PROD. GREY

LYRIC VIDEO:
https://youtu.be/PaYIWEGt6Kk

LYRICS:


[ VERSE I ]
Roll this dope, smoke this dope
Then I come with the coldest flow
Phone is blowing up
But I ain't got time for bitches, u know it, hoe
I can spit fast or slow
Shut the fuck up 'bout my accent, hoe
Got my flow so cold
When snow turns to rain, I change it back to snow
Bag of dope and a pack of smokes is all I need
lma bang my head to the bass and smoke potent till I fall asleep
These voices in my head, I gotta pop a couple pills before they start to talk to me
Bitch, you gotta know, when it comes to dope
DeeplyFIawed a fiend

[ VERSE II ]
Rolling dope, smoking dope until I fucking OD
Voices in my dome, all alone but never lonely
Vision always blurry, brain is fried, I'm looking like a skeleton
Wake up early in the morning just to go to bed again
I can't even move until the pills start kicking in
Every night I die and every day I learn to live again
I still keep trying to fight off the demons in my fucking head
When I close my eyes, a-all I see is bloody red

Dope Fiend

PROD. SPHYNX

LYRIC VIDEO:
https://youtu.be/4EPIPNgWE68

LYRICS:

Still pretend I'm fucking fine
But I'm barely getting by
Steady getting high
While my brain keeps getting fried
Still pretend I'm a-okay
But I've almost withered away
Keep digging my own grave
Only way i will escape

All alone and I'on need no fucking hoe
I'on need no fucking chrome to blow my brains out of my dome
Instead i got that xanax and I got some liquor
Combine that shit together
Now it all depends on my liver, huh

Bitch i got problems with trust
You better stay the fuck away from me
In my zone, always alone
But that doesn't mean that I'm lonely
Bitch I got problems with drugs
Always got them pills on me
Every night might be the night that I accidentally OD
Every day is the same
I numb the pain to stay sane
I numb my fucking brain
Just so I don't feel anything
Antidepressants all over my bed
I keep popping them benzos
Keep popping them xannies
I know I won't rest till I'm dead
So don't be surprised if I end up with a skull full of lead

Antidepressants

[Verse 1: EVERDRED]
Flickin' ash from the blunt I just blew
Smokin' potent, it makes my lungs itch, I'm smoking out my room
I feel entombed, sinking lower, I feel the doom (feel the doom)
Surronded by the dead and buried, my thoughts are quickly exhumed
I'm never satisfied in all that I do (that I do)
I keep on praying for a change but I feel my death is coming soon
Completely consumed, I'll purge myself and let the Devil win
My emotions controlling so I may never see an end to this
Encase the lead up in my dome and let them bullets take me home
I'm too cold, burn my soul in the depths of hell
Too far gone, just a husk, I'm an empty shell
I walk alone, this path which leads to nowhere

[Verse 2: DEEPLYFLAWED]
Dope head, fiending
Wrist glowing red, bleeding
So cold and dead, that demon
You don't know yet but I'm creeping right behind your back
Bitch I be that maniac
Grab you by your skull and I press until I make it crack
Looking like a living nightmare 
Creeping through the night air
Eyes glowing bright red
Not alive, not quite dead
Stepping up to me, I'll make your life end
Put you six feet deep and let you fucking die there
Outside on the prowl
I'm just looking for a fucking fix
Snow is coming down
Switchblade shining through the mist
Finna pull it out
Bitch, better watch your fucking limbs
Tryna fuck around?
Don't you know who the fuck you're fucking with?

https://soundcloud.com/fuckinghounded
https://soundcloud.com/deeplyflawed

DEAD & BURIED ft. EVERDRED  [Prod. SPHYNX]

https://youtu.be/Vaka7Gurq50

Pills to get up in the morning, couple pills to go to
bed at night
Racing thoughts, they steady swarming, so I’m steady
getting high
Keep pouring out my soul, and it’s getting harder every time
Cuz you know, I was taught that boys should never cry
Ever felt like you’ve been pushed against a wall?
Ever screamed into the sky repeating, “please don’t let me
fall”?
Ever reached the point where the pain becomes
unbearable?
Ever feel like you just wanna, really wanna end it all?

Every fucking day I try to numb the pain
Fuck the pain, I just love the way them drugs fuck up my brain
No, I don't wanna feel a thing
I pop these pills to keep me numb
Cuz I got too tired of feeling sick
Because some scars just cannot be undone
No, I don’t wanna feel alive
I'm so used to feeling dead
Only question is
Will I find some peace of mind before I meet my end?
Every time I go to bed, I feel this pressure in my chest
Every time I close my eyes, I dream of fucking death
Save me from this hell
Save me from myself
So many times I've tried to break the spell
But I feel like I'm fucking cursed to always take an L

Yeah I was born to fucking die, yeah I was born to fucking lose 
I'm DeeplyFlawed for life and that's the motherfucking truth 
Yeah I was born to fucking die, yeah I was born to fucking lose 
Fuck it if I die tоnight, I'll close my eye and tie the fuckig noose

Yeah I was born to fucking die, yeah I was born to fucking lose 
I'm DeeplyFlawed for life and that's the motherfucking truth 
Yeah I was born to fucking die, yeah I was born to fucking lose 
I'm DeeplyFlawed for life and that's the motherfucking truth 
Yeah I was born to fucking die, yeah I was born to fucking lose 
I'm DeeplyFlawed for life and that's the motherfucking truth 
Yeah I was born to fucking die, yeah I was born to fucking lose 
I'm DeeplyFlawed for life and that's the motherfucking truth

I can't help but hope that it's all just a bad dream... (prod. everestdidthis)

[Verse 1]
Lying in my bed, just tryna get some sleep
I should have popped some meds instead of counting fuckin sheep
Lost in my thoughts, wishing I was dead
Depression turn into apathy, just another side effect
Of my medication 
My life still the same shit
So I'm gettin high till I'm Asian
I be DeeplyFlawed till my final destination
Hoe, heart so cold I keep fighting my demons alone oh 
Don't try to date me, stop trying to save me
Hoe, get away from me, I never leave home
Get away from me I never leave home 

[Verse 2]
Get away from me hoe
Stay away from my money and stay away from my dope
I'm fine on my own, bitch, I do fine on my own
Smokin dope all alone
Smokin dope till I choke
Blowing smoke till I cope
I lost all hope a long time ago
I just go with the flow
DeeplyFlawed for life, bitch u know how that go

[Outro]
Six hundred sixty six sins crawling under my skin
Six hundred sixty six sins and they all come from within 
Six hundred sixty six pills, may they be my eternal bliss
Six hundred sixty six pills, I'll disappear into them and turn into mist

666 Pills (prod. goth helma)

[Verse]
I've been numbing myself for way too long
I've been going through hell, but what if that's where I belong ?
Every time I see the light at the end of the tunnel, darkness comes, bringing despair along with it
All these drugs have always been my only way of staying sane
Damn, I really thought that all these fucking pills would take away the pain
Ironically, what makes me feel alive will eventually pull all the life from me
I know that's just the dark side of me
And if God is with me
I just hope he don't get tired of me
If there's any good in me
Why do I always find myself in the middle of where I shouldn't be?
I been trying my best to climb out of this abyss
But something is always pulling me back 

[Outro]
All alone, I'm all alone
Just me and this darkness that I call my home
All alone, I'm all alone
And the darkness around me is my only home

Atonement (Prod. ARAM)


[VERSE 1]
Just look me in my eye 
And I hope you'll stop asking if I'm alright
Lately I been losing my mind
I can’t even tell if I’m dead or alive, shit
My past is nothing but a bunch of mistakes
Been so stuck in my ways 
Now I feel my life’s just a fuckin disgrace
Every morning feels like waking up in a maze
Trying to escape my fate
I'm running from corner to corner
Got no fucking choice but to wait
To wait for the moment when all this shit is over
Every time I think I've hit rock bottom
I try to climb out but I keep falling even lower
I been killing myself, yeah I been killing myself all my life
Because the only time I feel alive is when I’m pushing myself close to the end
Now these pain pills all over my bed
I just woke up with dread in my chest
Broken, depressed, in a cold sweat, jonesin for meds
Fuckin holdin my breath, hopin that I'm choking to death
Put a rope 'round my neck or a hole in my head
I'on fuckin care I just wanna be dead
I just wanna be dead
Cuz I'm on the edge, I don't need to be saved
It's too late
Just lay me deep in my grave, it's okay, let me decay
Just let me decay while my soul is slowly fading away

[VERSE 2]
Just let me fade away, decay away, six feet below the ground 
I'm going insane from this static, the voices inside of my brain
Inside of my head, they won't let me rest until I'm dead and decayed in the grave
Inside of my grave, inside of my
All these emotions got me fucked up, crumbling underneath the weight
Too many drugs up in my system, stumbling back around again
Until I'm too high to feel nothing, but too low to feel a thing
Anyway, I feel everything, so I'll numb the pain away, okay, okay
Agony in my veins, my brain's too fired, feels like I died again
Ingesting the pesticide, I hope I die, but I'm still alive today
Man, I've tried to kill myself more times than I wish to think
But I failed at fucking every moment, I fail at everything
My misery consumes all that I am, I've been cursed, been condemned
Roaming around in this darkness again, it's starting to feel like it's my only friend
Because I know how this will end, just release me from this hell
I'll load one bullet in the chamber and stain the walls with myself 

EVERDRED, DEEPLYFLAWED - FADING AWAY (PROD. goth helma)

I wake up feeling like I'm dead
Every day is a new nightmare 
Demons in my head 
And they never fucking fight fair
I been numbing myself for too long
The only thing I feel is fear
And at night in my sleep, I hear the reaper
Slowly creeping near
I feel like dying 
I feel like it’s my time
I can't run anymore, I'm done trying
By dawn I'll be gone
My end is nigh

Smoking, doping, choking on the smoke I'm blowing, ayy
Fucking broken but I'm hoping that I'm coping, ayy
Liquor with them xannies, just trying not to OD, ayy
I'm gonna numb myself until my fucking pain just goes away
Bitch, don't even bother tryna save me, no
My love for them drugs is so unshakable
Never-ever sober, never satisfied 
Lost in this abyss and I'm watching my life passing by

I wake up feeling like I'm dead
Every day is a new nightmare 
Demons in my head 
And they never fucking fight fair
I been numbing myself for too long
The only thing I feel is fear
And at night in my sleep, I hear the reaper
Slowly creeping near
I feel like dying 
I feel like it’s my time
I can't run anymore, I'm done trying
By dawn I'll be gone
My end is nigh

[Verse 2]
I just popped a couple bars, now I don't feel nothing 
I'm higher than the stars, I'm higher than the stars
Wondering if I'll ever feel something
Every day is the same, I'm just trying to stay sane
All alone in my room, drowning in the gloom of night air
Staring at the moon, I wish I could spend my fucking afterlife there

THERE AIN'T NEVER TOO MUCH NUMBNESS (Prod. SPHYNX)

[hook]
I feel like fucking dying, but there ain't nothing new
Just another night that I'm counting pills, wishing I could just sleep through
Why do I feel like I'm losing no matter what the fuck I do 
So many times I've fantasized about death, that the dream might soon come true
The dream might soon come true, yeah
I been fantasizing 'bout death for so long
Might just let that dream come true
Might just let that dream come true

[Verse]
Lately, I been feeling so sick
These pills ain't helping no more
So tired, can’t even blink
And I wanna die even more than before
Still alive, I don't know if it's luck or a curse
Life goes on, but I have long been stuck in reverse
These fucking drugs no longer give me peace and nothing really does
Mommy always said I'd come to a bad end
I do everything I can not to let her know how fucking right she was
Do my best to keep her hope alive, even if I'm gonna lose her trust
But what's the point ?
'Cause I don't think that I can last any longer
I been trying to hold on but I'on even know what for
If there's a light at the end, I don't see it anymore

[Pre-chorus]
I'm sure not one of my pleas was ever heard by God
I been tryna fight my demons, but they never seem to stop
Got these meds up in my pocket, hear the ticking of the clock
If this pain don't kill me first, these pills gonna finish the job

[hook]
I feel like fucking dying, but there ain't nothing new
Just another night that I'm counting pills, wishing I could just sleep through
Why do I feel like I am losing no matter what the fuck I do 
So many times I've fantasized about death, that the dream might soon come true 
The dream might soon come true yeah 
I been fantasizing 'bout death for so long
Might just let that dream come true
Might just let that dream come true

TO THOSE WHOSE FATE WAS ALWAYS FOREGONE (PROD. YOUNG Y.G)

Just one more pill, just one more hit
Only way I feel numb enough
Swear I'm not addicted
It feels more like fucking love
Is this cup half full or half empty?
I don't care as long as what I drop in it helps me
No, I don't care, just fill it up
No, I don't care, no, I'on give a fuck

I ain't chasing a fucking high, slumped back, letting it chase me
Bitch, I ain't got no time, don't bother trying to save me
Just one more hit, passing out slowly
Now, I'on wanna hear nothing but that mouth slurping
All these pills on my bed, dead of the night
She giving me head, but I only got drugs on my mind
Eyes rolling back, my dick going limp
Outta fucks to give, I can't feel a thing
Shut the fuck up for a bit, pour me a cup of that shit
I know you can't get enough of my dick, but I'm too fucked up for this shit
Too fucked up for this shit, I'm too fucked up for this shit
Told ya before, don't talk about love
I just don't fuck with that shit

DELIRIUM (PROD. NONCANNON)

Shadows roam
They come and go
Pills running low
As the nights get cold
Voices hiss
Can't understand a word
If these walls could talk
They'd still remain unheard
Stars may look alive, but they're not
Eden is abandoned 
Where's your God?
Time heals all wounds
But every scar is here to stay
And if I ever escape
Just know 
I'll be somewhere far, far away
How deep does this blackness go?
Just take me back home

AETHER (PROD. kikuso0o beatz )

All alone, somewhere far away from home
What I wanted most, fuck, it starts to take its toll
Weight of my mistakes, it's so fucking hard to let it go
Dealing with that pain done left too many scars deep in my soul
And I just wanna feel alive, I just wanna smile
All these dreams of suicide
I just need to ease my mind for at least a little while
Father, I've put all my faith in you
So please don't let it die
So please don't let it die
Why can't you see how hard I'm trying
To see the fucking light?
All these voices in my head
I ain't even sure which one is mine
All these pills by my bed
And I don't know if I can make it through another night
I just wanna know what to do
I just wanna know where to go
So lost, all alone in this gloom
A path doesn't mean a thing when you got nowhere to go
Why you wanna save me? I don't deserve it
Baby, don't waste your time
'Cause I ain't worth it
Lately I been feeling like my mind's running in circles
Maybe I've sunk too deep to see the surface
I swear I feel these walls are closing in
All these demons in my head won't let me be alone
I been fighting just to stay clean and sober
Ended up on that motherfucking dope again
I’on even give a fuck if I die tonight
Overdosing in my room, drooling on the sofa
Lately my diagnosis been fucking taking over
Hate to see my mama cry   
But what the fuck can I do
When her only dream is just to see me sober?
But I'on feel like it’ll ever happen
No, I'on feel like it’ll ever happen..

Voices in My Head (prod. sorrow bringer)

I'm just tryna take a nap, but these voices in my head, they make it hard to sleep
I been up for fucking days, steady talking to myself, I done counted all the sheep
Life passing by as I pass the time 
But I don't care no more
I'm so lost, so lost and exhausted down to my very core
So lost, what's the point of going on?
So lost, I got nowhere to fucking go 

Life is a bitch, and she likes to dominate
But I ain't really into that type of shit
I'm gonna flirt with death until my dying day
I know them drugs done fried my brain
I got my plug number on speed dial, ayy
Please don't try to save me, hoe
Said before I'd rather stay alone and smoke my motherfucking life away
Just look me in my eyes, tell me if I'm still alive
I'd rather say I'm fine than explain why that's a lie
With all this pain I hide, it's just too hard to fake a smile
Spent a lifetime searching for what I'll never find
I been fighting all my demons every night
So I keep them pills nearby to ease my racing mind
All these dreams of suicide
And I just need a place to hide
Tryna increase my high, I'm bout to fall
Little peace of mind is all I want
I'd sacrifice it all to feel alive
Just how can it be wrong when it feels so right?
Eyes rolled back, and I'm blacking out
Baby, I don't need you to bring me back to life
Just let me fade away, don't try to save me, babe
It's just way too late, there's no escape from fate, no

My mom and my plug are competing for the top spot on my speed dial (PROD. goth helma)

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