoughts, what I want. I won't talk about it
I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
Out my thoughts, what I want. I won't talk about it

VIDEO

EYES WIDE SHUT (VID IN DESC.)

walking out ur door (prod. irby x jolst)

i’ve been going insane
worrying about you everyday
and i’m not sure if i can continue 
the struggle in my brain has become an issue
and how do i know that you’re telling the truth this time
the-the-the consequences of your untold lies
will lead me to my direct demise 
will you still feel for me when i die?
cause i won’t be the one that you forget 
yeah you’ll regret
leaving me alone 
broken down on the ground
alone and forgotten 
dead and rotting 

(AUTUMN)

dead and rotting, my blood is clotting i'll
lay in a bed with a similar scent 
to the ones that are pinching my tongue
weight on my lungs
fat in my veins
begging the sun, to go away
what does he want? keep me awake 

i gotta answer questions time's creating
cold cause i'm dissociating fast

(2x)
the smoke and ash is all i need
life is fast, so leave me be

untold lies w/ autumndropsdead (itamii)

lyrics

no words come to mind when its this dark
when u turn off the lights speaking gets so hard
its turned to a feeling i can not waste
blunt rolled, tip the ash and we gon go far

glass and spark, im so wasted off this paper and this gin
i cant see a thing, blurry world, lets watch it spin
shooting stars, it really makes u stop to think
havent healed yet maybe its not medicine

bottoms up, u got ur worries, ur doubts well jus tough luck
no fucks, we gon end em all tonight love
so fill this void and give me more love
this aint jus a start nah this is takeoff 

look in to the distance 
bae theres not a person on this earth creating this friction
grip u on th waist, im not losing you
its gon be ok, this is fate, u jus got trust me too

its kinda late, but it feels so right
im just hoping u gon stay with me tonight
build me to, break me down
but thass alrite
aslong as ur by my side

uh 
hit me up, in th morning
stomachs bad, at least im on ur story
comin outta th shell so yeh im feelin myself rn
but im not gon be ok if that jus how th story goes down

toxic medicine (pekarot)

out everywhere. thank u 4 the support. lyrics below<3

Yeah
It's a new me but i'm still the same without you
Yeah yeah
Can you hold me
Oo whoa
It don't even matter what I do
I try and try and try and try

Yeah and I know you better than that
You're hiding your phone from me now
Girl tell me who's that on your snap whoa
I guess i'm the bad guy
Can you stop the game I need a halftime
I can't feel a thing i'm boutta flatline
She keep running round inside of my mind
Yeah whoa
In a room full of friends I still feel alone
Don't know who I am don't know where to go
And when I build you up you break me down
It's hard as fuck to keep you round
Don't know who I am anymore I don't know where to go
She tell me i'm changing
Baby I feel like i'm falling apart
Bitch I keep on breaking
You can't fix this with conversation no
Wake up it's the same shit oh
Go to bed and then i'm pissed off
I don't wanna be the bitter one but it's hard around everyone

Yeah ooo
Yeah ooo
Oh no no no
No no no no no whoa

Girl I still feel the tension
Stop saying shit you never meant then
Going one way down the wrong way
This time I think I learned my lesson oh whoa
And no I won't deny the way you looking in my eyes
You got me going crazy all night I won't lie
Oh no no no no no
No no no no no no
No no no no no no

<3

The Bitter One

the bitter one [p. king theta]

@vito2300
@tnvr555

I would cut my lifeline to see you shine
I can’t fill the gap left from you and I
Left home been outside for quite some time
I can’t bare to go back got too much pride
It’s unlike you
It’s unlike you
Everything in motion
Never follow through
You made it feel hopeless
Nothing more to lose
Oh

Set in stone
Everything I’ve known
Had to let it go
Someday when I’ve grown
I’ll be running back to
Moments when I had you

I hate to say I know you’re right
Games we play just wasting time
I vowed to keep you safe inside
But everything just escapes me sometimes

Everything just escapes me sometimes
And I won’t waste my breath on a goodbye

Oh love, I wish that you were right
But you just turn your head and lie
So tell me what is honesty to you?
Cause honestly I only want the truth
Why is that so hard to do?

I’m scared of the limelight
But I’m still chasing the fame to cope
And I’d give you my lifeline
Cause I only need two years at most
And I’m over wasting my time
On people who once left my side
Cause I’ve got too much fucking pride
To stay where I’ve been left behind

I would cut my lifeline to see you shine
I can’t fill the gap left from you and I
Left home been outside for quite some time
I can’t bare to go back got too much pride
It’s unlike you
It’s unlike you
Everything in motion
Never follow through
You made it feel hopeless
Nothing more to lose
Oh

Set in stone
Everything I’ve known
Had to let it go
Someday when I’ve grown
I’ll be running back to
Moments when I had you

I hate to say I know you’re right
Games we play just wasting time
I vowed to keep you safe inside
But everything just escapes me sometimes

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Lifeline w/ VITO [TNVR]

https://soundcloud.com/wstdyth

lyrics :
[Leechy]
i been feeling blue like the ice king
pull out of the hot-box whip, peep blasting
i know u thought my love was everlasting
mana in my veins, eyes red when i'm casting
i know u hate it when i do that,
but i'ma fade away, kill time smoking doja
yeah i'ma break ur heart yeah i told ya
i still feel down cauz it's over
i been feeling blue like the ice king
pull out of the hot-box whip, peep blasting
i know u thought my love was everlasting
mana in my veins, eyes red when i'm casting
i know u hate it when i do that,
but i'ma fade away, kill time smoking doja
yeah i'ma break ur heart yeah i told ya
i still feel down cauz it's over

[wstdyth]
can't see in the whip cuz its hotboxed
connect wifi its a hotspot
sippin wine w the moon n im noddin off 
shawty i aint w it 
minding my own business
g stars thrifted
u gettin it twisted 
in my mind its like its a prison 
witch out in the west cuz im wicked 
sterling links on my hands that shit is frigid 
n u say u heard ab me 
boutta prove them wrong everybody fucking doubt me 
n we rollin shit up loudly 
in the fast lane i got 4 rings like an audi 
rollin up another joint 
friends w the faeries i feel like a lost boy
on the island of the misfit toys 
i’ll nvr b chosen, i’m still standing up w poise


[Leechy]
And now she's calling on my phone
but i'm not in this dimension
i know it won't be like before
cauz she doesn't make the time slow
 cauz she doesn't make the time slow 
cauz she doesn't make the time slow  

visualizer : https://youtu.be/_Brl0Tpick4
stream : https://open.spotify.com/album/7BLPTvFGMnuvkybpRAaJ1H

🕀 stream 🕀

ice king w/wstdyth

I CANT HANDLE ANYTHINGGGG

thanks 

vocals- feelnum and bedhead
prod- xmichaelwarren 
mix/master- bedhead

CLOUD CABIN!!!

I Cant Handle Anything ft. Bedhead (prod. xmichaelwarren)

with the life i’m given, i’m healing.

@lovelessgroup
@butaneband

shut up! w/ medium sean [majinaru]

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