Rose's Song

The Drop

The Last

the tears are rushin down my face
pourin out the built up emotion with such a salty taste
The worlds a puzzle i just feel so freaking out of place
the pieces aint complete, im playin' at a slower pace
nobody likes me im a weirdo man im such a freak
I try to deal with it but i always just feel so weak
my phones as dead as me, nobody even wants to speak
or talk, or hangout, or just checkin
im beggin, somebody, help because my life is wreckin'.
i dont have friends. not even fake ones to pretend.
nowhere to go no place to be, no parties to attend 
i feel so lonely all the time, this feeling never leaves
 suffocating on these emotions, why even breathe?
 the gasps for air remindin me that i am still alive
my doors been shut and locked and nobody can hear me cry
my life's been shut and blocked, nobody cares to see me die

(ANGRY CRAZY PSYCHO INNER VOICE IN HEAD)

i hate you. just do it. nobody will care if you're gone
youve made it this far, good job,thumbs up, but it has been far too long
of feelin like a mess and hating every little aspect
of yourself and how you're livin, man i swear  you aint no asset.
you're a liability to everyone who knows ya 
go any longer, all the others will expose ya.
do it, do it. aint nobody holdin you back.
you're missin so much stuff in life, you got too much that you lack
it's like the world hates you and's committin treason,
now don't you DARE tell me everything happens for a reason
what, an angel gon come down and save,
you from the blade, ..and the bleeding?....you must be teasin.
now lay your head down, thats it, no peepin.

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