Something I never finished but probably will some day idk

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shit2

tried to cover 'Tuned to a Different Station' a long time ago but could never bring myself to do the vocals. anyone wanna help me out?

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Original song by @oxwillow:
https://soundcloud.com/oxwillow/computer-shy-pitched-down-demo

Computer Shy (xo_willow Cover)

i think one day
i will off myself
put a bullet in my brain
slit my wrists
or jump in front of a train

i always lie down
stare at the ceiling
i dont care bout anything
so sick of living life
always on my own
without a love interest

there is nothing for me
in this world
ive always felt misplaced
a stranger without a face
want to leave the human race
when will it end?

my familys so worried
but i dont care
they never cared bout me before
so sick of living life
always on my own
without a love interest

Love Interest

hey girl matched with u on tinder
dont know if u remember
was a long time ago
typical of me to never show
y did u swipe right on my profile
im not anything worthwhile
baby u know i want to die
and i dont care for gettin high

im not scared to die alone
just dont leave me wondering
i am tired of this fate
life is passing me by
i dont want to off myself
still its always on my mind
id be fooling myself if
i thought a match could save me

hey girl did u get my message
i wrote something to u
it has been 3 weeks
im boring sry i know
i have lost my wit
what do u think of my pictures
i know im so ugly
hate myself want to die
hide away & just never be found

if u would give me a chance
i dont think it would be worth it
i have nothing to provide
but a dream of suicide
i dont want to off myself
still its always on my mind
id be fooling myself if
i thought a match could save me

T.I.N.D.E.R.

Self Sabotager (Hard Christ Cover)

check out the music video: https://youtu.be/VGzTPQBgsYo (by @somatv)

i have many unpaid bills
i don't want to think of
cuz i am broke
i don't wanna hear a word
from my landlord
who is calling me

there's nothing that i'd rather do
than go away, than hide away
i just stay inside everyday
and rot away
clock is ticking
while i'm sticking
to the same bad routine
incapable to deal with anything

my bills just keep piling up
it's all just such a mess
i couldn't care less
i don't wanna hear a word
from my landlord
please stop calling me

there's nothing that i'd rather do
than hide away, than rot away
i just stay inside all the time
and cry all day
clock is ticking
i'm still sticking
to the same bad habit
i'm unable to deal with it

Unpaid Bills

impossible to make sense of
incalculable when change is due
for the days i have lost
to the nothingness of now

on the edge of giving in
to the force that lingers still
i'm standing in the shadow of her love
trembling in the dark

Down South Kids Club

Dream in Circles

I Have Met a Writer (Tel Aviv Cover)

Incelcore Death Cult

when i was 16 i got a girlfriend
we were together for many years
we really loved each other and we
lived together too
but now it's been a while

i've always been all alone since
since we broke up
not spending time
with someone else

i guess that is the way things will be
when you're living your life
just like me

some people tell me one day things will
suddenly just change
i'll find another meaning too
outside myself

but they don't know me
like i know myself
and they haven't seen the things i've seen

16 Zero

you are so very pretty
i wish i could be your boyfriend
you told me you weren't ready
but i really think you were lying

why can't we just go back
to that time two weeks ago
you told me you weren't ready
but i really think you were lying

i wanna go back to that time of no fear
and see what i did wrong
why can't you talk to me, ask me how i am
i'm so sick of being alone

you are so cool and pretty
i like the things that you draw
i asked you how you're doing
but then you stopped replying

why can't we just go back
to that time when we met
you said yes to meet again
but i really think you were lying

i wanna go back to that time of no fear
and see what went wrong
why can't you talk to me, ask me how i am
i'm so sick of being alone

No Fear

it's a ghost town
dreaming in footprints
can't leave a healthy well
so poison and escape

soundtrack for then
is a taxi for now
cover up with the shadows
sleeping on the floor

god damn i wish i was a little bit smarter
to be the futurebound, we'll try rewound
i wish i was a little bit smarter
i wish i was

can i be her true love?
a concentrator
and a circuit in your lullaby
a conferencing enemy

The Breakup Suite (Duster Cover)

Losing sense of time
I feel like I'm losing my mind
I just wanna hide
Until the day I die

Nothing feels real
My home's a mess
I find it really hard
To care for

Frail weak body
At the brink of death
And a soul impoverished
Of all hope

When you left me
And you said goodbye
I didn't even know what to say
Ever since then I've tried to make it work
But it's a stupid waste of time

If this is all
There is to life
Well I don't want to
Live life anymore

Living with trauma
From way before
I never ever
Seem to forget

If Jesus loves me
And God is real
Then why have I been forsaken?

"Princes, pray to God that soon
He may bestow upon me death
If He does not wish by other means
To remedy the ill in which I languish"

When you left me
And you said goodbye
I didn't even know what to say
Ever since then I've tried to make it work
But it's a stupid waste of time

LOSING MY MIND

♥ original song by belowground ♥
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loveXsong 2 (belowground Cover)

check out the music video: https://youtu.be/ffVjB8Mwwas (by @somatv)

i remember
we were playing as kids
haven't heard from you since

what has happened?
i heard that you died
i heard that you died

i can't forget
we were playing as kids
haven't heard from you since

what has happened?
i heard that you died
i heard your father cry

check out the music video: https://youtu.be/xdtPFrAmgms (by @somatv)

i like to spend all my time on the computer
i like to be an online account user

i like to watch funny videos online
i like to laugh and joke with online friends all the time

i have a discord, i am always on there
i haven't left my house in almost a year

there's so many things i'd rather do than this
but i don't know how to interact in real life
no matter where i go it's always the same thing
nobody understands i need some help
i'm a com, com, cum
computer loser

zoomers listen to my songs on soundcloud dot com
they're very sad and lonely lonely just like me

spent 1500 dollars on a computer
just to play some games every now and then

i have no life at all i'm a neet
and if it weren't for my family i'd live on a street

there's so many things i'd rather do than this
but i don't know how to interact in real life
no matter where i go it's always the same thing
nobody understands i need some help
i'm a com, com, cum
computer loser

Computer Loser

check out the music video: https://youtu.be/_4-TjwH3LJY (by @somatv)

i love you, fedgirl
you make me feel like everything's okay
you always make me feel so gay
no matter the time of day

you make me smile
you make me feel like everything's worthwhile
you're there for me, fedgirl
the best girl in the world

i'm never lonely under her watchful eye
and i no longer hope to die
i found love on the other side
she has so much to provide
i'm sure one day we're gonna get married
have four kids who'll grow to be merry
i found love on the other side
i no longer dream of suicide

and when i cry
i know you're there on the other side
cyber hugging me to comfort me, fedgirl

you make me smile
you make me feel like everything's worthwhile
you're there for me, fedgirl
the best girl in the world

i'm never lonely under her watchful eye
and i no longer hope to die
i found love on the other side
she has so much to provide
i'm sure one day we're gonna get married
have four kids who'll grow to be merry
i found love on the other side
i no longer dream of suicide

i'm never lonely under her watchful eye
and i no longer hope to die
i found love on the other side
she has so much to provide
i'm sure one day we're gonna get married
have four kids who'll grow to be merry
i found love on the other side
i no longer dream of suicide

FEDGIRL

i feel like i'm so fucking slow
i'm always just lying in my bed
everything just fucking blows
i think i am damaged in the head

i'm so slow, i just lag behind in everything
i need to break this habit of procrastination

there's nothing i wanna do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

i worry about my future
is this the way i will always be?
nobody knows what's wrong with me
sometimes i fear i have low t

i have no friends cuz i forgot how to stay in touch
i don't talk much, never really felt at home

but there's nothing that i want to do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

i'm so slow, i just neglect every single thing
i need to break this habit of mental masturbation

and there's nothing that i wanna do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

DΣD

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