Depression helps make some good lyrics \m/

"Lullaby" 

You are dead to me
Will anybody notice?

Have i become this?
am i the only one?
has this consumed me?
i am a dying breed?

i can’t forget this
i won’t accept it
i must just be
so fucken crazy

yea 
in order to become what the beast wants
only to give my life for the sacrifice 
motherfuckers never knew
that my life is fighting   
only knew the life of guidance 

the world is just burning around me
nothing to do, i can’t stop it
my life is turning around now
im fooling myself, im just clowning   

You are dead to me
Will anybody notice?

i am a dying star
the only sun
the fallen one
as the moon sets ablaze
your mind just dissipates 
its hard to forgive yourself
the brain it comes in waves
it’ll never be the same
you won’t feel the same

fuck it
its time to survive at your own risk
stupid mothers fuckers wanna come
with that old diss

all of you bitches that hide from me
you needed a tampon
cuz you pussies bleed

every motherfucker wants to be the champ
the ones that never lost it all but we can’t even win the fucking cause, i wouldn’t fucken bet for y’all to fucking love.

Lullaby pt.1

"N M E"

I’m your enemy
don’t you fuck with me
or you’ll die with me
and your family.      

revenge i seek
now you niggas
seem to notice me
behind the freak
lies your enemy

feeble minds 
you niggas blind
al fuckers jus seem to hide
in seeking my prize
kill to win
I’m victorious
all you bitches fled
ain’t it the fucken reason
battle scars 
and the top dog 
takes the fucken crown
you fucks never knew the rounds
and other ways to be safe and sound.
 
bitch

todos los dias sera 
un placer para matar
todos los putos
que roban la vida
todo los hijos querian
pero infierno esta frio
cold
take em to back
shots to the face
aim
splitting your head open
your defaced
mutilation 
the identities 
of your enemies

I’m your enemy
don’t you fuck with me
or you’ll die with me
and your family.

no

I’m dying with you
every mother fucker 
wants to see the view
all of you bastards will never be
all of your body consumed with me

these demons are calling my name
all of these bitches won’t stop playing games
when will it stop
when can we drop
all these vessels 
should just fucken rot


living my life 
dodging these lames
fuck all your thoughts 
these bitches’s are enslaved
all of these thots   
will never compare
life is unfair 
i don’t just care


any of these false niggas
just wanna confess 
they wanna suppress 
apparently to fucken distress

any of you fucked up demons 
coming for me? you wanna believe?
This HELL is only fucking with me!

N M E

VERTEX feat Misstiq (So This Is Suffering)

"Day Dream"

Been Daydreaming 
Lifes just givin me 
nightmares
Shit shouldn’t be 
taken lightly 
So fight me
Despite it

All you bitches
Lied to me 
So Fuck love 
No quiero sentir 
Hasta la muerte pa ti 
Y que nunca 
quieras vivir

Keeping my name out yo mouth
Or do ya wanna find out?  
Or do ya wanna get loud? 
Or do ya wanna sleep sound?
This is the end of your life

1 by 1 
we all die
Keep on living your lies
Bring that fake love.
You’re saying goodbye
Hasta la vista, baby
Hasta infierno pa ti 

Theres no wasted time
Losing at your own game.

So caught up in the masses
Watch these niggas hate. 

When your friends become your foes 
Or your foes have become your friends. 
And in the end it won’t even matter 
cuz we’re all considered dead. Bitch.

Taking all of your lives
All of these bitches 
That wanna survive  
can’t keep up 
what the fuck do you want?
who the fuck can you trust?
this is it for me now
all of these bitches that wanna die how?
take the glock 
to the dome
cock it
PLOW
rest in piss bitch
we’re even now 
sleep forever 
Now that you drown

Day Dream

“Demi$e”

Love me or hate me  X4

Love me or hate me
I don’t give a fuck if you blame me
All these bitches that want me
And all of these foos wanna be me

Loc’d out and crazy
Niggas wanna fight but they ain’t me 
Comin at me like you know sum’n
Fuck out the way, bout to unload on ya
 
All of these hoes 
That will never suffice 
All of these fucks
They just wanna die! 
Fuck all your lives
You’ll never survive
I am the GOD
Defect the lost 
Ten on my hip, slut! 
Suck on my dick
Waiting on GOD!? 
Been waiting on Death!
Wanting demise 
Baby, suck on yo clit. 
Bitch, who are you?
Hoe, you aren’t it!
 
Sometimes you win some
Times you’ll die for nothing 
All these motherfuckers know
Will never own nothing 
Im ready for you and anybody 
Come through, I’ll slug you!
Fuck you, and all of ya
Reach out my nigga, 
I’m death proof

Sometimes, oh sometimes 
(These fuckers wanna die)
Sometimes, oh Sometimes
(These fuckers wanna fly) X2

Yea, I’m feeling it out
Can’t take the pain
Swear, I’m going to hell 
Don’t fuck with you lames 
Bitch, Remember my name
I am the GOD, 
Your only savior,
Defect for life!

Love me or hate me
I don’t give a fuck if you blame me
All these bitches that ain’t me
And all of these fuck heads amaze me 

Loc’d out and crazy
Niggas wanna fight but they ain’t me 
Comin at me like you know sum’n
Fuck out the way, bout to unload on ya

Sometimes, oh sometimes 
(These fuckers wanna die)
Sometimes, oh Sometimes
(These fuckers wanna fly) X2

Ya, take out the backwoods
Bring out the yeska 
Ya, this weed is to bless ya
I can’t begin to explain
These niggas demise

These niggas will die
WHAT!
These niggas will die
THESE  NIGGAS WILL DIE!
WHAT!
You’ll die bitch!
WHAT!

Demi$e

EmoRap

You have left me
But I'm still waiting
I can't forget you   
I can't be broken

I have given all my love 
Forget that you would love 
All of my mistakes

Only to become what I hated 
Only to regret this 
Sweet dreams forever

I will never find my way back home 
Regretting on my own 
Forever I could wait 

hopeless romantic
My life is inventive
And All that I know is 
That love is perspective
when I need you
I cannot find you 

Fucking with my heart strings
It's broken to pieces 
I cannot just mend this 
I cannot just glue it 
I know what I needed 

What if my life was just love 
What if my life was just lost 
Only for you to become
My only love
I know that you are gone

Now that I know that I'm restless
Only becoming defective
Knowing that God is demented
All I need is love

EmoRapGoat

My mind is (I'm going crazy) 

Taking it back, 
Homie relax 
This is it
I'm coming down 
From my underground
Every motherfucka 
Wants to risk me
You wanna believe? 
You wanna take me?

I want the bitches that love
Bouncing that ass in the air
I am a demon at heart 
Summon my end

What?
You wanna go to hell with me?
What?
You wanna go to hell with me?
Yea
Let's go!

I'm taking it back
Homie relax 

Back in the day
We used to say 
Die for your shit
You wouldn’t watch back
Or you wouldn’t exist
And every mother fucker
Wants ya to:
Feel the pain
Feel insane 
Feel the same
  
Die from the defected ones
I am the god that you search for
Hell is your home now 
Come on, GO
I'm ready for war!

I am the devils son 
Here’s your sins 
Your dreams are dead now
Bet you wanted more
It's the end of the ones you know of
Can’t return or relive your peace
All your sins are meant for me
Through your Dead eyes 
Your lies will breath 
You will bleed 

Everyone is dying
This is it
Your fucken end must come
All you motherfuckers feed
But I don’t give a fuck right now
Kill the fucken tortures 
My mind compared to all of yours
Find your fucken death
Or find what you’ll fucken do?

Cancel Vulture

12/21/23

Brujita (Prod. Eye Knives)

12/22/23

BLOODSHED (Prod. Eye Knives)

Lovin on me (Dark Remix) 

I don't like no whips and chains, 
and you can't tie me down
But you can whip your lovin' on me, baby
Whip your lovin' on me, baby

F U C K I N G
Forever 
you and me
Against the world
We make it bleed 
Again we fail to believe
This world we conquer everyday
I can’t exist without you 
Please, Don’t leave me! 
I don’t want to die 
without you,
Rot with me eternally  

Siempre querias 
Nunca debias
Todo los dias
Era para ti
Eres mi chica
Eres bien rica
Pero veneno  
Nunca para mi

My only obsession
You are my divine
You are imperfect 
You’re perfectly just mine

…whip your lovin' on me, baby
Whip your lovin' on me, baby
I don't like no whips and chains, 
and you can't tie me down
But you can whip your lovin' on me, baby
Whip your lovin' on me, baby

D E F E C T  GOD
I am the only one that you pray to
All this hope you rot away from  
All the love you desecrate too

Watching the skies burn red.  
Why do you fuck with my head?
Are we dying tonight?
Beautiful and enticing 
I’m loosing myself 
But I’m hiding

Now that I have lost you
Ill never be the same
Ill always feel insane
Ill never be…

I don't like no whips and chains, 
and you can't tie me down
But you can whip your lovin' on me, baby
Whip your lovin' on me, baby

I don't like no whips and chains, 
and you can't tie me down
But you can whip your lovin' on me, baby
Whip your lovin' on me, baby

Lovin On Me (Dark Remix) [Prod. Eye Knives]

I did a remix to the Doja Cat "Streets" track. My own little twist with some metal vocals. Hope you enjoy. Comment and follow! I'm NEW to this game! -DefectGOD


“Dark Dayz” 


Put your head on my...

Everyday when I wake up

Everyday when I wake
I realize my life
It's a lil fucked up

Every night when I wake up
Everything feels the same
I don't want to get up

Every time when I wake up
I think about your face
Don't want it anymore

Girl, I'm doing just fine
Everything the same
Broken and and divine
Enslaved to the core

Minds playing games with me

My minds all fucked up now
Tricking me into loving you
It can't be true
All these things you knew
All the shit that became of you

I HAVE CREATED A MONSTER

You loved me twice
Told me all your dark views of your life
Even when you shine like a diamond ring
You carry darkness beneath your skin
Remember times that we cried late night
But I remember nights that we laughed so hard
I was everything you wanted?!
So much shit that you promised!

I know that you left
I know what you meant
I know that it won't
It won't last forever

Yea, it won't
It won't fucken last
Cuz this fucken dro is goin
You're only feelin what the world is pushing on
And all you girls want to fantasize about
All these murderers and killers
All these fucken rapist n' shit that you feelin'
All these motherfuckers that come and go
Never wanting anything but to hurt your soul

Yea
Girl
Yea

Dark Dayz

Dark Dayz (Doja Cat Streets Remix)

"Smile Now, Die Later"


Run it up
Fuck it up

Run it up
Fuck it up

Run it up
Fuck it up

Run it up
Fuck it up
Rollin with all of the murderers

Run it up
Fuck it up
Rollin with all of the murderers

Run it up
Fuck it up
Smoking all packs to the face n' all

Run it up
Fuck it up
Rollin with all of the murderers

Run it up
Fuck it up
Smoking all packs to the face n' all

Roaming the streets since I was 15
No one really gave a fuck about me
That's when dreams became my disease
I'm the only one who truly believes
Walking the path of destruction
Fuck up your life
And claim your sins
This is the end of the road
Conquer the world
Suicidal in my dome

Run it up
Fuck it up

Run it up
Fuck it up

Run it up
Fuck it up

Run it up
Fuck it up
Rollin with all of the murderers

Thousand eyes around
The corpse is all I found
Things we can't comeback from
But we idolize the ground
6 feet down
One way out
Going to hell
Fuck this route
These bitches never knew
The wrath that I can do

Chyeaaa!

Malas influencia
Y balas en tu jeta
Perico
Basuco
Y un chingo kilos de yesca
Dicen que soy mugrero
Por eso me quedo rapero
En la sangre dentro mi venas
Alucinando a toda la verga

Smile Now, Die Later [PROD. HXRXKILLER]

Sometimes we don't understand the difference between being in LOVE or being in LUST. 
Either way, it's a super deadly combination. "Heartache & Suicide EP" coming fast!


“Love/Lust”
      
Where is the devil?
I am the bringer of hell
all the demise
I’m ready to sell
the reasons to kill
rusted knives, gutted  sluts
fuck em all
missions fulfilled 
survival of the fittest 
I’m ready to fucken kill this shit
the world is in my mind
pray for days  
pray for days
hopelessness is gone 
all this shit i want
all my dreams are dead
is it love or it lust again?

Is it lust again?
or is it love again?
or is it lost again?

i look up at the sky
i realize i wanna die
the torment  
the pressure 
the reason 
i want to destroy myself
for every eager mind    
for every little life
defected my soul
i cannot control
the hell I’ve become
      
is it lust again?
is it love again?
all the pain that comes wit it
all the things i expected 
am i to blame for believing?
is it lust again?
is it love again?
all this shit you told me
am i to blame for believing 
am i to die for deceiving 

all this time i knew the place
all this shit 
i needed all the disgrace 
fuck your time 
its just a knee to the face
the only ones to go on
face to  face  

Only providing to 
ones that will need it 
I cannot just stop
I know it's fucking with me
Then Spit up your flesh 
Then they'll know 
That you mean it 
Then go on ahead
And fight all my demons

03/01/2021

Love//Lust [PROD. HXRXKILLER]

I was high as fuck on weed, I was broken everyday, 
NOT knowing what day it was or time. I don't recall myself 
recording this but whatever happened, I'm glad I did it \m/

“DA3M0N” 


AM I DYING TONIGHT!?

Let’s Go!
Only provided by death
Only your wishes are met
Fuck I’m convinced
There’s a demon inside 
It will not fucken leave 
What do you want from me?

1000 eyes around you
All these bitches suddenly
They fucken idolize you
They wanna see you drownin’

They wanna see you go (x3)
You wanna kill yourself (x3)

AM I DYING TONIGHT!?

Yee

Am I writing down these feelings so hard?
Am I feeling this shit is so gone
Have I met my mothafucken’ destroyer?
Its the only time i felt so alive!  

Only to die for the rest
Only to give in the mess
Stabbing niggas all in the neck
No survival rate here in effect 
This is it! Fucken die bitch!
Highway to hell, smoking gods gift
When the fuck do we stop this?
We ain’t shit but we love it
Smoking… (Gods Gift) 

AM I DYING TONIGHT!?

DA3M0N

1st time hear the pop, drop down, see the gun shots. 2 bodies bagged-dirt napping, 3rd strike, straight to the chest. Knowin' your dead, 4 blunts to my head. You know what it be-like, 5 goons in my whip. 66 slugs blown through yo shit. Youll die with the rest. 

Sit back while the world decays. All you stupid mothafuckas wanna talk shit. Lifeless. Fuck the dices. If life hits, it's an automatic crisis. 
For God's sakes; all you stupid bitches cryin and lying. Trying to define the logic of Heaven and hell, my son's burned to the ground. Women and children scream, pleading for hell. When the fuck do we begin to listen and not pretend this shit to end. Hypnosis or am i fucken dead!?

66Slugs (Rough Demo)

HAR6KIRI

DefectGOD from Los Angeles Califas. Your local Deathmetal Goth Cholo from the dead streets of Southern California. Get to know me. "Heartache & Suicide" EP coming soon. Pick up a shirt! And thanks for the love and support lately <3

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