To clarify:
I fucked up heavy and now I have a fear (she finds someone else/she's currently looking for someone new) that I shouldn't have. So I made a song about it. I feel a little better now but it still sucks feeling this. But I live knowing I shouldn't. I messed up, I'm in the wrong, I deserve it. Ez
- Dedamin

Oh
Fears they’re setting in
I can’t avoid it, it’s my fault, it’s settling
You might be looking for more, he's better then
I hope he’s close and does you right, sorry again
Yea fears they’re setting in
I can’t avoid it, it’s my fault, it’s settling
You might be looking for more, he's better then
I hope he’s close and does you right, sorry again


My fears to lose you
I’m scared a better guy will come and choose you
I just hope you’re okay
I just hope you’re okay
I just hope you’re okay

Are you searching around?
Maybe I’m dreaming
It is been stuck in my head
No use complaining
My soul is fading
This fear is raging

And when you find another I hope you tell me
I won’t be upset nah, I wont be angry
I’ll understand
Is it all planned?
Maybe she’s looking
Maybe she’s looking
Do I even wanna know
My skin's feeling cold

Happiness is what you need and I can't conceive it
I know that I'm useless I am garbage no "deason"
It's true
Can't deny it you know
It's true

Yea fears they’re setting in
I can’t avoid it, it’s my fault, it’s settling
You might be looking for more, he's better then
I hope he’s close and does you right, sorry again
Yea fears they’re setting in
I can’t avoid it, it’s my fault, it’s settling
You might be looking for more, he's better then
I hope he’s close and does you right, sorry again

*Voice message to a homie* (Might write down what it says soon*

4/8

Losing Interest? (prod. TERMULA)

Please now do not
Please now do not
Please now do not

Please now do not touch me, I'm going insane
I’ve been feeling lonely, it’s an empty plain
Does my baby love me? Is it all a game?
Feeling melancholy, baby make it go away 

Stuck in a prison
Will you set me free and help me see a different vision?
Maybe see another light
Waiting, intermission
Am I stuck here until the day that somebody listens?
In these terrible conditions

Oh 
Now we take it real slow 
No
Do not touch any-woah
My thoughts are coming run
Oh
Now we take it real slow 
No
I tried to fight it now you know
My thoughts are coming run

Please now do not touch me, I'm going insane
I’ve been feeling lonely, it’s an empty plain
Does my baby love me? Is it all a game?
Feeling melancholy, baby make it go away 

Oh 
Now we take it real slow 
No
Do not touch any-woah
My thoughts are coming run
Oh
Now we take it real slow 
No
I tried to fight it now you know
My thoughts are coming run

Please now do not touch me, I'm going insane

DONT (prod. Dezirl)

Baby
You know I’m lazy
Going out for food or some shit
Nothing that crazy
Feeling like I’m hazy
On the daily
Feeling like I’m hazy
On the daily
Yea
Baby
You know I’m lazy
Going out for food or some shit
Nothing that crazy
Feeling like I’m hazy
On the daily
Feeling like I’m hazy
On the daily
Yea

Baby
You know you’re my goddess you’re my lady
Fighting off the thought that you gon hate me
You’re a hero you came here to save me

Coming up with music all my lyrics 'bout you
Can’t stop thinking bout you hope you know that it’s true
Baby when it comes to you I will think it through
Figure of a goddess baby if only you knew

Got me in this addiction not a reason I should go
Green eyes like no other a smile that could glow
Simple as my lover I can never leave you no
Distance will not stop me if it means you are my own

Oh
Baby I cannot control
Oh
Baby you make me feel whole

Baby
You know I’m lazy
Going out for food or some shit
Nothing that crazy
Feeling like I’m hazy
On the daily
Feeling like I’m hazy
On the daily
Yea

Baby
You know I’m lazy
Going out for food or some shit
Nothing that crazy
Feeling like I’m hazy
On the daily
Feeling like I’m hazy
On the daily
Yea
Baby
You know I’m lazy
Going out for food or some shit
Nothing that crazy
Feeling like I’m hazy
On the daily
Feeling like I’m hazy
On the daily
Yea

Lazy ft. ??? (prod. Chibi)

Tell me a story, una que no me mata
Say that your for me, pero tus cuentas ven mas
Murderous dreams, no me voy despertar
I am alone, mis sueños fatal

Tell me bout your day, y no puedo decir
Never think about it, quiero ser feliz

En verdad
Poco a quiredo
De lo ques dicho
En estos dias
Y ya
No se conecta
Estar en linea
No ayuda

Cerro esperanza
De lo que sigue delante
No entiendo por qué es así
Tal vez por venganza
Mis sueños me siguen
Pero salí de tras de otra de ella

En verdad
Poco a quiredo
De lo ques dicho
En estos dias
Y ya
No se conecta
Estar en linea
No ayuda

.

Translation:
Tell me a story, one that won't kill me
Say that your for me, but your accounts see more
Murderous dreams, I'm not going to wake up
I am alone, my dreams deadly

Tell me bout day, and I cannot say
Never think about it, I want to be happy

To be honest
There's little I've believed
Of what you said
These days
And now
It's not connected
Being online
Doesn't help

No hope
For what comes ahead
I don't understand why it's like this
Maybe for revenge
My dreams follow me
Put I chased after another of her

To be honest
There's little I've believed
Of what you said
These days
And now
It's not connected
Being online
Doesn't help

me dormí otra vez (prod. Backgroundbeat)

Does she know that I’d die for her?
But does she know that I’d die for her?
But does she know that I’d die for her?
But

Does she know that I’d die for her?
A different end, I’ve seen in the mirrors
Does she know that I’d die for her?
He wants me dead, break down the mirrors
But

I’m the reason you’re not the same 
See ourselves beyond the domain
Break the glass cut blood from my veins
(Leave my body out in the rain)
Slowly growing inside my brain
Screaming shouting going insane 
Losing touch of what will remain

But does she know that I’d die for her?

I’d lose mind
Deep inside 
That there’s nothing better than you in my life
I realize
That I have died
The moment I saw mirrors break with future lives 

But does she know that I’d die for her?
A different end I’ve seen in the mirrors
But does she know that I’d die for her?
He wants me dead, break down the mirrors

Mirrors (prod. Elvix)

She don't wanna tell lies (she don't wanna tell lies)
She don't wanna tell lies (she don't wanna tell lies)
She just wanna feel alive (she just wanna feel alive)
She just wanted more time (she just wanted more time)
I'm looking for a long ride (looking for a long ride)
She just want a test drive (she just want a test drive)
Now you on the west side (now you on the west side)
I'll see you in the next life (see you in the next life)

What do you want, babe? (What do you want, babe?)
I don't like when you taunt me (I don't like when you taunt me)
You've been calling the wrong line (you've been calling the wrong line)
I say who do you want, babe? (Who do you want, babe?)
I'm working on my name (working on my name)
I'm hoping you do the same (do the same)
You got me afraid again (got me afraid again)
So let me just pray again (so let me just pray again)

TEST DRIVE (Cover) SNIPPET

Don’t stop running, you cannot turn around
Heart is drumming, I bet you hear the sound
Thoughts are coming, I’m trying not to drown
Mind is numbing, it needs to come out

I need a break
I need a break

Making it to door 100 yea you know we cracked
Me I'm gonna make it yea
I'm going crazy yea
No looking back yea
It's okay now
Oh my god it's you now
I'm heading forward yea

Everything is okay
Everything is okay
Everything is okay
Everything is okay

Don’t stop running, you cannot turn around
Heart is drumming, I bet you hear the sound
Thoughts are coming, I’m trying not to drown
Mind is numbing, it needs to come out

I need a break
I need a break

I need a break

TOO MANY DOORS ft. Halfling (prod. drma X shalli)

Talk to me
Would it really kill you if you talk to me?
Knocking on your door, now tell what you need
Talk to me
Talk to me
Promise I won’t use it if you talk to me

I was lying wonder when you’ll find out
Wait
Plant a bullet, pop your brains out
Turn you into soup no Denji but I call it Pad Kee Mow
Laughing at your face when I tell you that she love me now

Love me now
Love me now
If he talkin on me Ima hit him with 100 rounds
Do you wan die?
Cause we gon' slide
Posted up with Dedamin and we rocking-
peacexo
Yea
Stop acting like the victim
You a pussy you a bitch
Stack my money cause I'm rich
You can dodge my threats on IG
But you cannot dodge a gun bitch
Turn that boy in to a hashtag just because he don't wan talk to me

Talk to me
Would it really kill you if you talk to me?
Knocking on your door, now tell what you need
Talk to me
Talk to me
Promise I won’t use it if you talk to me

I was lying wonder when you’ll find out
Wait
Plant a bullet, pop your brains out
Turn you into soup no Denji but I call it Pad Kee Mow
Laughing at your face when I tell you that she love me now

I'm coming nigga
Call me Geto, you monkey nigga

TALK2MEEE ft. peacexo (prod. whiteei)

When it all falls, tell me why?
And pieces we all fall, through our lives
And when you find me, will you lie?

Please I am begging you
Begging you lord tell me we'll be alright
Maybe the answer will save me tonight
Tell me you love me, that we'll be alright
We'll be alright baby, we'll be alright
Right, right, right

I pray for a better day
A day where I'm by your side
A day but not today
Please lord let us live our lives

Please I am begging you
Begging you lord tell me we'll be alright
Maybe the answer will save me tonight
Tell me you love me, that we'll be alright
We'll be alright baby, we'll be alright
Right, right, right

We Are Alright? Right? (prod. DUMF)

It's true that I want you
It's true that I want you
It's true that I want you
It's true that I want you
It's true that I want you

I’m obsessed can’t you tell?
Put him in a stretcher then I wish him well
She’s a 10 to an L
Can’t stop thinking bout you cause I like the way you smell
I’m obsessed can’t you tell?
Put him in a stretcher then I wish him well
She’s a 10 to an L
Can’t stop thinking bout you cause I like the way you smell

L O V E
Is what I think of you
PLEASE BABY LOVE ME
Please I'm begging you
IS IT THAT YOU HATE ME?
I don't want it to-
I just want it to be us two

I know I am a fool
Know that I want you
Invested in my life, please tell me what do you do
I know I am a fool
Know that I want you
Invested in my life, please tell me what do you do

Green eyes
And they tell me the future
Be nice
To her or I will shoot you
Three sides
I'm in love through a computer
I will never never leave 
I don’t wanna lose her
Green eyes
And they tell me the future
Recline
And I feel it, it is real REAL
Three sides
I’m love through a computer
Screen size
Doesn’t matter she is real REAL

L O V E
I’m obsessed can’t you tell?
Put him in a stretcher then I wish him well
L O V E
She’s a 10 to an L
Can’t stop thinking bout you cause I like the way you smell
L O V E
I’m obsessed can’t you tell?
Put him in a stretcher then I wish him well
L O V E
She’s a 10 to an L
Can’t stop thinking bout you cause I like the way you smell

It's true that I want you
It's true that I want you
It's true that I want you
It's true that I want you
It's true that I want you

It's true that I want you <3

LOVE YOU (through a computer) (prod. probelad)

Night we lost it all
Fading from ya
Wait until the call
Night we lost it all
Fading from ya
Wait until the call
Night we lost it all
Fading from ya
Wait until the call
Night we lost it all
Fading from ya
Wait until the call

As I fade away
Tell me that I'm nothing
Wanna stay away
Please tell me that I am for you
Stay away
Tell me that I'm nothing
Wanna stay away
Please tell me I am something to you

Stay away
Stay away
Stay away
Stay away
Stay away
Stay away
Stay away
Stay away

Night we lost it all
Fading from ya
Wait until the call
Night we lost it all
Fading from ya
Wait until the call
Night we lost it all
Fading from ya
Wait until the call
Night we lost it all
Fading from ya
Wait until the call

Stay Away (prod. greyrock & akkiru1 elseen)

I crave for your time baby
I crave for your logic
I need your time baby
I need this to process
Need this to process
Need this to process

When you tell me it's over
Yea I know it ain't over
Tell me it's over
Yea I know that it's over for you
For you

It's hard for me to differ if I'm dead, if I'm alive
You tell me that we're gonna be fine, that we're alright
You turn on me and tell me that I crossed another line
I'm sitting here and I ponder if I really wanna fight

I'm addicted to the process
Baby yea I need your logic
I need you, put me on this option
Put it on me it's erotic
Want to rot in

When you tell me it's over
Yea I know it ain't over
Tell me it's over
Yea I know that it's over for you
For you

When you throw the shoulder
Yea I know you got colder
Throwing my heart
I know it's sad for it's over for you
For you

OV3R (prod. akkiru1 elseen)

Okay
Now I’m telling everybody that I’m
Okay
I am feeling like I’m slowly gonna-
Okay
I will numb it till I say that I am
Okay
Every night it crashes but I say I’m

Okay,Okay,Okay,Okay

Okay
Now I’m telling everybody that I’m
Okay
I am feeling like I’m slowly gonna-
Okay
I will numb it till I say that I am
Okay
Every night it crashes but I say I’m
Okay
Now I’m telling everybody that I’m
Okay
I am feeling like I’m slowly gonna-
Okay
I will numb it till I say that I am
Okay
Every night it crashes on me but I’m

Okay
Tell me what you want now
Oh wait
Am I just your slave now?
No way
I just let you in without-
Too late
Now the voices yelling stay out
Wait please
Is too late to
Save me
Tell me why you
Hate me
When all I want is
Safety

Okay,Okay,Okay,Okay

Okay
Now I’m telling everybody that I’m
Okay
I am feeling like I’m slowly gonna-
Okay
I will numb it till I say that I am
Okay
Every night it crashes but I say I’m
Okay
Now I’m telling everybody that I’m
Okay
I am feeling like I’m slowly gonna-
Okay
I will numb it till I say that I am
Okay
Every night it crashes on me but I’m
Okay

OK :3 (prod. nightiger)

My clothes still smell like you 
I know that I fxcked up too

Maybe if you find another
I’d be fine fading from you
Maybe it’s a sign my lover
Think it’s time that you hate me too

But the notes they’re in my face
I don’t wanna bother so hey
Knowing I won’t fight so I will stay
Lose it all but it’s okay 

I know there’s no one like you
I know there’s no one like you
I lost it all, without you
I lost it all, without you

Maybe if you find another
I’d be fine fading from you
Maybe it’s a sign my lover
Think it’s time that you hate me too

But the notes they’re in my face
I don’t wanna bother so hey
Knowing I won’t fight so I will stay
Lose it all but it’s okay

Cloudy (prod. karasuma)

Break
They can tell me it's a rumor
Fake
Put it down so I can think about the
Pain
Can't cope that I will lose her
Wait
I am overwhelmed I think I'm gonna

Ay
Tell me it's a rumor
Woulda stayed away from you if I've known it sooner
Ay
Wishin now I knew what you were
Back when I first met you yea I thought you were a user
Oh
Now it don't feel right
Sticking by your side
Loving you tonight
Oh
Stay here by my side
Cause if I never met you I could have died

Oh again
Say oh again
Oh again
Say oh again

I cannot decide
If I should fight
Stay with me tonight
We'll make it right
Want you in my life
Oh girl I tried
Yea I need you in my life
I'd never lie to you

Break
They can tell me it's a rumor
Fake
Put it down so I can think about the
Pain
Can't cope that I will lose her
Wait
I am overwhelmed I think I'm gonna

RUMOR ft. DaKidChris (prod. gxdrays x Northeast Lights)

Luck be there to anyone
Anyone to find your seed

Wake up, tell me what you really wanna be
Fade out, luck is running tell me what you see
Faced up, looking at the mirrors never free
Throw my heart, throw my heart in the sea

You're the missing forth leaf clover
Now I'm wishing I was sober
Told you how I felt in the middle of October
You're the missing forth leaf clover
And I still remember every kiss that you gave me
So let me lock all my feelings away in a cave cause I don't want to be here
You're the missing forth leaf clover

Missing 4th leaf clover
Tell me was would you really wanna look
Tell me was I ever even love
Lose my luck, lose my clover, it was over

Wake up, tell me what you really wanna be
Fade out, luck is running tell me what you see
Faced up, looking at the mirrors never free
Throw my heart, throw my heart in the sea

Wake up, tell me what you really wanna be
Fade out, luck is running tell me what you see
Faced up, looking at the mirrors never free
Throw my heart in the amidst of the sea

You're the missing forth leaf clover
Now I'm wishing I was sober
Told you how I felt in the middle of October
You're the missing forth leaf clover
And I still remember every kiss that you gave me
So let me lock all my feelings away in a cave cause I don't want to be here
You're the missing forth leaf clover

Dedamin x Arisukaru - Luck Be A Lady (prod. Fantom)

Maybe it's a dream
Virus in my screen
I think I need to update but I think I'm off the scene
Sorry not tonight
Not tonight
Sorry not tonight
Not tonight
Virus in my screen
I don't wanna fail but it's all I got in me
I can't give a reason
Sorry not tonight
Not tonight
Sorry not tonight
Not tonight

And they're gutting me
Gutting me, gutting me
I'm sorry
Sorry, sorry
I won't let it happen again
Will they let me free?
Let me free, let me free?
They want a piece of me
Piece of me, piece of me
I think that this is my end

I took too many pills I think I'm gonna OD
Always texting all night because I'm so lonely
I'm staring at this screen til it fucking ends me
I'm dying on this screen you know I said I'm sorry
Said not tonight
Not tonight
Don't wanna fucking talk cause all you wanna do is fight
Yeah, not tonight
Not tonight
Yeah, not tonight cause all you wanna do is gut me

And they're gutting me
Gutting me, gutting me
I'm sorry
Sorry, sorry
I won't let it happen again
Will they let me free?
Let me free, let me free?
They want a piece of me
Piece of me, piece of me
I think that this is my end

Maybe it's a dream
Virus in my screen
I think I need to update but I think I'm off the scene
Sorry not tonight
Not tonight
Sorry not tonight
Not tonight
Virus in my screen
I don't wanna fail but it's all I got in me
I can't give a reason
Sorry not tonight
Not tonight
Sorry not tonight
Not tonight

Try Again Tmr ft. v4mpirz (prod. scaryele)

Eat my heart, it’s gushing blood no Anemo
Came to peace cause I don’t need your ego
On a search for another? No need no
No need no

Lack a heart but tell me would you really think of me?
It's a mess in there but tell me, would you take debris?
I don’t want to feel it baby tell me what you need
Hold my heart but tell me, why you making scene? No
But you offering me sex, no
Diss my heart and not my set, woah
I’m the bad one I'm the threat, no
No

No, I know you’re tired of me
I feel it coming over me
I know you’re feeling tired of me
So stop waitin’ ‘round babe, tell me what you think of me
I just wanna talk, but you just give me third degree
We can’t keep goin’ like this, my mind’s lost, I’m out at sea
I think I need some closure, shit it’s getting harder to breathe
And no

Lack a heart but tell me, would you really think of me?
It's a mess in there but tell me, would you take debris?
I don’t want to feel it baby, tell me what you need
Hold my heart but tell me, why you making scene? No
But you offering me sex no
Diss my heart and not my set woah
I’m the bad one I'm the threat no
No

But you offering me sex no
Diss my heart and not my set woah
I’m the bad one I'm the threat no
No

Woah ft. Sh4yy (prod. drippxyblue x isaachorner)

Misery Garden 🥀
Where a human dies, a new one is bound to be born

Dedamin (@dedamin_)

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