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SHITTY CHEEKY PUBERTY SNEAKY PEAKY

Everything Is Going To Hell - Teen Suicide (Cover)

track 4/10 of 'fawn'

I drove my car to your house
with a reusable shopping bag in my back seat
full of everything you kept at mine
on the top shelf of my built-in cupboard
with the sliding doors
there I held your scent
I sprayed it on my pillow
every now and then
and I breathed in
and it helped at least a little bit

I used the keys to your house on your back door
I was hoping you wouldn't be downstairs
so I could leave your things there without you knowing
that way maybe I'd be able to ease you
into the reason I came
but it didn't work
because halfway up the stairs
my vision blurred and flared in the fluorescent light
I sat on your bed
you started talking not me
I couldn't get the words out
and you picked up why eventually
when you realised I didn't want to be convinced
you started to cry

you started to really breathe
you had a panic attack
and so I couldn't leave
and so I just held you
from behind the computer chair
your chin resting on my wrists atop your collar bones

I told you breathe
if only just breathe
if only anything please just breathe
you asked me to listen so I listened
you asked me to stay so I stayed
and you asked me to try
you asked me to try
you asked me to try

I wasn't strong enough in the end
or maybe I was too selfish
but maybe that's okay

looking back I'm glad it didn't end that day
some of the worst times came after
but some of the best
and you grew so much
I was unhappy but I was so proud of you
and I still am

fawn

post pre almost breakup

track 9/10 of 'fawn'

on a bed of summer dandelions you lay
to my dismay the pain protrudes
a little further from your
innards to your skin where I fit in

I brought you the head of a pigeon
I left it's belly in the kitchen
I wept into your breast
because you asked me what was wrong

the skin is broken
the scorched earth tainted by your life blood
was it me?
was it me?

your spirits cleanse my swollen conscience

this forrest is home
to dangerous folk
to dirty old fucks
who yell at and touch you
and treat you like dirt
and tear at your tendons
and the at ligaments of your hind legs

I am a lonely lion
I can't tear into the flesh of your foes
I am blinded by my own shit
I am following your sweet innocence

crawl under my chest
and I will crush you

the tale of the wounded fawn and the weeping lion

track 1/10 of 'fawn'

your emotions are so unstable and so unkind
I try with all my might to remain impartial and polite
but your emotions are so unstable and so unkind
sometimes your words cut like knives down the notches in my spine

I know I'm not exactly innocent in this life
but I'm not sure quite how deserving I am of this sight
I know I'm not exactly innocent in this life
but I would never intentionally hurt you

like you do to me every night or two
I'm sick and I'm falling in line for you
you twist every word as I cut every tie
on your birthday as you say your farewells
and we both know damn well where you'll be

your emotions are so unstable and so unkind
I fear no time will mend these wounds of mine
your emotions are so unstable and so unkind
I cried in the car on the way to your place every time

breathe

track 6/10 of 'fawn'

perfect and everybody's happy
perfect and everybody's fine
perfect and everybody's happy
you should know that I lie about how much I drink

perfect and everybody's happy
perfect and everybody's fine
perfect and everybody's happy
and you should know that I lie about how much I drink

and you should know that I lie about how much I drink
you should know that I lie about how much I drink

I looked up at the sun in the middle of the day
I looked up at the sun in the middle of my driveway
I looked up at the sun in the middle of the day
everything is fine, we'll be okay

everything is fine
everything is fine
everything is fine
and everything is
everything is fine

perfect and everybody's happy
perfect and everybody's fine
perfect and everybody's happy
you should know that I lie about how much I drink

Declan Wall

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