This Thing Of Ours

TV Dinners (feat. Boldy James & Sideshow)

adultSW!M

how far we've come (feat. Eliza Moon & MAVI)

The Boys & Girls

Benevolence

Do I not do enough 
or do I just not do enough for you? 

Yea, look
Man, I been staring at the stars I 
Hope my dreams catch one 
Try to speak to god feel like I’m folding under pressure 
And I hope I learn my lesson 
Stand out nigga wasn’t open to acceptance 
I plan routes bigger than the
Roads that I was left with 
Told you I was better left alone 
But still you wrote the boy a message 
And I’m yet to receive it 
Never follow so I’m never misleaded 
Heavy believer in everything is set for a reason 
It’s fucking funny 
Thought I had it all in early 2020 
Was a time I really felt like 
No one could take nothing from me 
Battling with ego 
To top it off around this time 
I started hanging with dudes who had tools like Home Depot 
I learned if you throwin’ bets you lose on most people, yea
You lose on most people
In my face though you don’t fuck with me 
The truest form of evil
I been swimming in doubt 
I think it’s crucial that I see hope

Do I not do enough or do I just not do enough for you?
(Do I not do enough or do I just not do enough for you, do I not do en- yea)
Do I not do enough or do I just not do enough for you?
(I said do I not do enough or do I just not do enough for you, yea)
Do I not do enough or do I just not do enough for you?
(Aye, I said do I not do enough or do I just not do enough for you, yea)
Do I not do enough or do I just not do enough for you?

Recently I move a lot 
I’ve been seeing way too much indecency from foolish pride 
I keep my peace and stay aside 
I need a week to take my mind off everything 
I guess it takes a bit of patience right 
I guess to taste the pie you gotta go and take a slice 
These days rarely conversations 
That’s a waste of time 
I know fulfillment is near me hope I’m awake to find it 
The best advice I ever heard in life is change your mindset 
My sanity been run it further is it out of reach 
Vision clouded by my intuition 
I’m too blind to see what’s really right for me
What’s really right for me 
It’s runnin’ further is it out of reach
Vision clouded by my intuition 
Am I blind to see
What’s really right for me? 
(tell me what is right for me)
What the fuck is right for me?
(tell me what is right for me)

Writing letters to myself through the verses
Hoping I make me better 
Pushing the pressure out 
‘Cause stressing put me on a stretcher 
My purpose was perfectly placed 
Before I knew a word 
Never been deterred by what ifs 
Or people stuck on they burdens
So I go (go)
Work (work)
Shift (shift)
Rock (rock)
Lean (lean)
Write (write)
Dip (dip)    
The intuition, ambition and love I have is true
But that’ll never be enough for you 

Do I not do enough or do I just not do enough for you?
(Do I not do enough or do I just not do enough for you, do I not do en- yea)
Do I not do enough or do I just not do enough for you?
(I said do I not do enough or do I just not do enough for you, yea)
Do I not do enough or do I just not do enough for you?
(Aye, I said do I not do enough or do I just not do enough for you, yea)
Do I not do enough or do I just not do enough for you?

how far we've come (feat. Eliza Moon & MAVI)

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