Name: Ruined4Nothing (demo) by deepblu
Duration: 2 min 15 s
Description: The girl in my chemistry class mentioned she was bisexual like 12 times but she smelled good and looked decent despite wierd clothes

The girl in my chemistry class mentioned she was bisexual like 12 times but she smelled good and looked decent despite wierd clothes

Ruined4Nothing (demo)

V tubers are a plague and annoying af 
(lyrics)  
(Verse 1)
 I dream of anime girls who tell me I can escape this world 
They know how much my life sucks, They know how hard I got fucked.    
(chorus)
You say that I'm killing myself 
I say that I'm escaping hell
point the trigger directly at my brain 
blast away at the source of my pain
(verse 2) 
I know it won't be painless 
it sure as hell won't be easy
but once I join them 
they'll do anything to please me. 
(bridge) 
you tell me not to kill myself 
your words are emptier than this broken hell
my only true support wants me to blow my fucking head off
one shot is all it takes , one shot and everything will be okay

Kill Myself

I CANT TAKE IT I CANT TAKE IT I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE

ITS GETTING HARDER EVERYDAY
IN THE MORNING I CAN BARELY WAKE
CAUSE I DONT KNOW
HOW MUCH MORE I CAN TAKE
CAUSE I DONT KNOW 
HOW MUCH MORE UNTIL I BREAK
CAUSE I CANT TAKE IT 
I CANT TAKE IT
I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE

I CANT TAKE IT I CANT TAKE IT I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT 
I CANT FUCKING GO
I DONT WANNA DO THIS ANYMORE
I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT 
I CANT FUCKING GO 
ALL THIS SHIT I ABHOR
YOU FEED ME SHIT 
YOU WASTE MY TIME
OH WHY WONT YOU JUST DIE
YOU FUCKING DICK 
YOU FUCKING BITCH
I SWEAR TO GOD IM GONNA END IT 
CAUSE I CANT TAKE IT 
I CANT TAKE IT 
I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE

I CANT TAKE IT I CANT TAKE IT I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE

I CANT TAKE IT

Lyrics:

Why is it that you don't see what I do?
Different realities.
Why is it that when I say what I think,
Everyone hates me?

The language that we speak has been corrupted secretly to make us hate each other though we're all the same.
Everything we say is being twisted in these games we play,
No one even listens anyway.

Why can't we understand each other?
Two different languages.
Why do you even try to fit in?
You're fucking lying!

They've changed the definitions of the words we speak to make us think we hate each other now we're not the same.
Maybe if we told the truth and listened to each other then our realities would be the same again.

I'll never see, I'll never see, I'll never see I'll never see!
I'll never see, I'll never see, I'll never see, I'll never see!
I'll never see, I'll never see, I'll never see the world the same again!

You'll never see, You'll never see, You'll never see, You'll never see! 
You'll never see, You'll never see, You'll never see, You'll never see! 
You'll never see, You'll never see, You'll never see how it was meant to be!

How it was meant to be!

The language that we speak has been corrupted secretly and now the open rift I fear is here to stay.
There's no getting out of here, They're controlling us through fear,
The world will never be the same again...

Newspeak

Insomnia

The West Is Fucked

Alive

school shooter cover

i dream of you and i get possessed
you dream right back and you get obsessed
as we both start to fade away
the feeling stays, the feeling stays

handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i
handguns are beautiful
they're so beautiful
they're really beautiful
if you really take the time
if you dream of you and i

i dream of you and i get possessed
you dream right back and you get obsessed
as we both start to fade away
the feeling stays, the feeling stays

handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i
handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i

handguns are beautiful

I'm never going out and I'm never going back
I can't leave those two alone cause they're always smoking crack
And I don't want a chaser
I don't wanna chase her
I can't keep the pace so I never really race her
You smirk a strange smile
And you ride a motorcycle
Your world is on my shoulders and I can't hold it over
On earth, day one
Your worth will never be that much
But you can pray above
You can use god as a crutch yeah

I can't go back to her
It's moving way too fast
But everything's a blur
I'm withdrawing in class
I'm in the atmosphere
Heard what I shouldn't hear
But I don't have the strength
Can't even run off with my legs yeah

Hey I'm on my way
I tryna see you everyday
But nothing's been the same
Since we never got to say
Our last goodbye
Hours in the sky
Just to say hello
And you say
Hell no!
I never say of what I want
But still I piss everyone off
You know Its never fair
But you said you didn't care
Cause I failed that test
Beneath your dress
Got so much older
Running from a boulder
Everyone has something to love
But somehow I ended up with none
Everyone gets something to love
But I never was
Never was never loved

I don't want your help
I don't want your money
Don't think you're cute
I don't think you're funny
All you ever do
Is annoy and and bug me
All you ever do is try to fuck me
You used hit me up like hey baby what's up
You used me for my love
But now you want to fuck
I even changed up how I dressed
Just to try to be the best
But you never even noticed
It made me so depressed

I can't go back to her
It's moving way too fast
But everything's a blur
I'm withdrawing in class
Im in the atmosphere
Heard what I shouldn't hear
I don't have the strength
Cant even run off with my legs yeah

I Can't Go Back To Her - Gezebelle Gaburgably Cover (2024 Version)

a great intrumental
on the cover: haggai harduff known as "malta mann"
other nicknames "bein" or "ronnie smalls"
his marvel carracter: ironcladd
 marvel devision: hellfire elite
from: kibbutz ayelet hashar
something "nott to say next to him" : his name is hawajja...חגי אתה נשוך

Tik tokk remix 2



[Verse]
I dont know why you cant get out my head 
I wanna die take my life i wanna drop dead
I cant image you with someone else 
It hurts my soul it makes me wanna cut myself 
I wish I can move on but that cant do
Cuz my mind and my heart cant get a clue 

[Chorus]
I cant help myself 
I wanna kill myself 
I wanted just to move on 
And just accept myself
I don't like it here 
Its something that I fear
I don't wanna be here 
I wanna be with you 

[Verse]
I dont know why 
You make me wanna cry 
Cuz you said we'd last I guess that was just a lie
Please just take me back 
Our love will never crack 
I just wanna be with you 
Until our time is due

[Chorus]
I cant help myself 
I wanna kill myself 
I wanted just to move on 
And just accept myself
I don't like it here 
Its something that I fear
I don't wanna be here 
I wanna be with you 

Ruined4Nothing (demo)

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