sleep2much w/ re: (prod. splashgvng)
mixed by krieg
art by krieg
photography by samy ayala

sleep2much

sleep2much w/ re: (prod. splashgvng)

artwork @astrosux
Spotify pre-save: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kanashi/problems-in-my-head-
Lyrics:
it was a long time ago that
i used to believe
in something bigger than myself
but this world is hell
and we all need, somebody else

got a lotta problems inside my head
never know how to fix them
so i lay in bed instead 
try to see the light at the end
but i just see red

and i been thinkin maybe i would be better off 
dead x3

and i think i saw you in a dream
you were doing better than me
and i think i saw your new man on instagram
how cute is he?

and i hope that you're so happy together
happiness comes a the cost of someone elses
we all know how that works
how that works !

problems in my head ! [+yungspoiler]

part 2 to an old favorite :)
produced by @pekarot_161 & @jolst !
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
i promise you that i could stay
if you wanted me to

it feels like sunday
when you’d call me up again
we could do whatever
never have to play pretend
because on monday
everybody knows it then
you’re a vacant body
and you act like im nobody again

it feels like
its been years since i had felt so fuckin hopeless
sundays come and go but im no stranger to condolences
blanking out is pretty frequent, i can’t focus
and if things were getting worse then chances are i wouldnt notice it
at least im good now
you never cared, u never would, how?
it seems to me you’re in control of it. 
blanking out is pretty frequent, i can’t focus
if things were getting worse then chances are i wouldnt notice it

oooh im in deep now
i cant see how
i used to live at all, i moved on
to greener pastures 
lungs capsized by laughter
walls with fucked up plaster
baby im the aftermath of something bad
but its that look in your eyes, make my heart melt
and i’ll tell u it all, it is heartfelt
i got nothin to spare leave it all on the table
know when to fold, but i don’t think im able

it feels like
its been years since i had felt so fuckin hopeless
sundays come and go but im no stranger to condolences
blanking out is pretty frequent, i can’t focus
and if things were getting worse then chances are i wouldnt notice it
at least im good now
you never cared, u never would, how?
it seems to me you’re in control of it. 
blanking out is pretty frequent, i can’t focus
if things were getting worse then chances are i wouldnt notice 

i promise you that i could stay
if you wanted me to
if you wanted me to

sunday, pt. 2 [pekarot x jolst]

spotify!

prod. https://youtube.com/channel/UC0oGcZfAZaOby4FVubPcrFQ

combat boots (prod. skellington)

its not personal, its strictly business
prod. @jolst @irby314

im drunk again
i miss your face
just wish that i 
could replace 
the memories 
that are haunting me 
i miss the simple pleasantries
like sitting with you
staring at the sea 
this sullen panic
slowly surrounds me 

you dont know
you dont know
wat you're doing to me
you dont know 
you dont know 

you never loved me and it shows
it hurts me more than u could ever know
that im not the one you chose...

i wake up, 4 am
staring at the clock
wishing that i was him 
u dont know what your doing to me
baby
thought you were the best
rip my heart 
out of my chest 
i know that you 
would do it all again

i know that youd do it all again
but lets be real 
you're proabably better off with him
you're probably better off with him

you're probably better off...

im drunk again
miss your face
just wish that i
was what you wanted...

Spotify

better off [+irby & jolst]

New single with Lullabyboy !

(lyrics)
Time doesn’t heal a broken heart
We only forget where the pain starts
Thats how we made it this far

Yeah that’s reality 
A broken heart will stay 
The same through all these nights
While you’re tryna move away 
From all the memories 
Yeah knowing it won’t change 
That’s reality 
Baby that’s reality  
I just wanna know 
How you made it on your own
Cause I’ve been trying hard 
But it’s hard to grow alone 
Calling up your phone 
Like baby come home 
But this is the reality we chose 

This is the reality we chose
I remember nights where I was alone
I can't see the light
I'm glued to my phone
I do this every time
Nowhere to call home
I need to
I just need to call you
I need you
I don't mind what I lose
I want to
Tell you all I been through
Like you do
Girl just please don't love someone else

Yeah that’s reality 
A broken heart will stay 
The same through all these nights
While you’re tryna move away 
From all the memories 
Yeah knowing it won’t change 
That’s reality 
Baby that’s reality  
I just wanna know 
How you made it on your own
Cause I’ve been trying hard 
But it’s hard to grow alone 
Calling up your phone 
Like baby come home 
But this is the reality we chose 

Codependency always gets the best of me
Cause when you said forever I really did believe
Like why would someone I love lie 
Don’t you know how hard I try 
I’ve been working
I’ve been learning
I’ve been hurting 
But in this life it’s so hard to find my purpose 
I, I just wanna find my good ending 
Reality is setting in 
It’s hard to tell where these feelings begin 
And where they end 

Yeah that’s reality 
A broken heart will stay 
The same through all these nights
While you’re tryna move away 
From all the memories 
Yeah knowing it won’t change 
That’s reality 
Baby that’s reality  
I just wanna know 
How you made it on your own
Cause I’ve been trying hard 
But it’s hard to grow alone 
Calling up your phone 
Like baby come home 
But this is the reality we chose 

Mix by Yago X lullabyboy
Master by Kanashi
Prod by voyce

Stream on Spotify!

Reality (feat. lullabyboy)

i find it kinda fucked up
how you fucked two guys and called it bad luck
(called it bad luck)
im never, okay
i haven't been the same since 2018
and what a shame that is
it really coulda been nice 
but you marked my heart 
and tore it out with a knife
and no i dont think its fair
you put me on life support
and now you're pulling the cord,
baby, why so short?
yeah, why so short?
you cut me off the leash
and now you're never gonna get me back
(why dont they want me?)
yeah my nose is running
and my heart is hurting
i dont wanna do it now
i dont wanna go outside
i been falling

i find it kinda fucked up
how you fucked two guys and called it bad luck
(called it bad luck)
im never, okay
i haven't been the same since 2018
and what a shame that is
it really coulda been nice 
but you marked my heart 
and tore it out with a knife
and no i dont think its fair
you put me on life support
and now you're pulling the cord,
baby, why so short?
yeah, why so short?
you cut me off the leash
and now you're never gonna get me back
(why dont they want me?)
yeah my nose is running
and my heart is hurting
i dont wanna live if its not with you
i dont wanna be someone you knew
i guess it was fun while it lasted, now im dead
only 17 but im lying in my bed.

bad luck (boyfifty)

consistency i have
its hurting get away
ur fuckin up my mental, you don't seem to understand

that you aren't really great
i don't know what to say
you make me wanna cry
almost every other day

but this world is such a mess
its never been okay
ill try to figure out, when ill see you, again

the plans always a mess
I'm messed up, you don't say
don't come breaking, my heart
i wont be, okay

-------------
sydcxx
-------------
guess u on my mind now
i tried to buy us some time yea
id take it all back if i could
cuz im not the one that you thought i would be
cant hide the feelin inside me
baby i need u beside me
i cant keep running away
feel like my life is all over the place 
im drownin in pain

i miss the things we had
but it slipped away
holdin onto memories
for just another day
cause my life is such a mess without u
baby wont u stay
dont come breakin my heart
i wont be okay 
drowning in my thoughts
dodgin the rain drops
coutin the seconds until i could
tell u that u made my heart stop
did u ever care for me at all


consistency i have
its hurting get away
ur fuckin up my mental, you don't seem to understand

I'm falling, apart, almost every single day
I'm scared, of my future, emptychested, bitch i am

why'd it all slip away (ft. sydcxx)

Lyrics:
I could get high on the interstate, gotta go slow now but its too late
see me in the paper on the next day, HK found dead on a Wednesday

Im just tryna live and get my paper up, ima chase the bag you know it aint nobody pay for us
I be gettin scared you know this shit be kinda dangerous
Yeah its dangerous, this shit be every day for us

You could call me anti-social
Keep me in your sights, in your focal
Watch me self-destruct you like oh no
Ill do it once again if you dont know

Swear that i been searching for a wedding ring
Baby take my hand move onto better things
Wake up in the morning then i meditate
Try to clean my brain of the things i hate

Run down trash pile gon light it up
smoke gas tree dank choke hit the blunt
menthol breath all cold in my lungs
baby watch it burn to the ground cause its fun

Wake up in the mornin i be spinnin
Stayed up way too late thought i was livin
Puking up my guts said im the villain
I know that im a wreck but im just chillin

Setting Abandoned Buildings On Fire

setting abandoned buildings on fire

https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead
https://soundcloud.com/mrnicety
https://soundcloud.com/imnotenvy

COMMUNITY. Vol 2

temptations

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autumndropsdead - temptations (ft. mr. nice ty & notenvy) [shiki xo & jolst]

(available on spotify + apple music)

an acoustic one for you. 
guitar loop was recorded by MINOR2GO <3

lyrics:

you didn't have to face the past
but your exhausted lips still spoke
you could've let me drown but you
dove in and dragged me to the shore
i can't describe how much you mean to me
i need to be
so much more
than this

cry in each other's arms till we're tired
help me to reconcile my desires
i need you like a match needs a fire
you need me like a fiend needs a lighter

navigate this mist to my purpose
slip and fall like thousands of times
scars that come from bruises on my knees
make me wonder if
i deserve your love as mine
do i deserve your love as mine?

cry in each other's arms till we're tired
help me to reconcile my desires
i need you like a match needs a fire
you need me like a fiend needs a lighter

spotify

lifeline (prod. minor2go)

with the life i’m given, i’m healing.

@lovelessgroup
@butaneband

sunday, pt. 2 [pekarot x jolst]

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