This is the first track I've ever recorded and performed on my own in it's entirety. It's basically my take on Bay Area thrash because I miss it!

It's about someone that got under my skin and the anger as a result.

This is just a demo, it's un-mastered, mixed terribly and played and sung by me....and I don't care :)

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1. The Heavyman

This song was written at some of the darkest times of my life. 

It was therapy for me and I am so lucky to have music to turn to at times likes this.

I wrote the outro the day that my father past away...it was all I could do to keep it together.

It's also a nod to my love of New York Hardcore and Crossover that was introduced to me from a childhood friend named Adam (Milky) Milstead RIP.

Sorry for being so deep on here but shit happens.

Never fall down. \m/


Usual disclaimer: Demo only, not mastered, I'm terrible at most things etc, etc 

Confused By Why

With this track I wanted to see if I could write like we did on the Mortality Structure CD. The riffs hurt to play and you could never really relax into the songs due to the complexity which I really liked.

The track itself is about a person who lied in relation to a verbal exchange that took place between us and attempted to figuratively throw me under a bus... it didn't work, but it was hard to accept that someone had blatantly lied about me. 

Instead of letting go and doing something stupid, I wrote this.

Metal, it's the sensible choice. \m/




4. Nothing Anymore

This track allowed me to venture back into my love of industrial and metal combined. 

The track is effectively an abusive letter to myself.. for many, many reasons.

Mixed and performed terribly as usual, though I kind of dig the power in the rawness.

Sorry for the language...but not really.

Enjoy!

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A Letter To Myself

WE CAME TO WRECK EVERYTHING...

 After I finished playing in Australian bands Mortality and Many Machines On Nine (MM9), for many years I lacked an outlet so I thought to hell with it and I'll just do something myself! 

These tracks are just demo's, unmastered, recorded and mixed by me (I'm terrible) and it's the first time I've ever recorded my vocals and guitar as I'm a bass player. All disclaimers aside, I just wanted to play some metal and I thought someone else might dig it too.

Man, I just needed to hear some metal that I could beat my chest to again.


Enjoy


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