This song was written about a girl I went to school with who passed away just after I had my first child. It left me in a sad tailspin on confusion. This was written and recorded the day after she passed.

Defeated - In Memory Of... (Demo)

This song was written about a girl I went to school with who passed away just after I had my first child. It left me in a sad tailspin on confusion.
This was a more complete version that I recorded a few months after the original demo was recorded

Defeated - Over And Over (In Memory Of..)

Sadder Day

I don't want this life but I live with it

The Bottle

I can't express the way I feel these days

The Feeling's Gone

Since the winter came you threw it all away

Falling Out Of My Life

I found a bullet outside my door. I think its me it was intended for

Bullet (Hayden Cover)

Past Full Of Scars

It's amazing how life can change your views on death

Blind Ambition (Mark Laj)